haha.. sorry.. dunno how many donkeys years nv come blog...
cause dun ahve tt usa time to blog.. lolz..
actually i also dunno how to update..
i no work le.. boss change..
new phone samung sz370Z i think..
bougth a psp....
went to malaysia last week for tomb cleaning...
this week last week before sch start le
haha.. sianz lo...
dunno do wat...
ok la pdate tml..
ppl ask my play game...
bb
haiz many suay things happen to me...
really suay lei....
hurt my back...
now handphone really spolit lo...
cannot read the sim card...
then lend phone from alex...
damn old de phone...
i think is first gen phone..
haha...
use lo.. bo bian no phone...
aha....
i am so angry with myself now and then.......... ..
i felt so useless....
haiz.. nvm....
my back is gettinf from bad to worst...
very pain now...
haiz...
And a very big change is going to happen to my life..
not a new girlfriend..lolz..
is i going to quit my job...
maybe my basketball too..
and try to study...
tt wat my dad wan..
i know i have nv been good to him cause he nv been good to me too..
but after all he is still my dad i can't changed it...
so try to be a good boy ba..
so now everydae at 12 i will eat slping pills to make me slp haha..
going to slp soon.. bye..
haha... i also dunno wat to write..
now chatting with yan..
very bored...
odae morning nv go cc.. too lazy.. haha
i think i getting more and more lazy..
lazy go work also...
todae go out with shuinan .. rot like fuck.. coem back early lo....
very de boring ar...
help me.....ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
back!!
actually back on fridae nite le..
but too tired to do anything...
alot of things happe there...
lke my father car crash into a cow...
my phone onece again kena throw down from second floor by my nephew..
alot alot ba..
i at there eat slp play gamble and drink...
i think i am alot fatter le ba... must be...
haha..
i come back win lot of money in gamble also.. haha..
go down basketball court there paly.. ahha...
2 dae i win abt 50 ba.. haha...
btw happy chinese new year to all.hee..
sianz lo.. i at eski bar.. all boss fault..
i thought come can get my pay.. own me so long liao...
say wife just bought car no money...
- -""
so i now use his com aply game.. haha
my one haven start.. haha.. 3 then start ...
i now is full time there liao..
haha... got more money..wahaha...
sianz also...
tml got to work again.. at marriot..
sudden event.. haiz...
i go practice my skill first liao.. bye
arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i just woke up todae... i am still damn tired....
cause i work for 3 daes at marriot and 2 in bar..
damn tired.. fridae is work at marriot..from 3 to 11.. ok lo..
then go eat supper paly buck out billard with shuinan and my elder bro..
sat working 3 to 1 at marriot..cause busy.. then go bar from2 to 7...
fucking tired lei..todae also got 2 side.. sianz ar....
mondae think of meeting james haha... dunno y....
by next week think i will meet all my friends ba.. cause fridae nite i going back to malaysia
for chinese new year le...
haha..
ok i am tired let me lie on my bed for another 30 mins i got to wash up and go work liao.. bb
hi.. long long nv come dunno y also...
still feeling damn tired......
todae i slp to abt until afternoon..haha.. the longest i ever slp...
cause sundae nite went to yan house to watch soccer with james also...
haha.. fun la.. watch together....
sundae morning got cc de co.. mr ng call me at 10.40...when i just slp at 8.30..
then afternoon got meeting cc de.. sianz.. lo...
sat actually wan to go to cc de dinner one.. but can't.. cause suddenly hotel de boss call say need to work...then i work until half my 0 degree bar boss also call me to work todae sudden event.. cause got one campany group earns money...sianz lo..from 3p.m work to 7a.m then drinking at 0 degree toking with boss.. abt more new cocktail i am going to make...sianz lo...
then i forget wat i did le....
dunno why i feeling life is more sianz le....
i got a feeling i am just going to work and study and no more things...
i nv gobb de training for long time als... coach alreadsy scolding me...
haiz....
i feel so sux abt myself.. haiz...
sad sad i damn sad over here..
my tears just drop down...
one of my bro's bro call me just now...
his fathers just died on mondae and todae is thurdaes.. to todae then i know...let me tell u his story...
we call him ah cheong.. tt is not his name u know why we call him tt.. casue he is poor...
he is older thanme 7 years old... i know him when i am 8... we have been through thick and thin with the 12 of us....
ah cheong father is a principal in a sch in malaysia..but he is a gambler,smoker,drinker and a drug addict...
cheong has always been look down but ppl around him even his sch where his father is a principal...
cause his father is always out and back he scold them the sisters and bros of 5....
he hate his father more than anothers...
ppl always say u are just like ur father u can't do anything well...
he is very poor... he live abt 500m away from my house in malaysia...
but every morning at 4 he will wake up and deliver newspaper and milk to all along this road which is around 20km... with his cycle sometime even run...
to him even a egg is pericous...
he dun have money to buy toys so we always wenting fishing running..things tt no need money at all and can get back something for his family to eat...
abt 6 years ago.. his father got a stroke....
was send to hospital....cheong went to hospital with me.. all his family members were sad..
however not cheong... he is so angry tt he scold his father right in his face... u useless shit...
he went back to work tt dae... i cannot see any sadness in him...
he quit his job as a principal cause he can do not but eat shit and slp...
he was back to his small house.. lying there.. the 5 bros and sis got to take turns to take care of this father.....
one day he got no money to buy drugs he took one of his sis money...
cheong mum got so angry tt tt dae she ask all to come back...
and they all agree to kick his dad out..
he live ouside a temple....
they will bring him food and cig everydae..
and every year during chinese new year... cheong will bring his dad back and wash him...
stay at home for 3 daes..and back he goes...
just 3 months ago.. his father is back to hospital cause his ack got a big hole..
cause drug takers got sentitive skin...
bugs attack him and one very big hole in his black...
doc say he lucky got take drugs tt he can withstand the pain....
cheong was so angry....
just on mon his dad passed..but on the second dae then they know...
they bring his back for funnerl...
all relative come...all weep..family weep..but not cheong....
till wed... his father was send to brunt.. he stand at the back..
looking at the coffin brunt..
then the doc call him and say tt his dad left notes for him...
it wrote in chinese" Son i know u hated me..i am sorry..but son.. i love u and always do"
his tears drop...
and when from JB need to take the urn back to ipoh..
when he carried the urn he need to keep calling his dad name and where he is so the soul follow..
when he was toking he weep like a baby....
cause of his dad..even thought he is rich now..
he dun smk,drink and gamble..not to say drugs....
his bro call me jsurt now tt cheong does not eat anything..haiz i worry over here...
u see parents love u.. just tt they dun say....
cause ppl that say those very bad things to u are those that really care abt u...
now u can go to ur loves one and hug them tightly cause u nv know when they will be gone tt u wan to say sorry also cannot.. just like cheong he wan to say sorry to his dad but can't...
haiz....
sianz i injured my foot again...
pain lo.. sianz..
let me see wat to blog....todae morning to afternoon i was slping in my bro rm
cause td nite got alot ppl request me to go pfm.. then i go at 2a.m..
sianz lo..
then just now go play bb lo...
ytd afternnon also go work..12 to 6..
boring lo.. then meet my bro play ghost squad at jp...
fridae nite went to eat at sakura..gathering.. haha quite fun la..
haha.. thanks all.. hee...
fridae morning study sianz.. afternoon go play pool with cy then go afternoon class...
then i forget thursdae dow at liao.. haha... i going to put cream on my leg le... haha..
tml still got 9a.m de class..haha
hahaha.. log long time nv update cause my com return to ppl le..
he going to aifforce sch so need his lap top.. hahah
todae i wake up late le so nv go sch...
actually is lazy la.. hahah..
i got 1 month off work ar 0 degree..hahaa.. finallly...
i will extend my off until after new year i tihnki am the fist to take break..haha
dunno wat to update also..
haha..
sat nite went to MOS..
but sianz la...
haha..
duno wat to write next time ba...
Wa Lao FirSt dae of the year i am so BORED....................
sianz ar sianz.....
boring wake up very early slp very late.. boring ma.. cause ytd nite nth to do
at 209 basketball court toking with yan bin, ming chong and chun yip abt the past.. haha.
funny enough cause we from 1 tok to 3.30 without knowing the time.. lolz..
before i james and chun yip walk around..haha...
before tt were rotting at home lo.. boring......

and the last entry also dunno y become one K.. sianz lo...
eh.. the last entry i also forget wat i write le....
anyway...

