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Saturday, June 09, 2007 @ 01:17 | back to the top.
hahaha..... nth to do here..
todae went to sch to hand in my work for MP.. sianz lo.. with bo yan
and cumber go for his exam..haha..boring
then just now paly bb with bo yan cumber and alex.. under bo yan house there..
fuck lo.. no ppl one..
sianz..then tt fucker alex burnt my nipple with his cig.. side of it of cos..
now still pain lei..
go went seng siong buy things then go yaman jurong eat fishball nodles..
like tt a dae pass..
but is holidae now.. haha...
dunno wat to do.. but broke also cannot do anytihng..
fucking sianz...
haiz...
bored ar bored...
anyppl play ge???
i wan to find more frind play cause i tihnk quite fun.. play le tell me ur family name and i add u
haha..
hee.. everyone take care..\
nitezzZ

Tuesday, June 05, 2007 @ 22:34 | back to the top.
hee.... i come to update cause many ppl ask me update.. lolz... haha
let me see wat i do these dae...
fist things sam ask me to blog abt my hair.. haha i cut my hair...
look like small boy..haha..cause too short le ba.. think i will wear cap liao..haha
todae got eg2 test..haha.... i tihnk i will fail..haha.. dunno y...many dunno how to do..
haha...tml will have ael which i think i think i will do better...
haha... but thurdae endmec paper will die.. haha....
haha...
i forget wat i do these daes..haha
i got go study with bo yan and cumber but nv sudy much cause we talk cock...
my china friend come back from china liao but nv buy things for me..so sad...
lolz.. tml exam i now still palying.. haha...tml update agian...
bye..hee

Saturday, May 19, 2007 @ 17:47 | back to the top.
haha... todae bored at home.. tired la.. haha...
haha.. everydae in sch is fun with sam, bo yan and andrew..
haha.. they are my bros in sch.. haha
very very fun.. we play together.. really really fun..
haha.. make fun of each other.. but all know it is for fun haha..
not like last time i always skip sch..
now got them i will go to sch.. looking forward to it somemore haha..
really fun haha.. but we need to study hard haha.. cause all 4 nv listen one.. haha..
take care alll.. haha

Tuesday, May 15, 2007 @ 09:25 | back to the top.
arhh.. damn bored... wat fuck is... e-games.. boring like fuck lo...
sianz.. haiz....
boring...
i also dunno wat to blog.. ytd 2a.m go play car at 99 turns....got match againt devil de mark..
manage to win him just by a little...
almost crash into the side at the centre turn... cause got ppl paly torch light..
we all think tt must be ppl of devil... my leader ask me to be careful liao...haha
bob ian whu ask us to be death but they are the devil...
so death is stronger...haha...but lucky nv tio a bo 3k gone to repair my friend car... haha
cause i no money buy car..so everytime run is use his evo 4....
went home after the match so abt 4+ then went to slp.. todae 6.30 wake up...feel realy tired somemore raining.. how i wish i can slp longer....sianz..
haha.. ok la i go back listen to lesson liao. bye..

Tuesday, May 08, 2007 @ 09:37 | back to the top.
i am in class now.. boring class... e-games...
making of games...
doing test now.. lolz..
manage to use msn to cheat.. lolz...
my com going to low batt liao cause i forget to bring my adaptor..
somemore is a 4hrs class...i now left onli 50% and there is still 2.5 more hrs to go..
die liao lo.... i better dun use so much later no batt cannot do work die.. haha..

Thursday, April 26, 2007 @ 21:54 | back to the top.
dunno wat happen to me?? i keep skiping class...lolz
dunno y.. lolz..
feeling really really sianz... got to do my sch mol..
haha..bored... i go do work..

Monday, April 16, 2007 @ 23:28 | back to the top.
haha... i itnhk i am getting sick liao..
head really dizzy...
todae still go play bb...
almost like fainting lo...
haha..
todae class onli 3-5..
but i onli go 3-4 de...
the other class cause raining then need to go tt blk need to walk one big round or walk in the rain..
so nv go.. lolz..
tml is a very long dae...
i having my class from 8a.m to 5p.m
with onli 1 hrs break at 12..
die die..
haha..
i going to slp soon..
dizzy..
haha
bye...

