sorry bro nv see ur post la...
too lazy to comment on tt la... haha
u know me de la... heee

kind of think about it.
i'm quite useless.. alot of things i can't do..
i know ppl around me like to use nice words la...
meaning i have put enough effort la.. u ahve done more than wat u should do la..allt hose shit..
but when problems arise...my mind can just go blank or jammed...

btw is not emo...
just felt down...
just like present...
i got tons of things to give but then ton of reason tt i can't give will come back in..
it's like using my own hand to slap myself...
happy tt i slap something...
sad is tt i slap myself....
lame rite???
haha.. continuing this action...
Bro, you should know the aim of us here.
we know big boss is in some health problems, dun forget you too.
your liver is already have that 1 percent harden.
like what we have talk to you.
we know you always scold him, ask him go die all those.
but you do not mean it.
there like like aleast 4 of us which is always around him.
we find no reasons for you to cancel your study trip.
you are way cleverer than all of us.
got a chance to make tons of money not on the dark side.
and you and him is too alike both so stubborn.
please consider bro.
i got nth to do here so i came here rmb tt i have a blog..=X
this is a place just for me to say things maybe ppl may see and maybe not..
watever i say here really means....cause there is no use lying or wat...or saying things behind whoever back or wat.. all this have been wat i feel and wat i know and wat i mean... ppl may understand or misunderstand.. hee but watever u all misunderstand or wat can just call me or message me.. easiler for me and you..
i dun like to beat around the bush just go straight to the point.. hee..

ya..been in tekong for 2 weeks..everyday was very shag.. i was alone most of the time..
cause they all pes C then i a the onli one rushing for pes B.. so i am just a dog there.. tired like mad.. everydae i slp at around 12 and wake up at 430.. tt is provide timing for me to slp.. and u know de la.. still need to bath all those cut away how much liao.. plus i not tt type tt jsut lie on bed jiu slp de ppl.. haha..
rmb tt very dae when i was walking the 6km road march alone.. hee..fuckign shag... haha.. then i take out my wallet hee..
tt also wat i do everydae before i slp..
cause tt is my onli motivation.. =)
and sadly enough going to go back in later liao... another week..
and hopefully i can book out on sat...hee..

just praying tt nth happen to you out there... please please take care of urself...
u got a bf correct but i just wan u to be safe.. tt why i do those things tt u think is ma fan..but say really to me it isn't.. so please dun feel it tt way.. i tell all these to u is because i dun wan to hide things from u or even lieing to u... hee.. after all please take care...=)
ROGER!
Bro rmb the things i tell u.
left her to us ba.
no worry.
bro like wat i said ytd..
safety is my main concern..
anythinf call cumber.. or me la... if cannto contact.. u make the decicion...
i told u everything ytd liao.. ty
bro, people i settle le.
you going on Wednesday with?
i go with you ba.
bro manpower will be lesser.. onli 9 of u will be there.. i dun need bountry there all to be there as it's much safer...
relax more ba bro.. this time is with her parents so chill more...
transport need to say meh??? just bring it over...
u still can call me... anything either u make the decision or u call cumber.. i will talk to him about it.. but watever not in planned.. u move please tell cumber..
she oversea wat i can do sia??? u cock lei...

anymore qns???
i will be going i over at wed nite ba.. thurs fri i will take off...
i will go over all the places in one go..
any update will tell u..
got thigns ask faster...
i cannot let u last min liao..
i goin in on 11 jan which is next tues..
i dunno i can use phone ma... so please work on it.. ty bro~
bro so manpower how?
same as thailand one ar?
follow closer this time or relax more?
transport how?
how i contact u when u in tekong?
she oversea u ok meh?
bro can i ask whu de fuck go to his own blog to read when he himself nv update sia????

u cute lei...
wa lao...

ok.. i will going next week.. after tt week i going tekong liao so i will not be around..
so everything i will pass to u to settle...
same any emergency please call me...
same thing as Thailand...

so anyhting else call me...
tt dae is because i at warehouse playing PS3 in the morning ....
doing shit stuffs follow ups...

about the christmas is u all one by one call me to plan one...
u think i wan to plan meh???
when i myself no plan....zzzzzz
u know my standard la... flower onli 1 kind...
then all my da sao know is i plan one can claim credit ma..
u all idiot...
bro wat happen to your phone just buy not long ago and it spoiled?
just want to ask a few qns.
dun think others will read here ba?

easy i'll make it sweet and short..