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL
MaY AlL UR WiShEs CoMe TrUe

okok.. sianz i go back rush my project le.. cause tonite working.. bye...
K
haiz sianz... just woke up....
but later going to work at marriot...maybe nite goign 0 bar work also... ahiz..
will be damn tired ba....
ytd slp at 4.30 casue doing my sch project...stress ar....
haiz....
ytd i cut ym hair also.. free one.. casue i hepl my bro alex make his com.. then he say wan help me cut hair..
abit stranger but nvm la...
since he like to cut hair....
ytd morning go gym with yan then eat lunch then went home le...
thuesday i think i was at home until nite go co...
i forget wat i wanted to say le...
tired life...byes...
haha so boring..haha...
todae can say boring or smehow quite fun de christmas.. cause mostly i will be working or at home..
but todae i went out..wahahah
morning co sianz jvss de teacher sux lo.. damn sux ok... idiot...
then mdn peng come like reporter like tt take pics...lame lo..
then sch all go off.. we cc practice...
eat lunch at 2.. then continue.. to abt 5.30 ba.. or somewhere there lo...
actually ig ot somethng to do one.... sianz lo.. onli practice the stupid er hu song.. ahiz..
then go out with james yan and chun yip..
go harbour eat...then go vivo walk actually also nth to walk..
we go to the toys"R"us walk.. i play with the hand elmo the whole time lolz.. fun lei..haha...
then they went to arcade to paly some stupid game
and can i say james cannot be a fly a plane?? ahha...
then plahy paly is already 10.30..
haha yan and james went home
but chunyip wan go orchard...
go lo... kena ppl all things.. scold ppl also..
sianz..
then meet nan..
packet mac go home.. lolz..
now i am at home rotting..haha...
haha

MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAFR TO ALL


haha..

haiz my family is getting from bad to worst...
haiz.. i am known for being bad in my home but i am not bad to tt extand that i have to steal my dad money..
dunno how or wat he do he found out tt he lost 100 bucks...
and he came back scolding and shouting at me tt i take it..
fuck lo.. y i need ur 100 when i have over 2k as my pay??
fucking lo.. cause morning he call to scold me first i told him i nv take he keep scold..
make my mood damn fuck lo...
todae go old folk home.. no mood alos... fuck sianz..
then when home rot lo.. no mood.. fuck sianz.. no ppl.. mood sux...family sux...
haiz.. so from afternooon 5 i have been doing my math online to now.. fuck sianz..
haiz... ok ba..
say to here i feel bit better.. wish i got someone to hear me nag all this.. nvm ba.. ok le.. i got to go work le.. my friend is downstair le...
tml got to go sch too.. to sell uniform to sec one lo...nvm.. i go le.. bye..
haiz my family is getting from bad to worst...
haiz.. i am known for being bad in my home but i am not bad to tt extand that i have to steal my dad money..
dunno how or wat he do he found out tt he lost 100 bucks...
and he came back scolding and shouting at me tt i take it..
fuck lo.. y i need ur 100 when i have over 2k as my pay??
fucking lo.. cause morning he call to scold me first i told him i nv take he keep scold..
make my mood damn fuck lo...
todae go old folk home.. no mood alos... fuck sianz..
then when home rot lo.. no mood.. fuck sianz.. no ppl.. mood sux...family sux...
haiz.. so from afternooon 5 i have been doing my math online to now.. fuck sianz..
haiz... ok ba..
say to here i feel bit better.. wish i got someone to hear me nag all this.. nvm ba.. ok le.. i got to go work le.. my friend is downstair le...
tml got to go sch too.. to sell uniform to sec one lo...nvm.. i go le.. bye..
haha.. ia m here to blog.. lolz..
i actually got alot to say and i am thnking alot of things cause cucumber(chun yip) tell me abt my bad things...
interm i am thinking it over...somehow i really think is true...
i thought i can just go over by quiting but not..
cause tt is not the problem the problem lies in me
me my char...cause i am a anything person i go along anywhere not idea no thinking...
tt where ppl actually dun like rite...
but i feel really hard on others... sorry ppl...
and i wan to change everyone...
i wan to change for better..
so help me can?
when ever i say anything or dunno plas scold me or hit me a u like.. cause i wan to change better..
and i got any others problem tell me i wan to change really...
maybe just for 'you" or myself...
haiz... I DUN LIKE MYSELF...
and i wan to learn how to communcate with others..
i get scolded over this too...
cause i always haha or hee.. or lol and tt all..
i dunno how to make a consevation better..long and interest..
i onli got tt little trick up my selvee and tt all..
haiz.. i start really hating myself.. ARHHHHH...
Haiz damn sad over this......arhhhhhhhh.....
why u have trouble u nv told me???i will lend my ear and lend even gif u.. to scold tok shout or watever u wan to do to it...casue i dun wan u to suffer anything alone..shared with me pls...thanks...

haiz....

todae mroning..wanted to meet shuinan and chun yip to lunch then see doc cause i got sore eyes.. but int he end i nv meet shuinan cause one lazy go up, one lazy come down.. haiz...
then go seng siong with chun yip cause he buy the absolute vokda ras..for his friend...stupid tt drink sux...then i went over to my workplace de meeting just now..stupid lo so long haven meet finished..haiz.....i dun wan work todae even thought it's ladies nite....no mood there..haiz..
then went home go down basketball court cause see them there...tok cock then went home.. then start to eat my dinner which is mac again..haiz...i am really getting sianz over my life.. so amny trouble that i can't take care of lo...haiz..
then tml got to go old folk home for my IAC project lo...haiz.. i tihnk i go there will be comfort by there de grandpa and grandma then i toking to them....then got to go to my class de steamboat. then after tt i got work think i getting so pay yto buy chirstmas present ba...HAIz.. my life is so trouble without u to speak to..haiz... bye...
haha..todae i am damn happy even thought i am damn tired....
haha.. get to see ppl tt are close with me in my sec life..
cause of shihui and yan.. thanks alot....Hope all ur wishes come ture..
and i am damn happy over someone..haha..get to see and disturb her... haha.. fun fun fun..
got to think of my things liao cause dun feel like going with jeff out... sianz...
haha.. go slp ba.. nite all....
haha.. back from training..wahahha,,
damn tired..
but song.. cause nv work i can really slp..wahaha..
but tml class 10..sianz...
after one more week test liao...
sianz lo...
tml got math quiz..i dunno how to do lei... wtf...
going to failed again...
haiz...
sianz lei.. now i cannot slp dunno do wat..
lazy to do work also..
ahaha.. so lazy.. i go see comics..wahhahaha
bb
haha..sianz ar..
boring lo..
my mum and dad go malaysia..
my 2 bros are out..
here i am at this tim 1.51a.m rotting
damn tired but i just can't fall slp..
missing her here abuit there abit..lolz..


todae went to tamn teach co as usual... before tt actually wan to go sch see ji lao shi one..
but over slept cause i woke ytd from 2-6 then went home slp..
haha.. befroe working went to ger,kelyn,hweeqi,yi xeun.
they all de bbq.. even thought they have so trouble on the way.
but i james and yan tried hard to make them smile..haha..
so ladies dun be sad... smile more be happy ok.. eveything got solutions as long as u think abt it longer and understand it.. haha..

sianz lei..
i am so bored.. i go watch tv le.. bye...
the moffac de Miss u like crazy and i wan to drow old with u by westlife is nice..haha
firstly i am going to talk about YAWNS..
haha.. i found out something human are really amzaming..
i on thurdae nite to fridae whole day working and study..
i counted my yawns...
MORE THAN 300 tijmes... haha.. my mouth is so tired..haha..

haha...todae went co....got meeting....
BTW james the stage ia lso a part need anything me to do must tell me.. i will help u...
i dunno write wat.. haha..

ok i going to talk abt something i think onli james and some of my close friend and bros would understand.....
firsty, james th one u love is still by ur side.. i felt tt u r really better than me in all ways...
maybe sometime u would say u envious me but i really envious u not myself...
i felt i am the most useless man in this world.. all things i do will hurtz someone or anyother..
haiz.... and ur love is still a very gd friend to u.. even tohugh u nv tell her...but she still friend with u eating movie sending her..not me...she drift far far away from this island to anyone where she seem really happy...when i get to see her i really really feel very very happy....but there is this very strange feeling.. even we are standing next to each othere i felt tt not close at all.. talk like friend but..somehow.. i tihnk it my feeling ba..haiz....i really dunno wat to do....james can tell me?? lolz.. haha... c u tml ba.. bb..
sian i am damn tired....
i have been working for 3 nites and studying at the same time.. working at 0 degree bar..
cause got bar man pfm.. damn tired....
work at 9 end at 6... todae i ahven even slp.. in three dae i onli slp for abt 8 hrs or less ba.. cause ytd early end sch so got time to slp...
haiz..
haven do my project.. and i am so tired here..
i better go do ba.. later go problem with it....
bye...
take care...
long time nv come this little blog le....
dunno wat to write.. but to say i really wan to thanks james and yan..
without them my life is really sianz....
hah..
todae together go sim lim see things really fun... laugh and laugh...
haha....
i also injuried my left wirst while out settle something with ast..
ass lo.. suckers...
tt dae sorry nan yan and james i nv go meet u all.. sorry...
suddenly ot problem...
sorry...
sianz.. i dunno wat to write liao.. i onli know i tml got to study while others holidae..
haha.. o lvl finishing le.. how i wished i still at o lvl...
haha....
i go do my things le... got to open my desktop check something...
bye.. take care.. tt finished exam... good luck for ur result...and enjoy life.. ahha
hahaha... long time nv update cause my laptop spoil...
so ytd find one of my b ros take this com.. same model but alot slower.. sux lo...
haha.. but need for sch so no chioces..
haha....todae very sianz day go sch... haha...
i wake yan up early casue thought wan to get safty goggles..
but i find alex on my own to sch so take from him..haha...
ytd go cc de co...
not bad cause the who not there so we no need to practice the er hu songs..so happy..
haha...
then sat nite i went to sgh overnite.. for my bone and muscles check up every 2 months...
haha... muscles no problem cause i dun have any.. lolz.. but bone is worst on knee and ankle.. and wirst.. haha.. nvm...the nite was hard to pass over there..sat afternoon teach lakeside.. but my group onli 1 person come so nv teach also... haha.. play with them onli..haha..
james also sick on tt dae....
others dae i also forget do wat...
i very forgetful liao..
blur like wat...
haiz...