Friday, April 13, 2007 @ 15:46 | back to the top.
haiz....dunno wat am i so sianz abt...
toae mornign wake up at 6.30..
then go sch meeting.. until 10 i run back le...
cause dun feel like running around the sch with them...
all cause of those year .. haiz...
i dunno is because they know i run away or wat??
i think the scolding me la.. i reached home until i have my lunch at 3.. i keep sneezing like helll la...
stupid lo.....
lolz...
sianz ar sianz....
dunno wat to write..haiz..
hee.. almost forget...
HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO GERALDINE....
HEE...MAY ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE. AND BE HAPPY...
HEE

Tuesday, April 10, 2007 @ 00:27 | back to the top.
haha.. sorry.. dunno how many donkeys years nv come blog...
cause dun ahve tt usa time to blog.. lolz..
actually i also dunno how to update..
i no work le.. boss change..
new phone samung sz370Z i think..
bougth a psp....
went to malaysia last week for tomb cleaning...
this week last week before sch start le
haha.. sianz lo...
dunno do wat...
ok la pdate tml..
ppl ask my play game...
bb

Tuesday, March 13, 2007 @ 00:30 | back to the top.
haiz many suay things happen to me...
really suay lei....
hurt my back...
now handphone really spolit lo...
cannot read the sim card...
then lend phone from alex...
damn old de phone...
i think is first gen phone..
haha...
use lo.. bo bian no phone...
aha....

Thursday, March 08, 2007 @ 01:30 | back to the top.
i am so angry with myself now and then.......... ..
i felt so useless....
haiz.. nvm....
my back is gettinf from bad to worst...
very pain now...
haiz...
And a very big change is going to happen to my life..
not a new girlfriend..lolz..
is i going to quit my job...
maybe my basketball too..
and try to study...
tt wat my dad wan..
i know i have nv been good to him cause he nv been good to me too..
but after all he is still my dad i can't changed it...
so try to be a good boy ba..
so now everydae at 12 i will eat slping pills to make me slp haha..
going to slp soon.. bye..

Monday, March 05, 2007 @ 00:16 | back to the top.
haha... i also dunno wat to write..
now chatting with yan..
very bored...
odae morning nv go cc.. too lazy.. haha
i think i getting more and more lazy..
lazy go work also...
todae go out with shuinan .. rot like fuck.. coem back early lo....
very de boring ar...
help me.....ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, February 27, 2007 @ 11:07 | back to the top.
back!!
actually back on fridae nite le..
but too tired to do anything...
alot of things happe there...
lke my father car crash into a cow...
my phone onece again kena throw down from second floor by my nephew..
alot alot ba..
i at there eat slp play gamble and drink...
i think i am alot fatter le ba... must be...
haha..
i come back win lot of money in gamble also.. haha..
go down basketball court there paly.. ahha...
2 dae i win abt 50 ba.. haha...
btw happy chinese new year to all.hee..

Monday, February 12, 2007 @ 02:37 | back to the top.
sianz lo.. i at eski bar.. all boss fault..
i thought come can get my pay.. own me so long liao...
say wife just bought car no money...
- -""
so i now use his com aply game.. haha
my one haven start.. haha.. 3 then start ...
i now is full time there liao..
haha... got more money..wahaha...
sianz also...
tml got to work again.. at marriot..
sudden event.. haiz...
i go practice my skill first liao.. bye

Sunday, February 11, 2007 @ 12:11 | back to the top.
arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i just woke up todae... i am still damn tired....
cause i work for 3 daes at marriot and 2 in bar..
damn tired.. fridae is work at marriot..from 3 to 11.. ok lo..
then go eat supper paly buck out billard with shuinan and my elder bro..
sat working 3 to 1 at marriot..cause busy.. then go bar from2 to 7...
fucking tired lei..todae also got 2 side.. sianz ar....
mondae think of meeting james haha... dunno y....
by next week think i will meet all my friends ba.. cause fridae nite i going back to malaysia
for chinese new year le...
haha..
ok i am tired let me lie on my bed for another 30 mins i got to wash up and go work liao.. bb

