Continue To You;

run outside during a thunderstorm;
that downpour, that conquered hesitation, that exhilaration, that's what unlonley is like.

Sunday, July 02, 2006 @ 17:50 | back to the top.

very sick here..
ytd nite when to hospital in the middle of the nite
cause i having a very bad headache..
doc say is low blood pressure
and have gastric pain .... haiz
wat the hell..
so suay now adays.....
nv slp at all..
morning when to co
but there is so little ppl..
so boring....then when home
rot and rot
head still very pain...but nth i can do abt it...
haiz..
this few weeks..
manage to win money in world cup..
but it nth much.. haiz.. my head vertp pain le..
sorry
tok next time...

Tuesday, June 27, 2006 @ 14:14 | back to the top.

haiz..
long time nv up date liao.. now in sch..
cause my com go repair le
so no com
no play also...
my leg bone got cracked and middle finger also
when to hospital so amny time
then x ray also alot of time...
i failed lots of subject..
cause no mood to study.. haiz...
i going to gif back ppl com le..
bb

Tuesday, June 13, 2006 @ 18:40 | back to the top.

sorry lao da..
just now saw u but cannot call u..
sorry.. i am with my grandma... sorry..

haiz... i am so loney..
no place to go
no ppl to accompany me
nth to do..
all day at home
haiz..
smal bro go OBS camp
and tt camp i am not in as leader
then just drive big bro back to his camp..
nth to do..
haiz.. sianz
rotting..

Saturday, June 10, 2006 @ 12:31 | back to the top.

todae sat..
pfm dae..
xiao brng and ah ki
ok le... happy for they...
hope todae pfm
i wouldn't blur off...hee...
ok le i go practice le..bb

Thursday, June 08, 2006 @ 00:33 | back to the top.

todaewent to cut my hair
maybe to change my feeling ba
so cut lo.
feeling better abit
todae went for syco
but shuinan changed alot
he now think he damn big lo
haiz.. dunno how la... he think got money big deal..
dunno wat to say alot.. things all happen so fast
before u can think and react and it is past
so now..
i think i will not plan forward anmore
i will take one step think one step..
haiz...
tml exam gagin.. bye..

Tuesday, June 06, 2006 @ 11:18 | back to the top.

haiz...
really no mood
later exam somemore..
nv study..
no mood to go for exam
but must go..
haiz..
can really get into slp this daes
trying to get other it
but however...
it seem to tie there..
cause they have been very nice to me..
we once were not good at all..
when i first get into the gang
he was at a higher ranked then me..
but less then a month i rished to a high ranked..
he complain.. and fight with me..
then we fight and fight for years
and to last years....
he told me he got cancer..
he told me not to fight anymore..
i agree with him and i quit the rank
of fighter..and changed to admin..
he will call us out even thought he know he cannot stay out long..
he will call us go hospital to play
have fun.. really fun..
but now.. he is gone..
i will refill ur wish
which is to stop fighting in gang
i maight as well quit it soon
but i scared they wouldn't let me go so easily
cause i am at the 3rd higher now...
haiz...
i will try to get out....
cause i can't help you to take O lvl
haiz....

By the way ppl whu see this post..
dun tell pppl tt i am in gang
cause i have been putting this as my secert
with sch frenz..
sorry.. and thanks..

Bye.. going to sch for exam..

Monday, June 05, 2006 @ 10:33 | back to the top.

haiz..
many daes nv come update le..
very unlucky this wk..
one frenz die
one frenz fall from bike and is in hospital
haiz...
why like tt
haiz...
u all must be careful and take care of urself
i cannot take it anymore...
i am going to die too....
u know it hurts so much in me
to see u all injuried...
haiz...

ok la... tt dae sat
celebrate james birthdae
then go arena with co de ppl
fun la..
but i now no mood to write..
sorry...

Friday, June 02, 2006 @ 14:21 | back to the top.

haiz..
now in sch
no mood
haiz...
now eltech
so damn sianz..
todae my bro mgo army le..
no chance to send him cause got sch..
i not feeling well at all now..
leg damn pain..
ytd training fall down lots of time
leg cramp no mood play
then kena hit by ppl..
pain lo.. haiz... next wk exma le and pofm... not feeling well
haiz... noone to tok to..haiz..
bye..

Wednesday, May 31, 2006 @ 21:03 | back to the top.

haiz..
todae i am sad
but not onli me..
my friend too..
xiao beng..
dun sad.. i know ur bro
beng beng is dead..
he got cancer
but he have passed away todae
u got to go on with life
pls bro..
i know is hard but got me..
afred xiao xiong they all..
we have lots time with u..
take care pls..
we bros are worried for u
really
sorry bro
i can't do anytihng
i'm really sorry...

todae i got ur phone call i am so shocked
i just visited him last wk
and he seem fine
how come todae?
haiz.. bro.. ned any help call me ok...
haiz..sorry
sorry

and
beng beng
take care on ur way down u onli 15
dun bully ppl liao
next life be a good person
dun be another beng liao
u take care on ur road..
sorry i can't help u
but u have made our life very happy though u have cancer
i am very grateful
i will help u take care of ur bro..and ur mum
ok... bye
nv to be seem again..
take care..=(
BYE!

