Wednesday, April 02, 2008 @ 15:50 | back to the top.
i look at my buddies blog i am the lastest post..wahaha..i am quite happy now.. not because of anyone but me.. myself..
my mum were kepping the things in her room cuase we just got a new cupboard..
then my mum come across pictures..haha..
then i look at mine very own.. when i was 1-4 after tt no photos le..
haha... very cute tt wat i see la... but now so ugly..lolz...
funnny one...haha... i just brighter up cause i see those pictures...haha..
u all can try it too.. quite nice...haha...
Wednesday, March 26, 2008 @ 00:09 | back to the top.
todae i ask zombie to accompany me to chinatown to buy a shaker tin.. but no mixing glass..when to ps to see ppl play arcade and meet my buddy at his mom's shop..
then cab back to play ball with cumber, jack and si ping.. zombie is here but nv play..
actually i ask him out is because i really dun wan to stay at home...
last week at malaysia i think of lots of things..
almost landed me and my bros in hospital.. due to driving..
cause when i not really in a gd mood i tend to go out and not think of it..
but many r so busy...
zombie can't always go out due to no $$$?
haha.. bros working..
others got stuffs to do ba.. dun wan to disturb them to..
as u all know my problem...
actually is not so bad also.. but.........
there is this very bad guilty in me....
i actually nv plan to this dae...
dissapointing really in myself and no others..
i blame no one but myself...
ok le.. no use emoing here..haha..
tml see can find whu or i go shopping..wahahha..
shock right choke go shopping lei... bye
Monday, March 24, 2008 @ 09:36 | back to the top.
Now i am really in a stress and depress ++ watever not good mood words...i am really disapointed with myself....
making so many wrong in myself...
haiz...
NS?
wtf.... not scared but...
haiz...
nvm...
bye..
Tuesday, March 04, 2008 @ 03:40 | back to the top.
it have been quite some time since i was here..very firstly is Sorry james and yan.. we were going to meet on sat but i got to work..
very sorry...
tt dae i went for my first dae of work at zouk as a bouncer...
ok la.. tt job...
tok abt it some others daes..
here i am stress abt alot of things..
there are tonnes od tihngs waiting for me to decide and do...
but i can find a answer myself...
as simple as do i continue to go back to my training??
as a 3rd year student in np.. and my coach wanted me to be in his team.. ask me to play in sch team.. kind fo think.. if i am in sch team means i will go back to national training and i will also play in above 21 and outside team...
hwoever my personal doc tok me.. "choke, i knew u are very strong in beliveing tt u can and will do ur best in basketball. However i think ur knee will not agree to tt.. at ur current x -rays ur knee can MOST likely let u go for training for 2 years and just gave off. u will think tt just gif off nth much.. but the pain it will be.. is unbearable"
after listening to wat he told me weeks ago.. i kind of go into a depress mood...
cause now in my life there is onli family, buddies,bros and basketball.
anyone just go off will make a very big diff in my life and i dun wish too..
haiz.. kind of moody... ok got to slp... bye
Wednesday, February 27, 2008 @ 02:52 | back to the top.
todae wasn't a good dae actually.. but was covered by a called from bear, psyco and alfred and nite playing bb with zombie, cumber, wee nain, jack and alex.firtly i wanted to wake up early to go down eat duck noodle which i craved for it very long le.. but in the end i slp to 11...
go lunch with mum and bro...
went to meet someone and settled things with him..
detail cannot be said as almost all of u also dunno my background haiz..
however a call from my bros trying to tok me out was really gd.. even thoguht bear is sick he still called...and the others working still called in..thx Bros
and the other is tt i am going to be a shakespear in ME in ym sch le.. cause the last one buddy which is going to study with me is going to be dismiss, dunno he can appeal anot, but todae he sounded to me like he is really going for ns le.. kind of sianz u know.. no friends = no class..
after tt we went to play ball was really fun cause we really play and sweat..
thx all...
haiz now i am still thinking of the things tt i got to settled kind of make my sleepless nite coming in..
maybe i will work as a bouncer in zouk..=)
Thursday, February 21, 2008 @ 02:27 | back to the top.
Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over if that trust is ever broken. this is wat i result i the quiz.. i felt it is like so real... some la.. some i cannot cfm myself u all say ba...
Think about what you are reading because it's the truth
Why do we ((sleep)) in [[church]],
But stay ((awake)) through a [[2 hour movie]]?
Why is it so ((hard)) to talk about [[God]],
but so ((easy)) to [[Gossip]]?
Why are we so ((bored)) when we look at a [[Christian magazine]],
but find it ((easy)) to read [[Playboy]]?
Why is it so easy to ((ignore)) a [[Godly]] forwarded email,
Yet we ((forward)) the [[stupid]] ones?
Why are ((churches)) getting [[smaller]],
But ((bars and clubs)) are [[growing]]?
i come across this in my mail also.. something fun..haha
haiz.. now a daes was like "haiz"??
nvm make somemore angry.. too playful???
i spoil her dae just like tt...haha..
felt disappointed actually...
it was like know for quite long..
yet playing this kind of stuff can make it this bad...
dun really understand maybe i have changed???
or u have change to better..
puzzle me..
blur me...
disappointed me..
emo me..
Thursday, February 14, 2008 @ 12:50 | back to the top.
haha.. firstly happy V.dae to all...haha but i will be at home studying.. firstly is tml i having my math exam..and i haven touch much...then second is i got no gf so no ned to do anything hahah..
not like wee nian but 9 roses for $88..wahahah.. exp sia...then i dunno my bro go where with his gf...then bear call me tt he is going to dinner at the new feeriwheel there..haha.. rich ass.. action to me.. lame..haha...
i also dunno what to do...other then study...
let see wat happen since the lastt ime i posted...haha
ytd we went to cck cc to play bb... cumber almost fight with another guy.. haha
stupid them..wahahha.. nvm la got me no one dare fight..hahaha...
actually nth much la...
ya.. about chinese new year..
i went back to malaysia...my dad sold my house..haha.. live at small uncle house for chinese new year...
not enought parking lots for our car..haha...
small uncle got 1.. dad 1, 5 uncle 2, big uncle 1, 4 uncle 1 and me 1 haha so many...
drving back not nice sia.. see quite alot of accident...haiz...
go back everynite i just go out with my friends there to go drink lo..
haha.. we crazy 8 ppl... 4 gals 4 guys we drink up to 4k of drink in one nite...haha
we do it everydae..haha...tired sia.. there also noth to do.. haha. okok i hungry go down eat also go see how amny couple..hahah lame me...
Friday, February 01, 2008 @ 02:45 | back to the top.
dun feel like slping at the moment and i will be having class in like 11 hrs later or even shorter..cause just back from downstair.. with cumber for his supper and had a like heart to heart toks..
maybe he is like real blood bro.. cause almost everydae we spend time together..
and we tok our heart out..
wat ever problems both of us r having.. i think in this world he know me the best..
he kind of knows m background which almost no ppl knows..
my pain and my happiness.. many things...
kind of emo now...not because of toking to him but myself...
i find it so wierd...
tt i really wanted to like do this very thing but my heart dun bring me to.. and there are tonnes of reasons for it... cumber knows this...haha...
but i still can't get over it. haiz..
emo in process.. go and play game le.. bye..
Thursday, January 24, 2008 @ 13:32 | back to the top.
PHEW~ i finally finished my powerpoint presentation...accompany with my headach and dizzy... somemore ytd work until quite late.. now still have it..kind of very tired...
to dae o lvl result come out.haha...
Good luck all..~..
thanks sam fro gd luck too..haha.. thanks..