Tuesday, February 06, 2007 @ 01:36 | back to the top.
hi.. long long nv come dunno y also...
still feeling damn tired......
todae i slp to abt until afternoon..haha.. the longest i ever slp...
cause sundae nite went to yan house to watch soccer with james also...
haha.. fun la.. watch together....
sundae morning got cc de co.. mr ng call me at 10.40...when i just slp at 8.30..
then afternoon got meeting cc de.. sianz.. lo...
sat actually wan to go to cc de dinner one.. but can't.. cause suddenly hotel de boss call say need to work...then i work until half my 0 degree bar boss also call me to work todae sudden event.. cause got one campany group earns money...sianz lo..from 3p.m work to 7a.m then drinking at 0 degree toking with boss.. abt more new cocktail i am going to make...sianz lo...
then i forget wat i did le....
dunno why i feeling life is more sianz le....
i got a feeling i am just going to work and study and no more things...
i nv gobb de training for long time als... coach alreadsy scolding me...
haiz....
i feel so sux abt myself.. haiz...

Thursday, January 25, 2007 @ 15:53 | back to the top.
Ah cheong..
sad sad i damn sad over here..
my tears just drop down...
one of my bro's bro call me just now...
his fathers just died on mondae and todae is thurdaes.. to todae then i know...let me tell u his story...
we call him ah cheong.. tt is not his name u know why we call him tt.. casue he is poor...
he is older thanme 7 years old... i know him when i am 8... we have been through thick and thin with the 12 of us....
ah cheong father is a principal in a sch in malaysia..but he is a gambler,smoker,drinker and a drug addict...
cheong has always been look down but ppl around him even his sch where his father is a principal...
cause his father is always out and back he scold them the sisters and bros of 5....
he hate his father more than anothers...
ppl always say u are just like ur father u can't do anything well...
he is very poor... he live abt 500m away from my house in malaysia...
but every morning at 4 he will wake up and deliver newspaper and milk to all along this road which is around 20km... with his cycle sometime even run...
to him even a egg is pericous...
he dun have money to buy toys so we always wenting fishing running..things tt no need money at all and can get back something for his family to eat...
abt 6 years ago.. his father got a stroke....
was send to hospital....cheong went to hospital with me.. all his family members were sad..
however not cheong... he is so angry tt he scold his father right in his face... u useless shit...
he went back to work tt dae... i cannot see any sadness in him...
he quit his job as a principal cause he can do not but eat shit and slp...
he was back to his small house.. lying there.. the 5 bros and sis got to take turns to take care of this father.....
one day he got no money to buy drugs he took one of his sis money...
cheong mum got so angry tt tt dae she ask all to come back...
and they all agree to kick his dad out..
he live ouside a temple....
they will bring him food and cig everydae..
and every year during chinese new year... cheong will bring his dad back and wash him...
stay at home for 3 daes..and back he goes...
just 3 months ago.. his father is back to hospital cause his ack got a big hole..
cause drug takers got sentitive skin...
bugs attack him and one very big hole in his black...
doc say he lucky got take drugs tt he can withstand the pain....
cheong was so angry....
just on mon his dad passed..but on the second dae then they know...
they bring his back for funnerl...
all relative come...all weep..family weep..but not cheong....
till wed... his father was send to brunt.. he stand at the back..
looking at the coffin brunt..
then the doc call him and say tt his dad left notes for him...
it wrote in chinese" Son i know u hated me..i am sorry..but son.. i love u and always do"
his tears drop...
and when from JB need to take the urn back to ipoh..
when he carried the urn he need to keep calling his dad name and where he is so the soul follow..
when he was toking he weep like a baby....
cause of his dad..even thought he is rich now..
he dun smk,drink and gamble..not to say drugs....
his bro call me jsurt now tt cheong does not eat anything..haiz i worry over here...
u see parents love u.. just tt they dun say....
cause ppl that say those very bad things to u are those that really care abt u...
now u can go to ur loves one and hug them tightly cause u nv know when they will be gone tt u wan to say sorry also cannot.. just like cheong he wan to say sorry to his dad but can't...
haiz....