1) You are going to china to scout the area first rite?

2) when you go?

3) I bet this time is a free trip for us to china? =)

think that all bro~

thanks for the planning for Christmas.
all our gals knows that is you plan one.

which idiot will give daisy for Christmas?
still thanks alot bro.
i miss my grandpa again...
even thought i dun quite rmb how he look like cause he pass away when i was 12,.l.
i rmb wat he always tell me...
rmb tt when i was small i onli know runner and playing..
my grandpa will always shake his head...
but i will always smile and run...
when i was young my mouth always scold ppl de..
so grandpa will say.. sorry hwee ah..
ah gon nv born u with a good mouth..
i will always just slap him..
bad me...
always the naughty one..
i can always hang a couples of foul words on my mouth..
nth gd will come out..haha...



ya and i realised something..
EVERYONE REALLY IS EVERYONE~
have bf or gf liao.. hahaa..special... hahahahahaha

tml is another dae of rotting..
go nuh again in the afternoon...
it been a long time ba..
i dunno wat to post also..

first sorry Alfred.... i know the argument we have haven end yet...
there is so much to say.. little explanation i can give...

i got my iphone so i play my doodle find everydae...

my body seem to be having something wrong.. right eye start to blur out sometimes...
back pain.. dunno la...

actually i not in the mood to do anytihng...


i have been like this and i know i will be like this
hee.. last post before i go out ba..

say really i dunno wat will happen later..

wat i can say is tt u ppl please take care..be happy and enjoy..

i dunno even know how safe am i.. going all out todae.
bear call me tt dae.. saying i had change...
i learn all these in the past is for protecting...
but now.. i using it to fight... haiz...
i understand hs point but then...
i can just let these matter climb to my head...

please do take care of urself ppl...
hopefully i will be back in one piece.. cya...
just back no long ago..

been training hard for tml nite.. to settle tons of stuff..
really all these are getting on to my head... i dun like it...
i nv like to be the one to get things started...
all thanks to you... making so much shit when i just get of my post... good..


been a period of time sine i talk to you and look in ur eyes...
i dunno any single thing tt happen to you.. other then wat u wrote on ur blog..
to me it seem that u r really good with him... happy enough for me..=)
jiaoyu ba..
rmb this " every problem got a solution"
problem reach u can sill transfer them to me...=)
take care of yourself..
yaya.. all the SIS-IN-LAW...
sao zi s...............
u all dun come disturb ar....
lolz... how u all???
been aleast 3 months nv see u all.. hee...
too bad.. dun wan to see u all..=P

haha.... ytd was full dae at warehouse again... haha
other than going to geraldine fu birthdae...
which i went for like 5 mins???
tt stupid bo yan keep calling me go...
then ask melvin send me over..
say hi.. then sit down ask bo yan things then say to her bb i got things..
haha.. faster birthdae party i ever been.. haha...
entertain idiot to go to another idiot party.. zzzzzz..
then go back warehouse do stuff..
then back home..meet yan and james at boon lay market..
haha chat to like 3 plus..
haha.. too bad dad nv come back.. nv send them back...
haha... after that went to dragonfly again..
cause a few old man ask me go... then go back warehouse drink again..
until 9 plus then reach home... haha..

sundae liao sundae liao.. sian sian..
tml no off or leave...
got to work... haiz.. course start...
tues duty.... thisweek dfo... sian la ...
in warehouse now...
it's the onli place i felt belong...
the place belong onli to myself..
full of my stuffs and of course others which is meant to be given but nv...

haha...firstly.. thanks jess which is melvin's gf for the breakfast bought for us..
which melvin is still drunk... haha..

ya.. ytd nite got nth to do so ask melvin to go powerhouse to drink together...
knowing his level of liquor is not gd i nv ask him to drink..
on opening my 4 bottle i turn and saw him lieing down le..
i was like wtf??? so fast.. i nv even force him to drink..
lolz... i drank until my 12 bottle of cordon bleu..
then decided to bring melvin back to warehouse to rest...
haha... tonite is another round... weeeeee..
cause i got nth to do....
bro u very fan la...
not going not going.. i dun like tt place la.. stop irritating me.. ZZZZZZZ

got to shift my drinking session to sat lo.. cause then.. ping will not be in singapore
and cum is on duty... wahahahahha