btw...
to those taking o lvl now very gd luck to u all... jia you... wished u all have good result..haha..
take care too.. dun get sick in exam weeks.. haaha
haha....nth to do.. here watching tv and using com at the same time...
haha... todae morning go cc lo.. ok la... nth much to do...
after noon rot.. then at nite play bb with chun yip, alex and xiao ping....
haha.. play at cc....bored lo.. no ppl.....haha....
ytd let see...
morning nth to do.....
afternoon go there teach lo.. damn stress.....
they nv will listen to me.. haiz....
after tt eat with james... then on the way went home... see cc got damn lot ppl playing bb.. so go cc...
then find my friend there....
haha.. 3 is boon lay csc one.. one is national youth one.. then ask me to play awhile....
haha...but tt idiot chunyip ar.. birthdae ask wan to ask me out ar.. but nv...
then i went home at 8+.. then rot at home.. when n o one is at home lo... boring...
fridae i forget do wat le.. haha.. tml got sch...
machine..haiz.. boring lo.. 2 hrs break dunno wat to do...
haha.. late le...
dunno y i look at com my head is so dizzy like com shaking non-stop...
haha..... somemore my dark circles getting worse le..haha...
todae sianz lo....
go jp alone walk.... from 2 to 7...
but 1 hrs at lan shop play dota....
dun feel like going home.. then no ppl free...
alone rot lo...
then nite go colour court play bb..
james say saw me..haha.. nv c him..
but then i strain my right nknee again.. lolz.. now very pain..
must put straight.. haha...

todae chun yip birthdae le.....
haha.. happy birthdae ar....
finally 18 le ar....
haha...
tkae care la...
dun play gals liao...
find one and settle down pls...
i know u handsome.. i ugly...
cause i go out with u all gals c u....
haha... enjoy ur dae......

haha.. dizzy ar.. i go watch tv.. long time nv watch le....
almost forget how does the tv looks like haha..
cause can't slp alsoo..haha...
haha.. feeling much better now...wahahha...
todae busy dae..lolz...
morning nv go sch cause.. lazy lolz..
i am getting from bad to worse...
haha... very bad hor ....
haha... then afternoon meet james and yan out for lunch...
but yan nv go sch also.. lolz..
we take 198 to queenway just to eat the laska... before tt also at queenway there find the chicken rice but nv open...
haha... then go punch james face at the arcade..haha..
then take bus 123 from queenway to orchard to take pay money...
haha...
after tt we take bus again..
bus 7 to tg katong...cause james wan to buy dizi all tt...
in the end i also buy rosin..
and see bass and bows...
not bad... wan to ask shuinana to buy.. cause even thought 120
but really good to hold....
i wished i can buy cello..
but dun think so... haiz...
haha.. then mrt home....
by the time i reached hm is already 7 ++
haha.. from 12 to 7++..
haha.....
tml sch to 11 onli.. sianz...haha.... boring....
bye...
haha.. feeling much better now...wahahha...
todae busy dae..lolz...
morning nv go sch cause.. lazy lolz..
i am getting from bad to worse...
haha... very bad hor ....
haha... then afternoon meet james and yan out for lunch...
but yan nv go sch also.. lolz..
we take 198 to queenway just to eat the laska... before tt also at queenway there find the chicken rice but nv open...
haha... then go punch james face at the arcade..haha..
then take bus 123 from queenway to orchard to take pay money...
haha...
after tt we take bus again..
bus 7 to tg katong...cause james wan to buy dizi all tt...
in the end i also buy rosin..
and see bass and bows...
not bad... wan to ask shuinana to buy.. cause even thought 120
but really good to hold....
i wished i can buy cello..
but dun think so... haiz...
haha.. then mrt home....
by the time i reached hm is already 7 ++
haha.. from 12 to 7++..
haha.....
tml sch to 11 onli.. sianz...haha.... boring....
bye...
haha.. feeling much better now...wahahha...
todae busy dae..lolz...
morning nv go sch cause.. lazy lolz..
i am getting from bad to worse...
haha... very bad hor ....
haha... then afternoon meet james and yan out for lunch...
but yan nv go sch also.. lolz..
we take 198 to queenway just to eat the laska... before tt also at queenway there find the chicken rice but nv open...
haha... then go punch james face at the arcade..haha..
then take bus 123 from queenway to orchard to take pay money...
haha...
after tt we take bus again..
bus 7 to tg katong...cause james wan to buy dizi all tt...
in the end i also buy rosin..
and see bass and bows...
not bad... wan to ask shuinana to buy.. cause even thought 120
but really good to hold....
i wished i can buy cello..
but dun think so... haiz...
haha.. then mrt home....
by the time i reached hm is already 7 ++
haha.. from 12 to 7++..
haha.....
tml sch to 11 onli.. sianz...haha.... boring....
bye...
haiz.. not feeling well..
ear blocked and flu and cough... haiz..... cold also..
nv eat for todae.. feeling so unwell now.. haiz....
very long nv update le..wahhaa...
let see.. we got back daes..haha..
todae..wake up really late... 11..then i go cc co..
very funny.. almost all ppl is er hu one..
then other group like onli one ppl each..
cello -me,drums daryl,blow-james,pipa nic,suona-the malaysia uncle..
other all erhu one..haha...lame rite..
me and james going to be the stage manager tt dae...haiz..
cause there will be over 200 ppl there tt dae.. but i stilll need more ppl to go.. haiz...
james and i decide not to pfm the erhu solo one.. haha.. so diff...
after tt go eat then went home..
then rot untio now.....

ytd... i slp until abt 3 then suddenly my mum say wan to go sakura at science there to eat dinner.. then go lo...
she and my bro eat damn lot.. but i not feeling well so eat little but i drink alot..
i keep drinking their milo...haha nice lei..
i drank abt 12 cups in 2 hrs..haha....
then went home slp....

fridae... i nv go sch cause going to work.. work from 12.. so meet james and shuinan at 10 at jp.. then went to eat breadfast at far east..then go work...
we got 7 ppl go to vivo to work.. cause the ck tangs got things...
damn big man.. i got to walk here and there to cover 6 bars and open 100 bottles of white wine and red wine... so tired..
all vip..haha....
then james and 3 ppl go back at 2... cause they are new no nned to do back up stuffs... then others of us work to 5....
tired man. reached home 6.. then slp lo.... nth much to do.....

thurdae.. i onli rmb go areana to celebrate kelyn birthdae.....sorry lei kelyn and others..sorry i got training on everydae so i cannot stay late.. sorry to all...
think tt is all ba.. tml i got to go sch le.. sinaz....... others pls study hard for ur exam.. dun be like me.. fail so many... bye...
it has been a long time ever since i posted....
cause of working.. and finally my work at the factory stopped..
but now i am sick...- -"....
just seen the doc back... he gaf me a 3 daes mc..
on one reason.. serious throat infections...
pro lei...lolz.. dunno why....nvm ba....
haha... no sch can rest...
got headach and flu also...
wan to eat also diff...
sianz lei....
haiz....
i go eat porrige liao...
bb
haha.. damn long nv come update...
busy with work ba.....
now flu,cough and sore throat.. cause of working and the haze ba...
very hard to slp also..
sianz lo.....
nv go traning also...
sundae also nv go co cause all working....
haiz....
i also dunno wat to update..
so sianz....
most ppl finished their exam le ba...
N lvl also ba...
haha.. 0 lvl coming..
no time go clubbing with bros also..
sorry.....