Monday, January 22, 2007 @ 00:04 | back to the top.
sianz i injured my foot again...
pain lo.. sianz..
let me see wat to blog....todae morning to afternoon i was slping in my bro rm
cause td nite got alot ppl request me to go pfm.. then i go at 2a.m..
sianz lo..
then just now go play bb lo...
ytd afternnon also go work..12 to 6..
boring lo.. then meet my bro play ghost squad at jp...
fridae nite went to eat at sakura..gathering.. haha quite fun la..
haha.. thanks all.. hee...
fridae morning study sianz.. afternoon go play pool with cy then go afternoon class...
then i forget thursdae dow at liao.. haha... i going to put cream on my leg le... haha..
tml still got 9a.m de class..haha

Monday, January 15, 2007 @ 12:47 | back to the top.
hahaha.. log long time nv update cause my com return to ppl le..
he going to aifforce sch so need his lap top.. hahah
todae i wake up late le so nv go sch...
actually is lazy la.. hahah..
i got 1 month off work ar 0 degree..hahaa.. finallly...
i will extend my off until after new year i tihnki am the fist to take break..haha
dunno wat to update also..
haha..
sat nite went to MOS..
but sianz la...
haha..
duno wat to write next time ba...

Monday, January 01, 2007 @ 13:48 | back to the top.
Wa Lao FirSt dae of the year i am so BORED....................
sianz ar sianz.....
boring wake up very early slp very late.. boring ma.. cause ytd nite nth to do
at 209 basketball court toking with yan bin, ming chong and chun yip abt the past.. haha.
funny enough cause we from 1 tok to 3.30 without knowing the time.. lolz..
before i james and chun yip walk around..haha...
before tt were rotting at home lo.. boring......

and the last entry also dunno y become one K.. sianz lo...
eh.. the last entry i also forget wat i write le....
anyway...

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL
MaY AlL UR WiShEs CoMe TrUe

okok.. sianz i go back rush my project le.. cause tonite working.. bye...

Saturday, June 09, 2007 @ 01:17 | back to the top.
hahaha..... nth to do here..
todae went to sch to hand in my work for MP.. sianz lo.. with bo yan
and cumber go for his exam..haha..boring
then just now paly bb with bo yan cumber and alex.. under bo yan house there..
fuck lo.. no ppl one..
sianz..then tt fucker alex burnt my nipple with his cig.. side of it of cos..
now still pain lei..
go went seng siong buy things then go yaman jurong eat fishball nodles..
like tt a dae pass..
but is holidae now.. haha...
dunno wat to do.. but broke also cannot do anytihng..
fucking sianz...
haiz...
bored ar bored...
anyppl play ge???
i wan to find more frind play cause i tihnk quite fun.. play le tell me ur family name and i add u
haha..
hee.. everyone take care..\
nitezzZ

Tuesday, June 05, 2007 @ 22:34 | back to the top.
hee.... i come to update cause many ppl ask me update.. lolz... haha
let me see wat i do these dae...
fist things sam ask me to blog abt my hair.. haha i cut my hair...
look like small boy..haha..cause too short le ba.. think i will wear cap liao..haha
todae got eg2 test..haha.... i tihnk i will fail..haha.. dunno y...many dunno how to do..
haha...tml will have ael which i think i think i will do better...
haha... but thurdae endmec paper will die.. haha....
haha...
i forget wat i do these daes..haha
i got go study with bo yan and cumber but nv sudy much cause we talk cock...
my china friend come back from china liao but nv buy things for me..so sad...
lolz.. tml exam i now still palying.. haha...tml update agian...
bye..hee

Saturday, May 19, 2007 @ 17:47 | back to the top.
haha... todae bored at home.. tired la.. haha...
haha.. everydae in sch is fun with sam, bo yan and andrew..
haha.. they are my bros in sch.. haha
very very fun.. we play together.. really really fun..
haha.. make fun of each other.. but all know it is for fun haha..
not like last time i always skip sch..
now got them i will go to sch.. looking forward to it somemore haha..
really fun haha.. but we need to study hard haha.. cause all 4 nv listen one.. haha..
take care alll.. haha