Sunday, January 13, 2008 @ 23:53 | back to the top.
yoyo.. forgtet how amny "millions" of year i am not here..haha.. firstlya VERY LATE HAPPY NEW YEAR...haha..
kind of a brand new year with new wishes and new plan. changes to be make for myself..haha
but i am not telling u all wat r all those.. cause i haven finished thinking myself..haha
let see wat happen(those i rmb la)..
like todae??
say now first haha...
i am here actually wan maple but no ppl wan maple with me.. paly for 1 hrs get bored of it..
then keep coughing and blowing my nose cause block... and ulcers make it worst..
now coming to blog which will be a very long one..haha..
ok now is todae...
morning nth cause i nv go co..
then afternoon lunch with cumber eat porrige due to both of us not well..
he is down but stomache flu if i am not wrong..
but we still went all the way down to kallang to see the match with boyan..
sam was not free so sad if not is BUDDY gathering..haha.. nvm there will always be a next time...haha...the matach was not nice at all..ref like cock eyes or ghost eyes.. cause some nv blow then nth he also can blow..haha.. lame rite..
i and cumber was so bored tt we become crazy there..haha.. cheer on the other team cause we dun like s'pore slingers la...haha..
shout here and there..haha..
but s'pore slinger still win like 112 to 93 or something like tt.. haha i dun rmb this kind of things...
but i rmb we got 7 ticket but onli 3 of us go.. so we like go in 2 time..the counter gal like so blur..haha..
after tt boyan cheat us.. he went to his sis house which is at old airport rd which is very near there.. CHEATER...haha.... i and cumber back on own...
we went to jurong west to eat..haha then walk back otw actually i wan to buy something for my mum toeat but nv open..haha then i kena cumber scodl sia.. he always bully me..hahaha.. cause can take bus home one..haha.. then rest of the time i play com lo.. haha..
okok.. sat now...sat nite went down to sam place to bb.. but he nv come cause his mum bring him to change phone..haha nvm nvm...3 of us paly there.. did not play properly..haha.. boyan too long nv play like like become lousy la...haha... nvm la.. slowly lo...but think of it there no ppl can block me and cumber le...
haha.. action sia..hahahahahaha....yaya.
afternoon i and cumber dunno go where eat then we go jp play...
then when we wan to go ger call.. said the r4 i buy cannot use.. so i met her and friend and her mum to take back and i call boss he say he is oversea need to wait for him back la.. but later ger call again say no need she ask her friend..haha.. after tt she say is format wrong ym one not r4 buy is dstt.. but can use one..haha.. so np le..
others dae i forget le...something i got rmb la..
i got go sam palce palce bb he got come..haha...
i and cumber got go take my laptop after getting repaired...
went to sch..lolz?..
i forget abt the others...lolz
yaya.. went sp on 2 of it's 3 daes open house...
1 dae with cumber and sam.. cause he wan to go ask abt able to get in ma..
we walk here and there.. the sch is so big la.. diffcult to find things lo. 3 of us walked like some idiots....but the end of the dae cannot got to wait for 2 years..so we go crazy and went back to np with sam...
then the next dae... went to sp with cumber cause he wan to meet his online friend haha.. but see liao he also sianz cause is like so young innocent"nerd" gal?
haha.. waste of time haha...cause i dun like sp la.. too big.. due to the dae b4..haha
then we went down to bugis to meet cumber sis and her friend casue they were shopping there la
we were like some bodygurds la..haha.. cause u all know me i dun shop...haha.. lazy to shae my comment on them la... but cumber sis ask him he will come to ask me..haha lame lo..
we like went alot of place... bugis , tiong babru and jp i think... and the mrt was so clamp la...
then when going to reach jp cumber make a stupid joke on me... tt make a gal laugh until whole face red..haha..lame him..
i think tt all i rmb cause.. now my cough and block nose is gettign worst.. and nowadaes i kepp hearing the eeeeeeeeeeeeeee sound in the slient nite...
damn it... ok la i dunno wat to do next le.. see how..
haha bb
Wednesday, December 12, 2007 @ 23:25 | back to the top.
hahaha.. i am HERE!!!!exam weeek la.. sianz lo...
haha
...
here just to ask james to take care..
cause this bro of mine is going for NS TML..
haha.. very nice bro of mine and always on "low HP"
haha...
actually.. nvm.. think tml i will blog ba....