SAT SAT SAT SAT SAT..
DRINKING~~~~~
this time 20 bottles... weeeeeeeeee
really feel like making myself drunk..=X
wahahaha..
i actually got alot things to blog..
but wait for the internet to load i forget..
lolz

ya.. lately i will not blog tt much cause
firstly i dunno wat to blog about..
second it time to take care of myself..
i know my own body very well..
so i have been taking slping pill these daes...
so i will slp at around 9 to 9.30..
sad thing is i will wake up at 1...
got to take care of myself la..

then.. i am thinking about my oversea studies..
8 years say long also not long say short cfm not short..
but then.. it wat i wants ba.. but got abit lost interest in it le...

chunyip... faster i need the plan for the pub quick...
bro i onli left 1years 4 months..
to the dae i start sch.. b4 tt i think i will fly over liao..
got to make it quick...
if not u got to work alone le.. even though u will eventually work alone too..

left hand... i send u 20m again from swiss..
bro i know u burn ur finger..
u had used ur money to return liao..
tak e 10m to ur life and the other is to earn again..
dun need to call me to thanks me.. wat is bro for...
aleast when i am in post u have done more than wat u should do for me le..
no matter work or personal...

alfred iw ill find u all soon ba.. i hope so during dec..
when i find a week i can take my leave or off...
and I AM ALONE~ zzzzz

godfather...please take care of ur health..
u are no 22 years old kid like me... take care of urself please..
dun keep playing here and there la... anything update me...

ya.. i just think tt life should not be taken for granted...
rmb wat u have now.. and dun forget them...
nv give someone hope and then ditch them...


so i wan to be a happy me...
wat for care wat others thinks...
celebration on fri or thurs....
once again dragonfly here i come.. alone...wahahahahahahaha..
i think i over stress myself le...
now my head is like throttling...\
is like when u drink too much...

funny enough.. when ppl nv wants to listen to the end..
=)...
i miss u grandpa...
shall update tml ba...
try to let my body rest le...

u too please rest well...=)
just bath ...
took me a long time to wash off all those "blood"
it's like the most number of photos i can take la...
scary.. i dun like to take photo especially strangers....

THANKS alot~ i know chattign with me is not interesting at all..
but it does help me alot...
even thought i wanted to continue..
but...

going to slp soon.. need to wake up.. to go candice first birthday..
envious.. i dun even know wat i did on my first birthdae...

sorry bro nv see ur post la...
too lazy to comment on tt la... haha
u know me de la... heee

kind of think about it.
i'm quite useless.. alot of things i can't do..
i know ppl around me like to use nice words la...
meaning i have put enough effort la.. u ahve done more than wat u should do la..allt hose shit..
but when problems arise...my mind can just go blank or jammed...

btw is not emo...
just felt down...
just like present...
i got tons of things to give but then ton of reason tt i can't give will come back in..
it's like using my own hand to slap myself...
happy tt i slap something...
sad is tt i slap myself....
lame rite???
haha.. continuing this action...
Bro, you should know the aim of us here.
we know big boss is in some health problems, dun forget you too.
your liver is already have that 1 percent harden.
like what we have talk to you.
we know you always scold him, ask him go die all those.
but you do not mean it.
there like like aleast 4 of us which is always around him.
we find no reasons for you to cancel your study trip.
you are way cleverer than all of us.
got a chance to make tons of money not on the dark side.
and you and him is too alike both so stubborn.
please consider bro.
i got nth to do here so i came here rmb tt i have a blog..=X
this is a place just for me to say things maybe ppl may see and maybe not..
watever i say here really means....cause there is no use lying or wat...or saying things behind whoever back or wat.. all this have been wat i feel and wat i know and wat i mean... ppl may understand or misunderstand.. hee but watever u all misunderstand or wat can just call me or message me.. easiler for me and you..
i dun like to beat around the bush just go straight to the point.. hee..

ya..been in tekong for 2 weeks..everyday was very shag.. i was alone most of the time..
cause they all pes C then i a the onli one rushing for pes B.. so i am just a dog there.. tired like mad.. everydae i slp at around 12 and wake up at 430.. tt is provide timing for me to slp.. and u know de la.. still need to bath all those cut away how much liao.. plus i not tt type tt jsut lie on bed jiu slp de ppl.. haha..
rmb tt very dae when i was walking the 6km road march alone.. hee..fuckign shag... haha.. then i take out my wallet hee..
tt also wat i do everydae before i slp..
cause tt is my onli motivation.. =)
and sadly enough going to go back in later liao... another week..
and hopefully i can book out on sat...hee..