the aiyo coming back... tuesdae...haha
tihnk he enjoy himself there ba..
heard from him from phone and letter..haha
enjoying life there..haa...
ok le i need to prepared for tml work....
i now having 2 jobs..
1 is the same hotel and other is at a factory box those milk and drink..
haha.. boring lei...
ok bb..
long time nv update le...
haha.....
its going to been 2 weeks of no smking.. felling strange...
cold and fever at times...
haha.. nvm
boring lo.... stay at home... haha.. dunno wat to update also....
haha.....
i know.. haha...
i wan to update abt my 12 die-hard bros....
alex-motor and cars siao..
alfred-handsome gals siao...
xiao xiong-tatto siao and wife siao..
gary-mind siao.....dun look down on him he is a doctoer degree in psychi..
ah ming-games siao and fight siao...
alvin lee- fighting siao...
lernoard- hope i nv spell wrong..lolz....- he another gal siao....
yang gen-money siao rich...
zhi zhang-song siao
Hock kong-the slience smile....haha
Benard-the big bomb...tt tok damn lots...
lasty is me... haha..
this are my 11 bros..
which we have been thought lots of things...
we share and lost together...
some of them are "black belt"..haha
not in any sport.. but is on their right ankle..
haha....dunno ask around will know wat it mean.. haha
ok la i tok to her onli
haha.. bye...
haiz.. bad mood.. dun feel like doing anytihng...
haiz...cause i fought and quarrel with dad....
and i am quiting smking on 15 sept..
haiz...cause i have done so wrongs...
nvm abt tt...
last wed i went to see my bro out of BMT...
i was touched cause they are REALLY happy...
can see theeir faces so happy...
i saw saad ther also.. and a few of my die-hard bro...
haha...
i like whole dae there..casue my die-hard bros are at diff company..
then at diff time...
i still there ..haha...
but see they all so happy.. i am happy too...
okba.. nth much le....

for those exam.. good luck... take care...ALL the best...
Best result ok......
bye...
hey hey.. just back not long after a bath and my dinner at this time..
haha.. no wonder i am getter fatter...
haha.. nvm la..
todae training was harsh on me.. i was late for 1 and 1/2 hrs and i got to do three times more workout..
i run a total of 6km todae.. damn tired now my leg are stiff...
because to send james little present and see him before he go to xi an for his guan...
Bro must take care ar...firstt ime out... be careful..

haha...todae see ger qi kelyn and yixuen.. haha long time nv see them..
they are stilll tt nice and pretty ok.. lolz...
haha....
afternoon went to lavender to make amend to my passport.. and i overheard this woamn tt say she wan to end her marrige will she be able to continue her PR..
and i tihnk... when to ppl think this way.. aren't there other ways.. i feel sad...
really.. then went to jp to buy things with mum... think abt tt woman words..
my mum ask me to buy wallet i also dun wan... crazy me... ii go play game le.. tml going to ubin to see my bro ina rmy...wahahah
haiz..sianz.. i can't fall asleep..
tml pfm le.. but nth to scare...
boring somemore..
haiz.. this week all is co things..
todae is pfm at frioner cc...
dunno how to spell la...
haiz..
ok la....
then go lakeside teach but i wasn't teaching..
firstly is shuinan teach..
then is yingying and jol teaches the two little boys..
they have nv been listening to me..
but they were listening to them....
i think i am not to be teacher ba....
haiz..
useless....
then go out with shuinan,james and chunyip..
eat one feast with james.. before our this very bro go xi an...
there to lear his guan zi...
not bad wat...
1 month..
haiz...
boring man.. this week nv go training...
coach calling to scold me liao..
nvm la..
he will understand de...
i got no jobs lei...
i wan to try those weird jobs..haha
but dun have...
nvm la..
go training..
wan to slim duna bit this holidae...
go more national training ba...
haha...
still can't slp.. sianz..
haiz.. nvm la i go watch tv..
bye...
haiz.. sianz lo..
no job..
later to go back work..
go gym with yan..
eat with james...
out clubbing...
at home..
trainning...
and nth else...
bored lo..
poly life sucks..
haiz..
haiz.. sianz lo..
no job..
later to go back work..
go gym with yan..
eat with james...
out clubbing...
at home..
trainning...
and nth else...
bored lo..
poly life sucks..
haiz..
haiz.. sianz lo..
no job..
later to go back work..
go gym with yan..
eat with james...
out clubbing...
at home..
trainning...
and nth else...
bored lo..
poly life sucks..
haiz..
haiz.. sianz lo..
no job..
later to go back work..
go gym with yan..
eat with james...
out clubbing...
at home..
and nth else...
bored lo..
poly life sucks..
haiz..
arh... reallly so long nv come update le... haha..
todae is so boring........
let see when is my last update.. 28 wors.. todae is 2 le.. haha
so long...
28-30 when to chalet my class one..bored lo..
first dae bbq.. still ok ba...then all tt peryln fault..dun bully weesin la..
i know he like u...dun ask him dun everything for u la...
like princesss there like tt...
then tt dae we drink abs vodka.. then the two gals drunk lo...
lame lo...
all of us boys were so busy taking care of two "crazy" gals..
haiz... then nv slp...
second dae nth to do... go arcade and play pool... play until siao.. then at nite play majong...
then we boys but e 33 to the beach to drink cause if the two gal drink and drunk again we are in trouble... then we chat thw whole nite...
lolz.. chat to morning..
then ask them up and went home..we slp in the mrt..haha.. damn long..
then i was slping at home all dae....
thurdaes actually wan to go sch one... but tired overslept...
then afternoon meet james and shuinan....ktv session...
we were so crazy there...wahhaha.. siao one..
then fridae which isytd went out with shuinan to ps there lo..
we saw so many les....
haha...
then ytd nite gang got things.. then went out at 2 then back at 5... then slp..
tired ma..
todae morinng really late for sch de co....
haha.. but nvm la..
then after tt go eat eith shuinan.. then he went aunt house i went home lo...
so bored until now...
got ppl want to go out??? i am bored to death..
arh!!!!!!!! help!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just got home....
ytd fought with father again..
cause he say i tok back to him when i am toking the reasons...
then he come beat me lo...
i not happy fight back lo..
then he fall.. i went out...
ytd was cold....outside my house at the stair case spend my nite...
nvm la.. i going chalet later... 3 daes...
aleast i dun get to see him....
haiz....very low mood now... how to happy???
soemone teach me???
haiz..
dunno wat to write also....
very sianz...
today moring nv go gym with yan cause ytd nite rushed contract until 6 in the morning...
but james call to meet him lo.. then go lo..
went to his house to wait for shuinan...
help him make the blog lo...
then go areana.. paly awhile..
then i went to training le...
tired lei..
todae i go there late.... then i got to run extra 2 rounds..
tired like hell....
but stil ok la.... can tahan...
cause national training starting soon...
haiz... i onli go train ba.. not joining the team....
haiz.. still lloking for jobs lei....
no money lei....
haiz...
haha..
finally exam over...
but i tihnk i failed all..
i tihnk i no need go 2nd sem liao..
can retake all module liao... haiz..
all blame me so lazy...
haiz...
haha.. i cut my hair le.. wahaha..
short lo.. damn short.. haha.. but cooling..haha..
finding job now.. cause dun feel like working as the same old one..
maybe going to work at golden village.. haha...
tml go see how.. wahahah....
dunno wat to write... sianz...haiz..
long time nv update le haha.....
very fan nowadays.....
not feeling welll...
got a fracture tumb...
cause last fri nite play bb made de..
tt time still ok but monday match..
make it worse.. cause i playm for first half then need to pull the score..
then first half all coach and me play..cause is final liao..
then i score 40..haha... cause coach keep scolding me
then i keep scoring lo....haha.. the score after first half is 76-28...
haha.. then i dun wan play le.. go up cc de toliet bath..
haha.. got a little prize.. lame lo.. my coach all damn happy cause frist time in four year get wors... haha
sat went to blss to help in their street parade??
haha.. lame one.. we just go there to play...
then sun go cc co lo..; haha...
still got meeting.. many things are going to change.....
cause this dec concert mostly going to be control by james and me..
so will be diff from all those concert before..haha..
then tues i at nite fight with ym dad.. cause he just tok cock ans scold me as he like....haiz dun tok abt this.. now i dun wan to see him.. he at home i at alfread house.. he not at home i will be at home.. haha...good ba....
ok la.. i going to sch to study le..... bye...
NATIONAL DAY.. lolz....
haha.. bored.. whole dae at home not even a step out..
haha.. boring me...
ytd mornign went to sch..
take test..
then go home..
go out with james yan nan and chunyip..
thanks bro.. acc on my birthdae..
but bring u all to the lousy firework and so many ppl.. sorry
sory lei...
then go lao ba sai...
drink.. there very lame better dun say.. haha..
then went home le..
and i wan to thanks jame for the lighter...
my class for the bb....
THANKS YOU..
and all of u whu wishes me happy birthdae..
thanks.. hee...
i go play game le.. bye...
haha.. sianz now in sch...
boring lei...
just now exam com pro.. i think i fail liao..
die.....
haha.. sianz la.. i go play game...
i find this fun thing.. haha
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haiz.. so sick lei...
really feel like jumping down..
cough until my chest pain..
cold until at home alos wear jacket and long pants...
haiz..
i got 2 dae mc...
so i thurdae and fridae nv go sch... then rot at home..
just finished my cats extra woek and e-mail to teacher..
sad rite sick le still got to do work...
thurdae at home lo..
go to see the doc.. she damn exticed..
the problem is i feel like dieing liao then she so happy it make me worse lei....
haiz..
she gif me 2 dae mc and lots of medi and ask me to rest more..
but i just duin feel liek resting...
fridae whole day i was at home... bored me to death..
then sat..fainally i can go out...
to teach lakeside....i wear my jacket out...
and ppl were looking at me cause.. where got ppl on this kind of hot weather wear jacket..
haha.... lame rite...
those kids i really dunno how to teach.. they just not like it...
i too good they climb over my head..
complain this complain there.. haiz.. lame rite...
then eat with james after tt..
then he saw his ex lei.. the very first one somemore..
haha... not bad man james.. haha...
cause there got the celebra of national dae..
actually is for me la..=X
haha...
then todae actually wan to go cc de.. but just too sick.. cough liek hell..
then alfread come my house..
then complain very sianz...
stupid rite..
then ask me go fishing..
go lo..
go to yacht club there fish.. then onli got 3 of us..
alfread xiao bear and me..
but after 6 hrs of suntaning we onl,i catch 5 fish.
all is they catch one..
then all blame me..
say i cough untill all the fish swim away liao... haha.. lame them.
but they not free on my birthdae...
i dunno wat to do on mybirthdae... think it will be another own celebration?
haha.. i going to slp le.. tml got to go sch.. haha..
bye..
sianz.. down with flu and fever...
haiz.. boring lei...
ytd i too sick to play..
then coach ask me to be their tatiac thinking also coach.
haha
so song u know..
can scodl ppl..
then everyone will listen to u..
can scold the reffeer also..haha
haha..
they play until very rough
my friend eyes bleed
coach fall then bleed also..
then there got one bitch tt shout like she is the coach of them..
then i scodl her.. haha..
song ar..
tt pioneer csc.. fuck u know...
cannot win also no need to play rough ma..
then my palyer fight..
haha.. ig o thrre pushed..
both of them fall..
haha. dunno why.. i nv use str..
haha..
but we win 4 point..
haha.. song ar.
then coach come tell me.. not bad...
haha...
then the national team thr coach ask me to join national team lei
no need study..
play bb everydae.. off on sat sun
in sinpore team.. no need army..
then one month.. 3k..
if play good can up more.. like captain.
or the main 5.. 5k plus lei..
rich lei..
but i wan to study first..
maybe if can.. after i finished poly..
then go there.. since no goal in life..
haha..
ok la.. i going to slp le..
tml going tout.. haha...
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CurrentsCurrent mood: Bored lame idiot sick
Colour: Black and white
FooD: Bread and ice cream..hee..
FirstBest friend : Ang teck loong just saw him ytd haha..
Crush: onli one to me...haha...
Music : Fixing A Broken Heart
Last
Cigarrete : Now smoking
Drink : Cold Plain Water
Crush : One onli lo..haha.
Movie : Pirates... my self.. no ppl acc me to watch
Vcd : No VCD... download one can??? is Too fast to furious 2
Theatre : GV... lo where else?
Cd : pan wei bo de turn the world??haha
Song : Story of love-by westlife
Have u ever :
Dated your best friends :Dated best friend??wat it means?? dunno..haha
Been on tv : haha.. i so fat where can be on tv haha...
Kissed someone u duno : got la..paly games with bro tt times... lost ma..
Broken the law : Everytime....haha..
Arrested : for???arrested by father to boys home count? have..
5 things u are wearing : undergarment la.. bb pants..skin..skin and skin. i dun wear shirt at home haha...
4 things done today : Eat slp smk bath
3 things can hear right now : Songs, typing and my own voice...
1 thing u do when Bored : Sleep la... wat else???

