Monday, February 20, 2012 @ 00:57 | back to the top.
my nose sucks now...running like fuck..
i think is because from fri till now nv slp much or well ba..
due to traveling too much ba..
haven been through woodlands checkpoint and tuas checkpoint 4 times..
can't stay there cause sat afternoon i got a meeting to attend cannot run.
went there to have a nite chat with bros..
check out the hotels..
and talk to those gang head there for so little help ba....
then left 3 of they there to enjoy then i need to be back..
nth much happen ba.. just in and out to ensure things runs..
nth to hide here ba.. this is my personal space..haha
whu cares la...
like wat my bros told me...
y not just be there..
my answer is simply..
not my status and right to be there..
simply ask back the qns to urself ba..
which friend will go ba..
all human r selfish ba..
i nv fail in wat pl ask me to do..
cause i am very objective person...
but in relationship.. i can't...
i wanted too.. but i can't...
ok the relationship is not just boy girl la..
include my bros and my group..
as much as i can help i will..
is because i seen too many of the sad cases happened before..
i just dun wish anyone around me to leave before i leave ba...
sometime whether i happy or wat doesn't matters..
cause right now.. i just wan those ppl around me to smile..
tt is my onli aim.. even i am tied in my time or money..
i will squeeze out from where ever i can..
this idea come long ago but i nv act as i think...
till the dae my own godfather whu teach me so much in my life tt i treat him better than my own father.. got cancer..
then is when i saw my dad and mum break down..
until now i still rmb tt very scence very clearly now..
is just tt heart wrecking.. even thought from young i always hate my dad..
then is one is my sis-in-law good sis went missing and found dead...
u see a lively person just look like zombie for weeks..
all this just teach me.. money is the worst thing on earth..
life and happiness is the most important things one can have..
i nv wanted ppl to know how rich i am...
i always bring just enough...
or sometimes not enough.. hee..
cause simply when u r rich u can nv find any true friend..
u all may say tt is untrue..
but i experience this before or even now...
with my bros.. is ok cause i know them for a long time..
next is with my group of course i'm happy..
cause they r my good friend listen to each others and gave advice no matter wat it is.they r my bros too.. just tt they nv go through the blood dripping and praying..
haha..
then there r times tt when i go out with my bros to meet someone of tt kind of cases..
or even in dragonfly..
i hate it..
after all.. wat i want is ppl around me to be healthy and smiling.. =)