Tuesday, May 15, 2007 @ 09:25 | back to the top.
arhh.. damn bored... wat fuck is... e-games.. boring like fuck lo...
sianz.. haiz....
boring...
i also dunno wat to blog.. ytd 2a.m go play car at 99 turns....got match againt devil de mark..
manage to win him just by a little...
almost crash into the side at the centre turn... cause got ppl paly torch light..
we all think tt must be ppl of devil... my leader ask me to be careful liao...haha
bob ian whu ask us to be death but they are the devil...
so death is stronger...haha...but lucky nv tio a bo 3k gone to repair my friend car... haha
cause i no money buy car..so everytime run is use his evo 4....
went home after the match so abt 4+ then went to slp.. todae 6.30 wake up...feel realy tired somemore raining.. how i wish i can slp longer....sianz..
haha.. ok la i go back listen to lesson liao. bye..

Tuesday, May 08, 2007 @ 09:37 | back to the top.
i am in class now.. boring class... e-games...
making of games...
doing test now.. lolz..
manage to use msn to cheat.. lolz...
my com going to low batt liao cause i forget to bring my adaptor..
somemore is a 4hrs class...i now left onli 50% and there is still 2.5 more hrs to go..
die liao lo.... i better dun use so much later no batt cannot do work die.. haha..

Thursday, April 26, 2007 @ 21:54 | back to the top.
dunno wat happen to me?? i keep skiping class...lolz
dunno y.. lolz..
feeling really really sianz... got to do my sch mol..
haha..bored... i go do work..

Monday, April 16, 2007 @ 23:28 | back to the top.
haha... i itnhk i am getting sick liao..
head really dizzy...
todae still go play bb...
almost like fainting lo...
haha..
todae class onli 3-5..
but i onli go 3-4 de...
the other class cause raining then need to go tt blk need to walk one big round or walk in the rain..
so nv go.. lolz..
tml is a very long dae...
i having my class from 8a.m to 5p.m
with onli 1 hrs break at 12..
die die..
haha..
i going to slp soon..
dizzy..
haha
bye...

Friday, April 13, 2007 @ 15:46 | back to the top.
haiz....dunno wat am i so sianz abt...
toae mornign wake up at 6.30..
then go sch meeting.. until 10 i run back le...
cause dun feel like running around the sch with them...
all cause of those year .. haiz...
i dunno is because they know i run away or wat??
i think the scolding me la.. i reached home until i have my lunch at 3.. i keep sneezing like helll la...
stupid lo.....
lolz...
sianz ar sianz....
dunno wat to write..haiz..
hee.. almost forget...
HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO GERALDINE....
HEE...MAY ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE. AND BE HAPPY...
HEE

Tuesday, April 10, 2007 @ 00:27 | back to the top.
haha.. sorry.. dunno how many donkeys years nv come blog...
cause dun ahve tt usa time to blog.. lolz..
actually i also dunno how to update..
i no work le.. boss change..
new phone samung sz370Z i think..
bougth a psp....
went to malaysia last week for tomb cleaning...
this week last week before sch start le
haha.. sianz lo...
dunno do wat...
ok la pdate tml..
ppl ask my play game...
bb

Tuesday, March 13, 2007 @ 00:30 | back to the top.
haiz many suay things happen to me...
really suay lei....
hurt my back...
now handphone really spolit lo...
cannot read the sim card...
then lend phone from alex...
damn old de phone...
i think is first gen phone..
haha...
use lo.. bo bian no phone...
aha....

Thursday, March 08, 2007 @ 01:30 | back to the top.
i am so angry with myself now and then.......... ..
i felt so useless....
haiz.. nvm....
my back is gettinf from bad to worst...
very pain now...
haiz...
And a very big change is going to happen to my life..
not a new girlfriend..lolz..
is i going to quit my job...
maybe my basketball too..
and try to study...
tt wat my dad wan..
i know i have nv been good to him cause he nv been good to me too..
but after all he is still my dad i can't changed it...
so try to be a good boy ba..
so now everydae at 12 i will eat slping pills to make me slp haha..
going to slp soon.. bye..

