Friday, May 27, 2011 @ 09:08 | back to the top.
this time is really a long time since i had blog..actually nth to hide.. most of my blog u can see i about her...
no need to say whu u all also know la..
yes she is important aleast to me... in fact very...
i know u all always say u can always find a better girl somewhere out there..
i know, but u all should know tt sentence is hurting.. not onli to her.. but alot to me..
even thought of my feelings???
an example...
let say like this car.. honda civil ...
and pl around u keep say.. y not buy accord it alot better and all those...
correct u cannot refer a person to a car...
it was just an simple example to let u all have a mindset of how am i feeling at tt moment when u all say all those...
next... i am also not hapy with u all saying the one side story...
u always try to as fair as possible...
so.. i hate one side...
cause i nv know wat she is thnking...
for me it's a very hard thing....
u all were always saying i see how well u try her all those ..
u nv see the others....
how she look into my eyes..
when she smiles and laughing...
how beautiful she is...
she had nv say anything tt rejects me.. i mean in a way not saying anything bad at me.. or behind i think.. haha..
in a way when i see her smile or just peacefully sitting.. it seem like the time just flies... when i thought i seen it for like 5 mins.. it was actually 20 mins le...
kind of hate it...
haha.. but all this is to be kept right here in me...
i am in no position to do anything..
dun even talk about asking for her...
the way she is now, i felt hapy for her..
always missing her bf all those...
which is not like last time all her relationship is kept unknown...
which i believe she is putting in her most effort in it, which shows tt she really love him ba... =)