JAMES TAKE CARE!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, December 04, 2007 @ 00:41 | back to the top.
haiz hasn't been in gd mood.. butHAPPY BIRTHDAE SUFYAN.. if i nv rmb wrongly..=X
haha.. old liao la bro.. haha wich all ur wishes come true and be happy..wAHHAHA
haha..
my heart is up to mischief nowadaes... quite pain...
dunno y.. cause most of the time it will pain onli if i stress too much or over do my body..
but i nv lei...
lolz lame me...
haha...
tt dae go yan bbq fun lei.. paly football... haha.. uncle tong still kick like before..wahahah.. hope he dun kill me...haha...
ok la now my heart quite pain... update next time...=)
Wednesday, November 21, 2007 @ 23:30 | back to the top.
Todae is not a good day at all...early in the morning cumber and i make someone angry which is really bad enough...
after tt alot others things happen..
the teacher which normally will not even say ppl..
todae i kena scold cause i daydream???WTF lo...
sianz.. alot of bad things la.. sianz... got to do my 2.5k words report..
tml sill need to stay back after sch to do my i&E project lo..
sianz++++...
haiz..bye
Tuesday, November 20, 2007 @ 00:13 | back to the top.
eh i forget wat i wan to blog liao.. afternoon i still toking with cumber wat i wan to blog.. haha..but sad enough cumber break off.. is his cheryl ask for it.. at around 3.30a.m..
i knew he is sad even thoguht he still laugh..haha.. cause just now went doen to shoot ball as to tok la.. not really shoot balls..haha..
die la i really forget wat i wan to write liao... kind of crazy.. haha..
brain useless le.. helping ger to find her songs..haha... dunno which one she wants also..haha..
Monday, November 19, 2007 @ 00:42 | back to the top.
yoz.. another long time have pass... just a blink weekend is gone..haiz.. happy time also pass fast..
lolz..
todae rotted.. cause ytd too late slp.. i slept at 6..
then actually can go co one.. but become lazy... hee..
then afternoon send my younger bro go work at marriot.. haha
become choke 3 bros work there before..wahahah
then back..later go out with cumber.. actually wanna go bedok cause his friend married ba.. but in the end too far la.. so ask his parents o help him gif his present which we went to buy on sat...haha..then went to town insteas to eat mac i should say???
haha.. lame??
then see my bro work there then tok cock with shuinan.. went home around 9.30.. take 174 then slp over my busstop go jp..haha.. change bus... waste money as my bus pass start tml...
and i am BROKE.. lend ppl to much.. become i poor... byuy bus pass need to lend money from my boss(cumber)..lend 50.. then i tell him i will pay in 50 years installments..ahah... one year 1 dollar..wahaha..
sat went to prawning with cumber james yan and zombie... the suay thing is i pay 26 and prawn NOTHING..wahaha.. kind of waste money but fun..haha...
then yan and james go off first..
then whu knows alex appear...then go taman urong paly arcade to 2+..haha..
wait for cumber go down eat again...
all his fault la.. i misses someone msn... idiots him..
then paly psp to 6 then slp...haha.. lame..
make me so tired todae... ok guys it's about time to rest..
nite guys.. update soon...~ wahaahahaha
Monday, November 12, 2007 @ 23:11 | back to the top.
heee... sorry buddys and all.. i haven been updating..hehe.. let me list main events these daes....
hee...
Just now out with ger and cumber...to jp and central.. james and yan not free lei..
haha..bo bian.. one got ot work the other just woke up..hee..
then i think is drinking at eski bar where i worked b4...the palce nv change la..but the ppl there all change not ven a single one i know...
haha..shuinan trying to jio the gal somemore..haha..but the drinks there all standard liao.. but still got my creation..sleeping polar bear..
can go try but i dunno now de bartender gd ma...mix not gd not mine problem..haha
then before tt is cumber birthdae went out to bugis and ps..
cumber see his friend which is now his gf but he dun wan to say..haha..nvm my blog onli close ppl looks..wahahah...
tt dae treat james zombie and chunyip eat pastas maina i think.. $60++ but long time one la s nvm hee...
then i thought over it.. i should not skip so amny lesson i going for all now.. bo bian i dun wan to fail...ok here i go off...hee... see u guys again..hee
Wednesday, October 24, 2007 @ 22:42 | back to the top.
