the week isn't any good week,
somehow like the worst week of my life...
say really i tohught i was heartless...
alot of things i can dun care dun give a damn..
but until mon nite...
i woke up at 230a.m seeing my dad crying and my bro trying to quarrel...
i thought it was normal aat first...
then i see my dad kneel on floor..
the action just stuck me...
something serious happening...
then i went out... to see my mum hugging my father both of them crying and breaking down...
at tt very second, tears drop heart hollow...
the very image tt come to my mind is whether have i done anything wrong to make him this sad...
i dun totally blame my bro..
is actually all 3 of us...
neverless we care much...
but when i see my dad and mum break down...
it seem to me tt i am useless...
i totally hurt like nv b4...
tears keep flowing...
until todae.. i still have tt very feeling when i think about it...
after tt i went to drik.. again... bottles after bottles of hard condon bleu...
tears flow as i drink...
then ytd.. the same feeling stuck me..
giving me the very reason to drink.. so i call alfred...
this group of bros are even closer to me than my real blood bros...
they stand by 21/7 346 dae a year. and had been doing tt since i know them...
tt y this teach me to be.. always ready 24/7 for others... but noone really needs me cause i can do nth..
i am noone....
ytd was counselling session from alfred....
this bro of mine counsel me is diff from others...
usually we go to facts to counsel ppl..
but he is throught scolding...
i was scolded by him ytd...
yes he also use my account to post on my wall saying i am useless...
i agree tt y i nv say anything...
and he is damn right aboout me drinking....
i can drink no matter good mood or bad... and when the mood get worst the more i drink...
drinking doesn't solve the problems, and it doesn't help at all...
i dunno wat i can do...
the onli thing is to keep it within ba...
nv talk to ppl much about this very incident.. cause it still haunting me...
and other problems still arise...
it a bad week for me...
got to clam myself down and get ready or tml work...
got off for 2 daes le...
sat is drinking again.. thinking fridae i going to drink ba...
this is call a leopard can nv change his spots...

the week isn't any good week,
somehow like the worst week of my life...
say really i tohught i was heartless...
alot of things i can dun care dun give a damn..
but until mon nite...
i woke up at 230a.m seeing my dad crying and my bro trying to quarrel...
i thought it was normal aat first...
then i see my dad kneel on floor..
the action just stuck me...
something serious happening...
then i went out... to see my mum hugging my father both of them crying and breaking down...
at tt very second, tears drop heart hollow...
the very image tt come to my mind is whether have i done anything wrong to make him this sad...
i dun totally blame my bro..
is actually all 3 of us...
neverless we care much...
but when i see my dad and mum break down...
it seem to me tt i am useless...
i totally hurt like nv b4...
tears keep flowing...
until todae.. i still have tt very feeling when i think about it...
after tt i went to drik.. again... bottles after bottles of hard condon bleu...
tears flow as i drink...
then ytd.. the same feeling stuck me..
giving me the very reason to drink.. so i call alfred...
this group of bros are even closer to me than my real blood bros...
they stand by 21/7 346 dae a year. and had been doing tt since i know them...
tt y this teach me to be.. always ready 24/7 for others... but noone really needs me cause i can do nth..
i am noone....
ytd was counselling session from alfred....
this bro of mine counsel me is diff from others...
usually we go to facts to counsel ppl..
but he is throught scolding...
i was scolded by him ytd...
yes he also use my account to post on my wall saying i am useless...
i agree tt y i nv say anything...
and he is damn right aboout me drinking....
i can drink no matter good mood or bad... and when the mood get worst the more i drink...
drinking doesn't solve the problems, and it doesn't help at all...
i dunno wat i can do...
the onli thing is to keep it within ba...
nv talk to ppl much about this very incident.. cause it still haunting me...
and other problems still arise...
it a bad week for me...
got to clam myself down and get ready or tml work...
got off for 2 daes le...
sat is drinking again.. thinking fridae i going to drink ba...
this is call a leopard can nv change his spots...

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