just praying tt nth happen to you out there... please please take care of urself...
u got a bf correct but i just wan u to be safe.. tt why i do those things tt u think is ma fan..but say really to me it isn't.. so please dun feel it tt way.. i tell all these to u is because i dun wan to hide things from u or even lieing to u... hee.. after all please take care...=)
ROGER!
Bro rmb the things i tell u.
left her to us ba.
no worry.
bro like wat i said ytd..
safety is my main concern..
anythinf call cumber.. or me la... if cannto contact.. u make the decicion...
i told u everything ytd liao.. ty
bro, people i settle le.
you going on Wednesday with?
i go with you ba.
bro manpower will be lesser.. onli 9 of u will be there.. i dun need bountry there all to be there as it's much safer...
relax more ba bro.. this time is with her parents so chill more...
transport need to say meh??? just bring it over...
u still can call me... anything either u make the decision or u call cumber.. i will talk to him about it.. but watever not in planned.. u move please tell cumber..
she oversea wat i can do sia??? u cock lei...

anymore qns???
i will be going i over at wed nite ba.. thurs fri i will take off...
i will go over all the places in one go..
any update will tell u..
got thigns ask faster...
i cannot let u last min liao..
i goin in on 11 jan which is next tues..
i dunno i can use phone ma... so please work on it.. ty bro~
bro so manpower how?
same as thailand one ar?
follow closer this time or relax more?
transport how?
how i contact u when u in tekong?
she oversea u ok meh?
bro can i ask whu de fuck go to his own blog to read when he himself nv update sia????

u cute lei...
wa lao...

ok.. i will going next week.. after tt week i going tekong liao so i will not be around..
so everything i will pass to u to settle...
same any emergency please call me...
same thing as Thailand...

so anyhting else call me...
tt dae is because i at warehouse playing PS3 in the morning ....
doing shit stuffs follow ups...

about the christmas is u all one by one call me to plan one...
u think i wan to plan meh???
when i myself no plan....zzzzzz
u know my standard la... flower onli 1 kind...
then all my da sao know is i plan one can claim credit ma..
u all idiot...
bro wat happen to your phone just buy not long ago and it spoiled?
just want to ask a few qns.
dun think others will read here ba?

easy i'll make it sweet and short..

1) You are going to china to scout the area first rite?

2) when you go?

3) I bet this time is a free trip for us to china? =)

think that all bro~

thanks for the planning for Christmas.
all our gals knows that is you plan one.

which idiot will give daisy for Christmas?
still thanks alot bro.
i miss my grandpa again...
even thought i dun quite rmb how he look like cause he pass away when i was 12,.l.
i rmb wat he always tell me...
rmb tt when i was small i onli know runner and playing..
my grandpa will always shake his head...
but i will always smile and run...
when i was young my mouth always scold ppl de..
so grandpa will say.. sorry hwee ah..
ah gon nv born u with a good mouth..
i will always just slap him..
bad me...
always the naughty one..
i can always hang a couples of foul words on my mouth..
nth gd will come out..haha...



ya and i realised something..
EVERYONE REALLY IS EVERYONE~
have bf or gf liao.. hahaa..special... hahahahahaha

tml is another dae of rotting..
go nuh again in the afternoon...
it been a long time ba..
i dunno wat to post also..

first sorry Alfred.... i know the argument we have haven end yet...
there is so much to say.. little explanation i can give...

i got my iphone so i play my doodle find everydae...

my body seem to be having something wrong.. right eye start to blur out sometimes...
back pain.. dunno la...

actually i not in the mood to do anytihng...


i have been like this and i know i will be like this
hee.. last post before i go out ba..

say really i dunno wat will happen later..

wat i can say is tt u ppl please take care..be happy and enjoy..

i dunno even know how safe am i.. going all out todae.
bear call me tt dae.. saying i had change...
i learn all these in the past is for protecting...
but now.. i using it to fight... haiz...
i understand hs point but then...
i can just let these matter climb to my head...

please do take care of urself ppl...
hopefully i will be back in one piece.. cya...
just back no long ago..

been training hard for tml nite.. to settle tons of stuff..
really all these are getting on to my head... i dun like it...
i nv like to be the one to get things started...
all thanks to you... making so much shit when i just get of my post... good..