Monday, March 05, 2007 @ 00:16 | back to the top.
haha... i also dunno wat to write..
now chatting with yan..
very bored...
odae morning nv go cc.. too lazy.. haha
i think i getting more and more lazy..
lazy go work also...
todae go out with shuinan .. rot like fuck.. coem back early lo....
very de boring ar...
help me.....ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, February 27, 2007 @ 11:07 | back to the top.
back!!
actually back on fridae nite le..
but too tired to do anything...
alot of things happe there...
lke my father car crash into a cow...
my phone onece again kena throw down from second floor by my nephew..
alot alot ba..
i at there eat slp play gamble and drink...
i think i am alot fatter le ba... must be...
haha..
i come back win lot of money in gamble also.. haha..
go down basketball court there paly.. ahha...
2 dae i win abt 50 ba.. haha...
btw happy chinese new year to all.hee..

Monday, February 12, 2007 @ 02:37 | back to the top.
sianz lo.. i at eski bar.. all boss fault..
i thought come can get my pay.. own me so long liao...
say wife just bought car no money...
- -""
so i now use his com aply game.. haha
my one haven start.. haha.. 3 then start ...
i now is full time there liao..
haha... got more money..wahaha...
sianz also...
tml got to work again.. at marriot..
sudden event.. haiz...
i go practice my skill first liao.. bye

Sunday, February 11, 2007 @ 12:11 | back to the top.
arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i just woke up todae... i am still damn tired....
cause i work for 3 daes at marriot and 2 in bar..
damn tired.. fridae is work at marriot..from 3 to 11.. ok lo..
then go eat supper paly buck out billard with shuinan and my elder bro..
sat working 3 to 1 at marriot..cause busy.. then go bar from2 to 7...
fucking tired lei..todae also got 2 side.. sianz ar....
mondae think of meeting james haha... dunno y....
by next week think i will meet all my friends ba.. cause fridae nite i going back to malaysia
for chinese new year le...
haha..
ok i am tired let me lie on my bed for another 30 mins i got to wash up and go work liao.. bb

Tuesday, February 06, 2007 @ 01:36 | back to the top.
hi.. long long nv come dunno y also...
still feeling damn tired......
todae i slp to abt until afternoon..haha.. the longest i ever slp...
cause sundae nite went to yan house to watch soccer with james also...
haha.. fun la.. watch together....
sundae morning got cc de co.. mr ng call me at 10.40...when i just slp at 8.30..
then afternoon got meeting cc de.. sianz.. lo...
sat actually wan to go to cc de dinner one.. but can't.. cause suddenly hotel de boss call say need to work...then i work until half my 0 degree bar boss also call me to work todae sudden event.. cause got one campany group earns money...sianz lo..from 3p.m work to 7a.m then drinking at 0 degree toking with boss.. abt more new cocktail i am going to make...sianz lo...
then i forget wat i did le....
dunno why i feeling life is more sianz le....
i got a feeling i am just going to work and study and no more things...
i nv gobb de training for long time als... coach alreadsy scolding me...
haiz....
i feel so sux abt myself.. haiz...