Finished.. who shall be next !!! :
1) dunno
2) dun feel like given this to another one
3) ppl whu are bored like me
4) ppl who are unlucky to be call by bros to to this..
5) Anyone who wan to waste time like me..ok can i start typing about myself??
....

haha... todae nv go sch...
sick lei...
flu and running nose...
cannot stop...
then nv go sch lo..haha..
the bin beside is already full thrice liao...
haha.. tuissue wan to be used off by me le.. haha..
bored lei...haiz dunno wat to type la... ahha...
bye..
dunno why i am feeling not good at all..
not feeling well down by fever and cough but i still goes to sch cause
exam comign in 2 weeks time and alots of projects is to be hand in. haiz
then i also have a very bad feeling.. it is a sense of remoseful...
can't smile and laugh..
everyday just the same sad face..
so tired everydae..

times flies..
it had been a year after i broke up..
haha.. now i see her so happy also good..
haha...

projects prjects...
exam.. i am going crazy...
go do project liao.. bb
haha.. many dae nv update le.. really no time..
i seem so busy...
dunno wat happening..
todae so sianz lo... go sch from 8 to 12..
then go home.. go jp meet shuinan..
he tml going hong kong...
haha.. good luck.. take cae..
then go back sch for exam.. 6-7.30
then go cc.. got boon lay cup..
need to help out... so sianz rite..
ytd wed.. go sch lo.. 12 to5 so sianz..
then suddenly got ppl sms scold me.. haha..
but better then nv sms me.. haha...
thuesdae...
sch damn early end...
then meet shuinan then he suddenly say wan go play bb..
then play lo.. i play relaxed like hell..
then i late for my boon aly cup.. gif coach scolded like hell
haiz..then kena box out by ppl in amtch..
he purposely step on my leg u know..
fuck tub lo.. make my leg pain again..
stupid....
haiz..
nth much le ba....
going to slp soon..
tml still got class from8 to 3..
bye..
so sianz.. just finished doing compro...
so tired....


fridae....go sch..
then go home with yan.. yan seemed so tired.. worried abt him..
he go sch... but i go home cause nite got to go out with bros...
fridae nite went out to mdn wong bar again...spent about $80 each..
we have abt 18 person...
we drink a lot...
go home at 5 again.. haha....

then sat... slp to abt 12.. haha...
then go to lakeside to teach cello..
there de student....cannot make it..
all complain tired tired..onli practice awhile...
they still dunno how to even hold de bow..
then the teacher wan them to combine next week....
crazy rite..
haiz... jame got angry with his student cause they say
he is wasting their time...
so bad..
then after tt..when home..
then go to eat steamboat with alex,chun yip,ah ki.. and xiao bai..
the bugis one.. $15..with water... we eat until very happy.. very long nv eat steamboat until so happy le..
haha...
alex make de suace damn nice lei.. but he dun wan to teach me...
nvm...
then after tt alex go watch movie with his gal..
then meet ah ki de galfriend.,..
his gal fdriend is blcc de lion dance de..haha..
kind of know her...
nvm..haha...
then ah ki send her home... the rest of us went to taman jurong play pool and billard...alex come to meet us..then ahgki also... after come xiao bear adn alferd..
but chunyip and xiao bai went home...
then the four of us play all nite.. to 5..then go to race car..
drift around for fun..
then went home abt 10...
mr ng call me...
then go co lo..
there damn sianz u kjnow..
onli 6 ppl come todae...
fuck lo...
i might as well dun go..
damn sianz..
then i went home to slp.. and i just woke up..
haha.. dunno how to go back to slp...
tml still study at 10 meanz 8 got to wake up/...so sianz...
nvm.. bye...
haha.. late in the nite liao..
i am here still doing my project for tml....
very tired wor...
wan to slp also cannot.. still got lots to do....
going to exam soon also.. august is my major exam le..
cannot fail lei..
fail le next year still need to retakw the same course...
will die de.. so now i got to studty real hard to passed all..
then stemp got camp then oct free.. nov going back to sch again.. haiz..
ppl holidae i study...
then my birthdae also dunno how...
somemore i still got exam on my birthdae lei.. i damn sianz liao..
dunno wat to do liao..
fuk up u know..
stress up..
i faster go do..
tml i study 8 means 6 i got to wake up..
but i think i not slping todae le... hee..
bye..
haiz.. now in sch.. so sianz..
this week exam again.. so sianz.. i nv even syudy at all...
haiz....
fridae nite went to mdn wong bar....
i spent 800+++ on them..
they onli let me go home after 6..
damn tired... haiz... but nvm..; haha...
then sat went to teach the lakesiade pri...
dunno wat to teach also... haiz...
then after tt go out with shuinan and james...
wan to go watch movie one but all full...
so we went to suntec to rot...
then go back at abt 11..
then walk with shuinan home..
then saw ger and ric..
haha.. and it is abot 12 + and they are still dating under block
haha... so good ar.. haha...
then went home le...
sundae morning went to play basketball 3 on3.. jeff nv go... then we got one dunno how to play one in our team..
then we onli got 4th.. haiz...
somemore my leg is injury again.. haiz..
haha...
nvm i am not going to be in the boon lay cup..
i onli go for the friendly..
cause coach wan me to make their team look stronger in friendly..
lame rite... haha...
then afternoon go work..
work to 3a.m..
then went home..reach home abot 4 liao..
so todae i nv go elTech test cause late....
haha.. ok i go do my work le.. bye...
todae i realised a smile is really
and REALLY very useful...
it just simply make everything around seem fine
eventhough it is not....
and gif in to others...
somethings around me happen that makes me felt this..
haha.. so smile...