Monday, May 29, 2006 @ 09:08 | back to the top.

haiz.. is morning liao
sianz..
my bro slping so good
u all holidae liao
me going to sch.. but going to be late
cause my class is at 10..
wahaaha
got test later
wahaha
but nv study one...
fridae nite went to drink with my working frenz cause is my bro last dae of work
before he went for NS..wahaha..
I AM FREE..
ok la.. same after all...
then went home at 3.. haha..
then sat nite went to ALEX birthdae bbq
actually not bbq la
is drinking session
got a little bbq onli
i go drink with him..
we have 7 bottles of chivas
2 box of chang beer and 1 box of ABC
and one big bomb of martell
u noe..the big bomb was finished by me and alex
i nv eat much but drink to full
alex was drunk tt nite
haha.. so funny
ut i can,t seem to get drunk by hard liqour
sianz.. cause i find beer not good to drink le...
haha.. ok la... i going to sch le... or really very late liao.. bb

Friday, May 26, 2006 @ 09:10 | back to the top.

haiz sianz lei...
so early in class
i so more very blur...
cause last 2 wks i slping.. so i nv do..now so blur
haiz... todae to 3...
so tired..
i slp on bus just now..
somemore injuried finger
coach ask me to chack X-rays cause feel likke a bone went off palce
but i feel noth lei
not pain.. haiz..
wait ba until my pfm and exam finished.. haha
i go do work le... bye..

Thursday, May 25, 2006 @ 16:22 | back to the top.

haiz
so sianz
todae so free cause calss to 12 onli..
but still so sianz.. haiz so many days nv updayte le
but i still dunno wat to updatte also..
everydae just sch sch and sch...
now is my test daes..
so sianz.. haiz...
tired me..
got flu liao..haiz .sianz...

Saturday, May 20, 2006 @ 20:17 | back to the top.

haiz..
i felt so useless..
i LOST MY KEYS AGAIN
and just for a walk down stair..haiz..
idiot me..haiz..
very tired todae.. go lakeside again
but not spending my time teaching
is helping the pipa to tune..
tired u know cause no ppl teaching them
ger is sick hwee qi not free then i dunno got whu le
but james got go
he went off early cause he have something after tt..
haiz.. i am so tired...
ytd at sch to 8++
cause the bloody coach ask me to help him test the year1
new bb player
then got one person play so rough then he wan to fight with me..
haiz.. lame hor
but coach come out scold him
cause i am not in wrong
so he is out
i am not playing for this year one
cause very tired with sch
i tihnk i next year then join
but coach really wan me to be in
he say no good ppl will call me in
see how ba.. better not...
haiz.. tired le.. i go bath le..bye...

Tuesday, May 16, 2006 @ 13:27 | back to the top.

now is ELTECH class
is u all so call de physics
hauz...
all about circuit one
so damn sianz...
all math...
so many ppl play game
haiz...
i dun feel like playing with them..
sianz..
shuinan change alot le..
i felt wierd
haiz..nvm
tired life...
got lots of project.. haiz.. i go study le...

@ 00:02 | back to the top.

haiz
busy life of mine
ppl all exam finished
playing le going out
me at home do project
damn tired lo
todae wake up so early tml also
everytime slp at bus
haiz
i really need so entertaiinment
or i will go crazy really really SOON
haiz...HELP ME
i dun think there is anyone whu can help me..
lolz
me going slp soon
tml got to wake up at 6 again
bye..

Friday, May 12, 2006 @ 00:32 | back to the top.

haiz... just back from training
knee and ankle damn pain
play againt tong whye todae
fun lei
i almost fight wit h one person
cause he is so rough elbow me
then i rough back
he make until his ankle
then he wan to fight
but i nv
i so happy
haha
i am tired man
really tired
busy with sch and there is this bitch tt dun listen
thinks she is so big with her OWN com and hp
haiz i dun wan to care abt her....
i got a new hp
VS6
ok la
quite nice
haha...
tml i am free
can slp late
so good....hee...
u all take care...

Monday, May 08, 2006 @ 14:14 | back to the top.

haiz now in my math class
wth
damn sianz lo
teacher sit there i sit here
he also nv tok
onli online math ques
and i dunno how to do
wth
ll wrong
need to redo
haiz
sianz lei
i to 5
later another 3 hr math again
haiz
..............

Thursday, May 04, 2006 @ 23:35 | back to the top.

"TIME"
this is a very strange thing
time can do lots of things...
and really i belive time can make ppl change
for me
i nv know i will be so good even to go training when i am sick
even my coach scold me
but i still play
now i am so pale
time make me wan to study le
i now dun wan to jump classes le
i wan to study
eventhough my class is not tt gd..
haiz
now i am so busy
with sch
haiz
lots of projects coming out
haiz.. i better go rest le
or tml i cannot wake up...

Wednesday, May 03, 2006 @ 19:15 | back to the top.

feeling much much much better now
haha...
ytd go see doc
doc still ask me wan to go hospital anot
haha
i dun wan
cause he measure is 39.9
then i go back home rest lo
todae much better
now onli 38.3
HAHA
better le
just now go queenway with mum to buy my shoe
buy le my bb shoe and sch shoe
and knee quard strap and ankle wrap for my bb training tml
haha..
tml i will go sch le
hee...
got 2 dae mc le
haha....
i go rest so more le..bye...

Tuesday, May 02, 2006 @ 09:23 | back to the top.

haiz...
i sick le again?
high fever this time
now is 39.6
haha
0.4 more i will go hospital liao.. lolz
haiz.. this few dae feeling not well at all
but i stil go out...
from thurdae i feel not well after my bb trainning
then fridae go sch...
then go cmpb
then sat go lakeside pri sch help the co
tgot one gal like cello very much..
haha...
then sundae go to see my coach match
at kallang..
so far..
but they won..
new match
then reach home abt 12
then mondae fever got worst
but i still accompany my friend go jp to buy things
then reach home at 7
then todae
wake up
damn unwell
fever to 39.6
haiz...