been a period of time sine i talk to you and look in ur eyes...
i dunno any single thing tt happen to you.. other then wat u wrote on ur blog..
to me it seem that u r really good with him... happy enough for me..=)
jiaoyu ba..
rmb this " every problem got a solution"
problem reach u can sill transfer them to me...=)
take care of yourself..
yaya.. all the SIS-IN-LAW...
sao zi s...............
u all dun come disturb ar....
lolz... how u all???
been aleast 3 months nv see u all.. hee...
too bad.. dun wan to see u all..=P

haha.... ytd was full dae at warehouse again... haha
other than going to geraldine fu birthdae...
which i went for like 5 mins???
tt stupid bo yan keep calling me go...
then ask melvin send me over..
say hi.. then sit down ask bo yan things then say to her bb i got things..
haha.. faster birthdae party i ever been.. haha...
entertain idiot to go to another idiot party.. zzzzzz..
then go back warehouse do stuff..
then back home..meet yan and james at boon lay market..
haha chat to like 3 plus..
haha.. too bad dad nv come back.. nv send them back...
haha... after that went to dragonfly again..
cause a few old man ask me go... then go back warehouse drink again..
until 9 plus then reach home... haha..

sundae liao sundae liao.. sian sian..
tml no off or leave...
got to work... haiz.. course start...
tues duty.... thisweek dfo... sian la ...
in warehouse now...
it's the onli place i felt belong...
the place belong onli to myself..
full of my stuffs and of course others which is meant to be given but nv...

haha...firstly.. thanks jess which is melvin's gf for the breakfast bought for us..
which melvin is still drunk... haha..

ya.. ytd nite got nth to do so ask melvin to go powerhouse to drink together...
knowing his level of liquor is not gd i nv ask him to drink..
on opening my 4 bottle i turn and saw him lieing down le..
i was like wtf??? so fast.. i nv even force him to drink..
lolz... i drank until my 12 bottle of cordon bleu..
then decided to bring melvin back to warehouse to rest...
haha... tonite is another round... weeeeee..
cause i got nth to do....
bro u very fan la...
not going not going.. i dun like tt place la.. stop irritating me.. ZZZZZZZ

got to shift my drinking session to sat lo.. cause then.. ping will not be in singapore
and cum is on duty... wahahahahha

SAT SAT SAT SAT SAT..
DRINKING~~~~~
this time 20 bottles... weeeeeeeeee
really feel like making myself drunk..=X
wahahaha..
i actually got alot things to blog..
but wait for the internet to load i forget..
lolz

ya.. lately i will not blog tt much cause
firstly i dunno wat to blog about..
second it time to take care of myself..
i know my own body very well..
so i have been taking slping pill these daes...
so i will slp at around 9 to 9.30..
sad thing is i will wake up at 1...
got to take care of myself la..

then.. i am thinking about my oversea studies..
8 years say long also not long say short cfm not short..
but then.. it wat i wants ba.. but got abit lost interest in it le...

chunyip... faster i need the plan for the pub quick...
bro i onli left 1years 4 months..
to the dae i start sch.. b4 tt i think i will fly over liao..
got to make it quick...
if not u got to work alone le.. even though u will eventually work alone too..

left hand... i send u 20m again from swiss..
bro i know u burn ur finger..
u had used ur money to return liao..
tak e 10m to ur life and the other is to earn again..
dun need to call me to thanks me.. wat is bro for...
aleast when i am in post u have done more than wat u should do for me le..
no matter work or personal...

alfred iw ill find u all soon ba.. i hope so during dec..
when i find a week i can take my leave or off...
and I AM ALONE~ zzzzz

godfather...please take care of ur health..
u are no 22 years old kid like me... take care of urself please..
dun keep playing here and there la... anything update me...

ya.. i just think tt life should not be taken for granted...
rmb wat u have now.. and dun forget them...
nv give someone hope and then ditch them...


so i wan to be a happy me...
wat for care wat others thinks...
celebration on fri or thurs....
once again dragonfly here i come.. alone...wahahahahahahaha..
i think i over stress myself le...
now my head is like throttling...\
is like when u drink too much...

funny enough.. when ppl nv wants to listen to the end..
=)...
i miss u grandpa...
shall update tml ba...
try to let my body rest le...

u too please rest well...=)
just bath ...
took me a long time to wash off all those "blood"
it's like the most number of photos i can take la...
scary.. i dun like to take photo especially strangers....

THANKS alot~ i know chattign with me is not interesting at all..
but it does help me alot...
even thought i wanted to continue..
but...

going to slp soon.. need to wake up.. to go candice first birthday..
envious.. i dun even know wat i did on my first birthdae...

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