haha long time nv come update..
on wed after sch i got back my com..
then thurdae rush projects..
my eecad ,cats and compro...
so many...
todae found sometime so go back blss to see the co
i see tt the co eventhought have more ppl
but the feeling like last time ia not there anymore
it is so different....haha.. nvm la...

ytd got call from outward bound..
told me tt in my september de holidae
i got a 30dae and 29 nites de camp
at the out island and maybe to malaysia..
sianz u know...haiz..
somemore this things i am going to be the corrinater...
SOOOOOOO long... haha...
btw ANYONE KEEN TO GO??
i need ppl...
hee..

ok la... i go rest abit..cause my leg pain from ytd de trainning
and going to be out at 12..
to thanks my bros at mdn wong bar..
cause they help me to fing the vodka..
eventhought they nv found it.. haha..
ok... BYE...
haiz...
i now keep getting scolded...
haiz...
cause fatter le...
haiz..
always on car drving here and there to look for thing..
then eat and eat..
haiz..
todae go train also kena scold..
cause my knee strain...
then damn pain...
then run until fall..
but kena scolded..
haiz..
i think le..
i this year is really suay..
cause of the wat chinese wat...
dunno wat year one.. will suay...
haiz...
so i am not going to play in the competition
in july end and august end..
i onli play in 16/july de 3 on 3... then this year tt it..
next year then see how ba..
maybe not playing anymore cause i also cannot go to national lvl
i am a PR..
if not i now willl be in national youth team le..
they send me letter ask me to change.. and it free for me..
cause they need me..
haiz... i dun wan to think so much very fan ar..
haiz...
haiz..
dunno wat the hell am i doing these few daes
eat slp play and run
nv go sch somemore
all teachers looking for me liao
dunno wat the hell
so lazy even sch also dun wan go...
onli know how to slp
wake up
eat
go out
find things
bets
eat
slp
all i do u know
i felt so bad
haiz
maybe i am just born to be uselesss and lazy ba
toddae my dad say me
getting fatter and fatter
haiz..
i also know
i am plain lazy...
tml i MUST GO SCH
cause is IS class
dun go will debarred from module
need to retake..
haiz...
dunnno wat to write..
i go slp le.. tml got to wake up at 6...
bye.. wan an....
very sick here..
ytd nite when to hospital in the middle of the nite
cause i having a very bad headache..
doc say is low blood pressure
and have gastric pain .... haiz
wat the hell..
so suay now adays.....
nv slp at all..
morning when to co
but there is so little ppl..
so boring....then when home
rot and rot
head still very pain...but nth i can do abt it...
haiz..
this few weeks..
manage to win money in world cup..
but it nth much.. haiz.. my head vertp pain le..
sorry
tok next time...
haiz..
long time nv up date liao.. now in sch..
cause my com go repair le
so no com
no play also...
my leg bone got cracked and middle finger also
when to hospital so amny time
then x ray also alot of time...
i failed lots of subject..
cause no mood to study.. haiz...
i going to gif back ppl com le..
bb
sorry lao da..
just now saw u but cannot call u..
sorry.. i am with my grandma... sorry..


haiz... i am so loney..
no place to go
no ppl to accompany me
nth to do..
all day at home
haiz..
smal bro go OBS camp
and tt camp i am not in as leader
then just drive big bro back to his camp..
nth to do..
haiz.. sianz
rotting..
todae sat..
pfm dae..
xiao brng and ah ki
ok le... happy for they...
hope todae pfm
i wouldn't blur off...hee...
ok le i go practice le..bb
todaewent to cut my hair
maybe to change my feeling ba
so cut lo.
feeling better abit
todae went for syco
but shuinan changed alot
he now think he damn big lo
haiz.. dunno how la... he think got money big deal..
dunno wat to say alot.. things all happen so fast
before u can think and react and it is past
so now..
i think i will not plan forward anmore
i will take one step think one step..
haiz...
tml exam gagin.. bye..
haiz...
really no mood
later exam somemore..
nv study..
no mood to go for exam
but must go..
haiz..
can really get into slp this daes
trying to get other it
but however...
it seem to tie there..
cause they have been very nice to me..
we once were not good at all..
when i first get into the gang
he was at a higher ranked then me..
but less then a month i rished to a high ranked..
he complain.. and fight with me..
then we fight and fight for years
and to last years....
he told me he got cancer..
he told me not to fight anymore..
i agree with him and i quit the rank
of fighter..and changed to admin..
he will call us out even thought he know he cannot stay out long..
he will call us go hospital to play
have fun.. really fun..
but now.. he is gone..
i will refill ur wish
which is to stop fighting in gang
i maight as well quit it soon
but i scared they wouldn't let me go so easily
cause i am at the 3rd higher now...
haiz...
i will try to get out....
cause i can't help you to take O lvl
haiz....

By the way ppl whu see this post..
dun tell pppl tt i am in gang
cause i have been putting this as my secert
with sch frenz..
sorry.. and thanks..


Bye.. going to sch for exam..
haiz..
many daes nv come update le..
very unlucky this wk..
one frenz die
one frenz fall from bike and is in hospital
haiz...
why like tt
haiz...
u all must be careful and take care of urself
i cannot take it anymore...
i am going to die too....
u know it hurts so much in me
to see u all injuried...
haiz...




ok la... tt dae sat
celebrate james birthdae
then go arena with co de ppl
fun la..
but i now no mood to write..
sorry...
haiz..
now in sch
no mood
haiz...
now eltech
so damn sianz..
todae my bro mgo army le..
no chance to send him cause got sch..
i not feeling well at all now..
leg damn pain..
ytd training fall down lots of time
leg cramp no mood play
then kena hit by ppl..
pain lo.. haiz... next wk exma le and pofm... not feeling well
haiz... noone to tok to..haiz..
bye..
haiz..
todae i am sad
but not onli me..
my friend too..
xiao beng..
dun sad.. i know ur bro
beng beng is dead..
he got cancer
but he have passed away todae
u got to go on with life
pls bro..
i know is hard but got me..
afred xiao xiong they all..
we have lots time with u..
take care pls..
we bros are worried for u
really
sorry bro
i can't do anytihng
i'm really sorry...

todae i got ur phone call i am so shocked
i just visited him last wk
and he seem fine
how come todae?
haiz.. bro.. ned any help call me ok...
haiz..sorry
sorry