Thursday, January 25, 2007 @ 15:53 | back to the top.
Ah cheong..
sad sad i damn sad over here..
my tears just drop down...
one of my bro's bro call me just now...
his fathers just died on mondae and todae is thurdaes.. to todae then i know...let me tell u his story...
we call him ah cheong.. tt is not his name u know why we call him tt.. casue he is poor...
he is older thanme 7 years old... i know him when i am 8... we have been through thick and thin with the 12 of us....
ah cheong father is a principal in a sch in malaysia..but he is a gambler,smoker,drinker and a drug addict...
cheong has always been look down but ppl around him even his sch where his father is a principal...
cause his father is always out and back he scold them the sisters and bros of 5....
he hate his father more than anothers...
ppl always say u are just like ur father u can't do anything well...
he is very poor... he live abt 500m away from my house in malaysia...
but every morning at 4 he will wake up and deliver newspaper and milk to all along this road which is around 20km... with his cycle sometime even run...
to him even a egg is pericous...
he dun have money to buy toys so we always wenting fishing running..things tt no need money at all and can get back something for his family to eat...
abt 6 years ago.. his father got a stroke....
was send to hospital....cheong went to hospital with me.. all his family members were sad..
however not cheong... he is so angry tt he scold his father right in his face... u useless shit...
he went back to work tt dae... i cannot see any sadness in him...
he quit his job as a principal cause he can do not but eat shit and slp...
he was back to his small house.. lying there.. the 5 bros and sis got to take turns to take care of this father.....
one day he got no money to buy drugs he took one of his sis money...
cheong mum got so angry tt tt dae she ask all to come back...
and they all agree to kick his dad out..
he live ouside a temple....
they will bring him food and cig everydae..
and every year during chinese new year... cheong will bring his dad back and wash him...
stay at home for 3 daes..and back he goes...
just 3 months ago.. his father is back to hospital cause his ack got a big hole..
cause drug takers got sentitive skin...
bugs attack him and one very big hole in his black...
doc say he lucky got take drugs tt he can withstand the pain....
cheong was so angry....
just on mon his dad passed..but on the second dae then they know...
they bring his back for funnerl...
all relative come...all weep..family weep..but not cheong....
till wed... his father was send to brunt.. he stand at the back..
looking at the coffin brunt..
then the doc call him and say tt his dad left notes for him...
it wrote in chinese" Son i know u hated me..i am sorry..but son.. i love u and always do"
his tears drop...
and when from JB need to take the urn back to ipoh..
when he carried the urn he need to keep calling his dad name and where he is so the soul follow..
when he was toking he weep like a baby....
cause of his dad..even thought he is rich now..
he dun smk,drink and gamble..not to say drugs....
his bro call me jsurt now tt cheong does not eat anything..haiz i worry over here...
u see parents love u.. just tt they dun say....
cause ppl that say those very bad things to u are those that really care abt u...
now u can go to ur loves one and hug them tightly cause u nv know when they will be gone tt u wan to say sorry also cannot.. just like cheong he wan to say sorry to his dad but can't...
haiz....

Monday, January 22, 2007 @ 00:04 | back to the top.
sianz i injured my foot again...
pain lo.. sianz..
let me see wat to blog....todae morning to afternoon i was slping in my bro rm
cause td nite got alot ppl request me to go pfm.. then i go at 2a.m..
sianz lo..
then just now go play bb lo...
ytd afternnon also go work..12 to 6..
boring lo.. then meet my bro play ghost squad at jp...
fridae nite went to eat at sakura..gathering.. haha quite fun la..
haha.. thanks all.. hee...
fridae morning study sianz.. afternoon go play pool with cy then go afternoon class...
then i forget thursdae dow at liao.. haha... i going to put cream on my leg le... haha..
tml still got 9a.m de class..haha

Monday, January 15, 2007 @ 12:47 | back to the top.
hahaha.. log long time nv update cause my com return to ppl le..
he going to aifforce sch so need his lap top.. hahah
todae i wake up late le so nv go sch...
actually is lazy la.. hahah..
i got 1 month off work ar 0 degree..hahaa.. finallly...
i will extend my off until after new year i tihnki am the fist to take break..haha
dunno wat to update also..
haha..
sat nite went to MOS..
but sianz la...
haha..
duno wat to write next time ba...

Monday, January 01, 2007 @ 13:48 | back to the top.
Wa Lao FirSt dae of the year i am so BORED....................
sianz ar sianz.....
boring wake up very early slp very late.. boring ma.. cause ytd nite nth to do
at 209 basketball court toking with yan bin, ming chong and chun yip abt the past.. haha.
funny enough cause we from 1 tok to 3.30 without knowing the time.. lolz..
before i james and chun yip walk around..haha...
before tt were rotting at home lo.. boring......

and the last entry also dunno y become one K.. sianz lo...
eh.. the last entry i also forget wat i write le....
anyway...

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL
MaY AlL UR WiShEs CoMe TrUe

okok.. sianz i go back rush my project le.. cause tonite working.. bye...

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