okok firstly to zombie I AM NOT GOING TO COPY ANYTHING FROM U..wahhaahhaha.. okok.. let see wat shld i blog about..
actually i also dunno.. let see...
i really think i have been skipping lots of classes..
but i can't afford to drop out cause i am a PR which is on goverment granted if i drop out i got to pay goverment ovr 10k..
haiz... sianz lo..
haiz....i sianz lo.. dunno why every
nite is sianz + sianz= VERY sianz...
getting broke liao....
cause i just get my monthly money of 80 BUCKS..
u see i get onli 80 per month.. i belive all of u get more then me in a week ba..
lolz... i am a poor guy...
donate pls.. thanks.. lolz..
i think i shld also write something emo.. since all of us buudy emos..
lolz..
mine is actually not tt emo compare to them.. haha..
cause my everything happen is my own fault...
tt is why i am always so reget abt her..
but i know there will not be changes to it...
so i will be ur gd friend to help in watever..
i think tt is the best i can do..
in order not to make life diff for u..
tt is y u will not see me anyhow sms or call u..
which i really wan to.. but... nvm ba..
u happy can le...i am really happy..
cause ur smile means everything to me...
=)...and u kept something to me.. still say say everything to me...
lucky i got my bro cumber to tell me.. dun worry he just told me those he can...
not all.. cause i am still not clear abt wat happen.. lolz
take care la....
Tuesday, October 23, 2007 @ 10:45 | back to the top.
erm... actually i sshould be in sch now.. which is IS class...but i am here at home.. cause since sundae nite..
when i was working...
i have this very feeling tt there is someone whu is close to me is feeling sad or got something bad happen... but i dunno whu is he /she..
but i can feel it... dunno y... lame me
ok la i still need to do my work even thought i skip class.. bye..
and tt someone pls tell me anything tt happen to u... thanks
Thursday, October 18, 2007 @ 16:29 | back to the top.
long long time nv update le....lolz.. first week of sch is like no sch...
is off myself one.. lolz..
lolz.. lame. me..
very bored me.. lonely sia..without my buddy sammi..
haiz...kind of like tt ba.. bored lo sch..
sianz...
then really kind of miss her..
like wat zombie blog say..
You seem really happy with your life but I really wonder if you are really happy. Somehow you show me that you are happy but the things you say always contradicts with the message you want to convey. I just hope that you are really happy, I mean REALLY happy. Well I guess I will just look at you from far, nothing more or nothing less. Just want to see you happy. I wanted to say so much but seems like it got stuck or something, sighs. Hope you can find the right person for yourself.
cause she is not with me.. with someone she is happy with..
haha...nvm la.. i think i go do my report for my MP le.. 2500 words.. haiz..
Thursday, October 04, 2007 @ 19:55 | back to the top.
actually i very long nv update le....todae i went to NUH with my mum.. saw my doc..
she say how come i here?
i say to see her..
she smile until dunno like wat sia.. siao one.. lolz..
nth much todae la...
ytd go work lo.. with shuinan.. ong time nv work at marriot liao..
gd tt now they have XXXL one.. haha
last time i wear XL like tight fit...
now gd gd..but wet ytd casue 40+ table.. haha
then morning went shuinan house to see the secert?
the jay chou one... with chang beer.. lols.. morning 11 plus..
but see see.. think if i have a ghost gf is good also...
cause to me gf is nv like things which is to be show off to others..
to let me care and love one... lolz.. lame me rite...haha
then i forget wat i do before le...
i know my bros,james , yan and cumber are gd..
cause we went to lots of stupid place and eat alot diff places..
haha.. like little india???
wahahha crazyenough???
go sentosa.. go alot places la.. haha...
and to my sch buddies, esp sam, i really prayed hard for u to pass ur appeal..
arbo there are lesser and lesser buddies in sch.. left zombie,cumber and me onli..
i dun wan... rmb we still got street ball club haven up and our ngee ann sch team haven fight? arh pls god let him pass.. heaven shine on him pls.. thnaks real lots..