and
beng beng
take care on ur way down u onli 15
dun bully ppl liao
next life be a good person
dun be another beng liao
u take care on ur road..
sorry i can't help u
but u have made our life very happy though u have cancer
i am very grateful
i will help u take care of ur bro..and ur mum
ok... bye
nv to be seem again..
take care..=(
BYE!
haiz.. is morning liao
sianz..
my bro slping so good
u all holidae liao
me going to sch.. but going to be late
cause my class is at 10..
wahaaha
got test later
wahaha
but nv study one...
fridae nite went to drink with my working frenz cause is my bro last dae of work
before he went for NS..wahaha..
I AM FREE..
ok la.. same after all...
then went home at 3.. haha..
then sat nite went to ALEX birthdae bbq
actually not bbq la
is drinking session
got a little bbq onli
i go drink with him..
we have 7 bottles of chivas
2 box of chang beer and 1 box of ABC
and one big bomb of martell
u noe..the big bomb was finished by me and alex
i nv eat much but drink to full
alex was drunk tt nite
haha.. so funny
ut i can,t seem to get drunk by hard liqour
sianz.. cause i find beer not good to drink le...
haha.. ok la... i going to sch le... or really very late liao.. bb
haiz sianz lei...
so early in class
i so more very blur...
cause last 2 wks i slping.. so i nv do..now so blur
haiz... todae to 3...
so tired..
i slp on bus just now..
somemore injuried finger
coach ask me to chack X-rays cause feel likke a bone went off palce
but i feel noth lei
not pain.. haiz..
wait ba until my pfm and exam finished.. haha
i go do work le... bye..
haiz
so sianz
todae so free cause calss to 12 onli..
but still so sianz.. haiz so many days nv updayte le
but i still dunno wat to updatte also..
everydae just sch sch and sch...
now is my test daes..
so sianz.. haiz...
tired me..
got flu liao..haiz .sianz...
haiz..
i felt so useless..
i LOST MY KEYS AGAIN
and just for a walk down stair..haiz..
idiot me..haiz..
very tired todae.. go lakeside again
but not spending my time teaching
is helping the pipa to tune..
tired u know cause no ppl teaching them
ger is sick hwee qi not free then i dunno got whu le
but james got go
he went off early cause he have something after tt..
haiz.. i am so tired...
ytd at sch to 8++
cause the bloody coach ask me to help him test the year1
new bb player
then got one person play so rough then he wan to fight with me..
haiz.. lame hor
but coach come out scold him
cause i am not in wrong
so he is out
i am not playing for this year one
cause very tired with sch
i tihnk i next year then join
but coach really wan me to be in
he say no good ppl will call me in
see how ba.. better not...
haiz.. tired le.. i go bath le..bye...
now is ELTECH class
is u all so call de physics
hauz...
all about circuit one
so damn sianz...
all math...
so many ppl play game
haiz...
i dun feel like playing with them..
sianz..
shuinan change alot le..
i felt wierd
haiz..nvm
tired life...
got lots of project.. haiz.. i go study le...
haiz
busy life of mine
ppl all exam finished
playing le going out
me at home do project
damn tired lo
todae wake up so early tml also
everytime slp at bus
haiz
i really need so entertaiinment
or i will go crazy really really SOON
haiz...HELP ME
i dun think there is anyone whu can help me..
lolz
me going slp soon
tml got to wake up at 6 again
bye..
haiz... just back from training
knee and ankle damn pain
play againt tong whye todae
fun lei
i almost fight wit h one person
cause he is so rough elbow me
then i rough back
he make until his ankle
then he wan to fight
but i nv
i so happy
haha
i am tired man
really tired
busy with sch and there is this bitch tt dun listen
thinks she is so big with her OWN com and hp
haiz i dun wan to care abt her....
i got a new hp
VS6
ok la
quite nice
haha...
tml i am free
can slp late
so good....hee...
u all take care...
haiz now in my math class
wth
damn sianz lo
teacher sit there i sit here
he also nv tok
onli online math ques
and i dunno how to do
wth
ll wrong
need to redo
haiz
sianz lei
i to 5
later another 3 hr math again
haiz
..............
"TIME"
this is a very strange thing
time can do lots of things...
and really i belive time can make ppl change
for me
i nv know i will be so good even to go training when i am sick
even my coach scold me
but i still play
now i am so pale
time make me wan to study le
i now dun wan to jump classes le
i wan to study
eventhough my class is not tt gd..
haiz
now i am so busy
with sch
haiz
lots of projects coming out
haiz.. i better go rest le
or tml i cannot wake up...
feeling much much much better now
haha...
ytd go see doc
doc still ask me wan to go hospital anot
haha
i dun wan
cause he measure is 39.9
then i go back home rest lo
todae much better
now onli 38.3
HAHA
better le
just now go queenway with mum to buy my shoe
buy le my bb shoe and sch shoe
and knee quard strap and ankle wrap for my bb training tml
haha..
tml i will go sch le
hee...
got 2 dae mc le
haha....
i go rest so more le..bye...
haiz...
i sick le again?
high fever this time
now is 39.6
haha
0.4 more i will go hospital liao.. lolz
haiz.. this few dae feeling not well at all
but i stil go out...
from thurdae i feel not well after my bb trainning
then fridae go sch...
then go cmpb
then sat go lakeside pri sch help the co
tgot one gal like cello very much..
haha...
then sundae go to see my coach match
at kallang..
so far..
but they won..
new match
then reach home abt 12
then mondae fever got worst
but i still accompany my friend go jp to buy things
then reach home at 7
then todae
wake up
damn unwell
fever to 39.6
haiz...
haiz..
just back home
after training
cramp lei
sianz
now walk walk abit also cramp...
haiz.. useless me....
haiz...
sch is so sianz..haiz..
todae take the army letter to cmpb
at redhill
but damn fuck lo..
i reach there 5 sharp
and the bloody guard tell me
we close at 5 sharp
fuck lo.....
haiz...tired and tired..
my basketball shoe spolit liao..
no money buy..haiz..
sianz....
sianz.. now in class...
this class actually to 11 de..
but we all finished early
now can go le
but staying here to blog lo..
later de class is at 12.. so sianz..
still very long dunno go where lei...
haiz..
now my whoel body very de tired lei
cause ytd have bb trainning...
somemore play until my shoe spolit..
haiz..
todae wake up still cramp..
haiz.. later then continue ba...
haiz sch
u think poly life gd meh?
i think sec better
haiz
i long time study
no frenz
sianz
no time yo play
so busy
haiz
sick again
todae nv go scg
cause sick
haiz
wth
first wk opnli
haiz..
my finger haven recover
it is so pain when u move it
haiz..
but i dun wan banaged le
very ugly lei..=X
haiz
somemore tml is trainning
haha
nvm still go ba..
hopefully finger dun broke can le..
wahaha.. tml is morning de 8 o'clock
going to slp le
or tml i will not wake up for sch..
bye...
haiz..
haven eat dinner
haven bath
wat also haven do..
but my finger is very pain
got water bubble
cause i burnt my finger during work
then got this ubble on my finger
pain lei...
to go co..
ok la... very tired..
sianz lo
tml is my first day of sch le..
sianz i dunno is go for all the class or lecture...
haiz.. my class dun wan to tok
sux lo...
haiz... how i wished all the people i know is in my blk..
like secindary sch.. haiz
nvm.. tahan one year
next wk wait for shuiinan and acc to come
then i got someone to disturb le..wahaha..
ok la.. i go bath le...
then eat dinner
then slp
tml class start at 8A.m got to go out by 6.30..so early..
bye
back from work..
haiz actually work to 4 de..
but no enough ppl so work to 11
haha..
but until 9 i go down paly com..haha
too free le..
haha...
work and work
so tired.. tml go co..haha
fun.. sch is too boring for me..haiz.
how to spend my 3 yrs..haiz..
nvm.. i go play game le..
bye
todae haiz
another tired dae
haiz..
wake up at 7..
cause need to reach sch at 9
50 mins de bus then
20 mins from the gate to my blk
DAMN FAR
all this alone
sianz
then stupid ice breaker
briefing
the most stupid is the sch tour
still got games
along the way
so sianz
got one game is shoot bb
then my class can't even get in one ball in 2 mins
then onli got 3 mins
then i shoot lo
save them...
haiz simply sianz
the tour takes 4 hrs...
walk until leg tired
then they say is to 5 o'clock finished
but they pull to 7.. wth
tml will be even eariler
is 8.30 but i meeting yan
so even eariler...
wa...will die
like secondary sch
no ar
worst then tt
haiz..
then i see my timetable
mon wed all the way from 8 to 4
tues fri to 2
thur to 12
haiz..sianz liao....i am tired bye....
cause somemore after todae sch i still go
boon aly csc trainnig
now is nth but pain and tired...
wa.. todae very suay ar
damn it... damn suay
go out
forget bring money
fall down
raining
bow broke when practiceing cello in syco
dunno how to play
come home kena said
ez-link no money
wallet no money
wa..todae i really a very suay day lo
dunno why lei..haiz

tml i got to go sch le..
dunno wat briefing which is so long
from 9-5
damn long
haiz....
new sch...no friend
one person take bus then bus is so long
45 mins.. haiz..
think tml i go there rot
halfway will be gone
then tml nite still got boon lay csc bb training
then just now fall down my waist got black blue...
pain lei..haiz
i go pack my things then
try to slp early ba.. for tml sch...
bye
haiz so late le...
i jsut finished my dinner
which is a slice of cake
haha....
todae nth much
went sch with yan to taek o lvl cer lo
then saw mt teachers
all ask me to work hard
hope so ba
haha
todae when to taek my pay so little onli 46
haiz
work until so tired onli get half dae pay
haiz
then go co too early so go eat lo
then after co go home
rot
watch tv
nth le lo..



i heard tt she have found the him
hee
happy for her
not jealous cause
she will got someone to take care of her le
very de good
hope they will be happy and to him
DUN U DARE TO MIS TREAT HER
OR U KNOW WAT WIL HAPPEN TO U
CAUSE U DUNNO MY BSCKGROUND
BE CAREFUL HOR..
i will not let anyone bully her
anyway hope both of u will be happy and sweet




haha.. like tt 264 daes le
say long not long
say short not short
haha
nvm...i will continue on
and on and on...............................................
haiz.. tired
but dun feel like slping
ytd work to 4
so tired from 3 to 4
is not 1 hr
but 13 hrs
tired..
ppl drink like crazy
they clear our 240 l of beer in just 4 hrs
crazy man....
todae go co..
wan to pluck string use wrong finger
my middle finger is so pain...
nvm.... then play bb awhile to 2
then go home rot
now use com
going to slp soon
bro wan to use com
bye
haha... tt is is injuried finger
haha lame ba..
fucking lame lo
todae wake up phone spolit again
off le cannot on.. fuk lo
cannot tahan liao la... dulan
feel like dun wan use hp liao ar
fuk lo
now typing also so diff
sianz lo
du lan........
haiz......
later still need to go work... with my injuried finger.....haiz....
quite happy todae
cause i got back my phone
with everything still inside
if not i tihnk i wil cry
haha
happy lo things inside
hee..
i injuried my fingers and wrist again
damn it..haiz...old injuries...
like old man everything got injuries..
wahohoho..haha
old man le..todae nite at cc play bb with all those coaches
damn pro
elbow me also
haha
body and hands got black blue..haha
let see tml do wat..
iS good fridae ok..
haha
good rite those no need to go sch
haha
tml morning i got trainning again
haha
i got damn lots trainning
taman jurong csc
boon lay csc
both as player
grizzy
team with jeffery
to coach as well as play
so busy rite
haha
ok la
learning to cope with new surrounding
learning how to left go of things
to see this world in a nice way
haha..
i go see anime le
bb..take care all ok??..haha
todae is geraldine birthdae
wish her tt all her wishes come true
happy birthdae!!!!


me so sianz.. everydae go play bb
haiz
cause i dun wan to be in this home with "him"
then everydae i eat dinner at 1a.m
slp at 6a.m wake up at 10
everydae is just like tt
then go out in the afternoon
my home is just a place where i slp and eat dinner
use com
no more
no more family
life is so sianz
haiz
haiz
very bad news here
my father break ties with me
dunno wat happen
maybe i have nv been listening to him
now is like i have no father at home but someone else
this aopplied to him to less one child one idiot
nvm ba
then i no need to call him anymore
my middle fingers swollen le
big
haha
bb cause one lo
nvm
my mood is down
wake up le
from 10 to now
just wake up
but damn happy
hee..cause i got to see her
and hear her
hee....there was sianz but hear her voice make me so happy
hee...there majong all nite
lose money liao siao
lolz
nvm la
as long as i get to see her can le
hee..
now still bad term with family
dunno how la
they want to get me out of the house liao ba
haha
nvm i also dun like them
find other place lo.....hee..
happy happy to see her...bye
haiz
late in the nite
angry with my father
bro
mum
all family
haiz
i cfm tml not coming home...
maybe not back here anymore
this is not my home
wth i go trainning also cannot
kena lock outside
wth
fuck off lo
haiz
angry lo
why can't i
then u all can go out whole dae
me out for 4 hrs then got to be lock outside?
haiz..
i really cannot understand them anymore
haiz
my foot now likt tt wth..haiz.
nvm tml is a happy dae
cause i get to see her
it is just like a dream to me..
haha..thinking of her..
few daes nv log in le
phone spolit
fuck lo.. i love this phone
casue tt alot of things inseide tt is important to me
i think i will go repair it
no matter price..
but now no phone use...
sianz lo...
haiz..
dunno wat to write
next time then write ba..
byeZ
relived
cause know her hand not tt serious
cause she still can plsy..=X
ok la
but my ankle
dunno how lei..
can someone tell me??
really stop basketball??
or just rest for moment??
but it ankle takes years and money to heal lei..
haiz really confused
just like when i saw her
i dunno how to react
aviod her eye sight
but wan to notice her
onli to look from side
or mrrior lo
but saw smiling and laughting
i am gald..
hee..
todae go bugis with yan
buy bag and present
for ger birthdae coming
but tt nite
i tell her i not staying
but i told my mum i will not be back
and she say i better not come on tt nite
so thinking where to go..and ideas??
sms tell me ok...haha...ty
take care wors....to injured gal..
pain
slpless
tired
wat i have todae
morning use com
afternoon rot at jp myself
at coffenbean
finished my first story
buy tissue from one grandma
no change so gif her 2 dollar
then shuinan meet me 4
eat lo
buy present
he say damn exp
then went home
then trainning
run here and there
and one again
my ankle hurtz
bandage
scolded by coach
friend
family
dunno wat to say
btu i know wat doc going to say when i see him
u better stop playing basketball and running about
but i simply can't
cause if not i do wat?
phone going to spolit also
haiz
com no game
msn no ppl
phone nv ring
no ppl find me
so i find wat ever time i could to training
haiz
dunno see how lo
no one to consult
coach ask me to rest somemore
haiz
i am already getting fatter le lei
haiz
can't slp
saw ppl hand injurie also
haiz
dunno how cannot say anything also
haiz
bye
rot
daes passed
time fly
haiz
just like tt another dae passed
sick
coughing like couging out my lung
nv go co
think there also damn little ppl
all gone
dunno how
haiz
i sick i still go jogging
so lame
cause everydae at home
eat paly slp
nthing else
haiz
fatter n fatter
no choice
or i will die of boredness
haiz
damn sianz
haiz
haiz and nth else
still HAIIZ
haiz....
Alone
noone
loney
missed
is wat i have todae
todae simply alone
noone to tok
noone to accompany me eat
one person alone at home
handphone nv ring
onli music is all i have
no activity
began thinking of a person
wat ever i do
whereever i am
wat ever time
wat mood
wat person beside
i will think of this person
maybe i sld b e doing this for lifetime
i am happy thinking of her
alone...bye

haha.. sorry.. dunno how many donkeys years nv come blog...
cause dun ahve tt usa time to blog.. lolz..
actually i also dunno how to update..
i no work le.. boss change..
new phone samung sz370Z i think..
bougth a psp....
went to malaysia last week for tomb cleaning...
this week last week before sch start le
haha.. sianz lo...
dunno do wat...
ok la pdate tml..
ppl ask my play game...
bb
haiz many suay things happen to me...
really suay lei....
hurt my back...
now handphone really spolit lo...
cannot read the sim card...
then lend phone from alex...
damn old de phone...
i think is first gen phone..
haha...
use lo.. bo bian no phone...
aha....
i am so angry with myself now and then.......... ..
i felt so useless....
haiz.. nvm....
my back is gettinf from bad to worst...
very pain now...
haiz...
And a very big change is going to happen to my life..
not a new girlfriend..lolz..
is i going to quit my job...
maybe my basketball too..
and try to study...
tt wat my dad wan..
i know i have nv been good to him cause he nv been good to me too..
but after all he is still my dad i can't changed it...
so try to be a good boy ba..
so now everydae at 12 i will eat slping pills to make me slp haha..
going to slp soon.. bye..
haha... i also dunno wat to write..
now chatting with yan..
very bored...
odae morning nv go cc.. too lazy.. haha
i think i getting more and more lazy..
lazy go work also...
todae go out with shuinan .. rot like fuck.. coem back early lo....
very de boring ar...
help me.....ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
back!!
actually back on fridae nite le..
but too tired to do anything...
alot of things happe there...
lke my father car crash into a cow...
my phone onece again kena throw down from second floor by my nephew..
alot alot ba..
i at there eat slp play gamble and drink...
i think i am alot fatter le ba... must be...
haha..
i come back win lot of money in gamble also.. haha..
go down basketball court there paly.. ahha...
2 dae i win abt 50 ba.. haha...
btw happy chinese new year to all.hee..
sianz lo.. i at eski bar.. all boss fault..
i thought come can get my pay.. own me so long liao...
say wife just bought car no money...
- -""
so i now use his com aply game.. haha
my one haven start.. haha.. 3 then start ...
i now is full time there liao..
haha... got more money..wahaha...
sianz also...
tml got to work again.. at marriot..
sudden event.. haiz...
i go practice my skill first liao.. bye
arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i just woke up todae... i am still damn tired....
cause i work for 3 daes at marriot and 2 in bar..
damn tired.. fridae is work at marriot..from 3 to 11.. ok lo..
then go eat supper paly buck out billard with shuinan and my elder bro..
sat working 3 to 1 at marriot..cause busy.. then go bar from2 to 7...
fucking tired lei..todae also got 2 side.. sianz ar....
mondae think of meeting james haha... dunno y....
by next week think i will meet all my friends ba.. cause fridae nite i going back to malaysia
for chinese new year le...
haha..
ok i am tired let me lie on my bed for another 30 mins i got to wash up and go work liao.. bb
hi.. long long nv come dunno y also...
still feeling damn tired......
todae i slp to abt until afternoon..haha.. the longest i ever slp...
cause sundae nite went to yan house to watch soccer with james also...
haha.. fun la.. watch together....
sundae morning got cc de co.. mr ng call me at 10.40...when i just slp at 8.30..
then afternoon got meeting cc de.. sianz.. lo...
sat actually wan to go to cc de dinner one.. but can't.. cause suddenly hotel de boss call say need to work...then i work until half my 0 degree bar boss also call me to work todae sudden event.. cause got one campany group earns money...sianz lo..from 3p.m work to 7a.m then drinking at 0 degree toking with boss.. abt more new cocktail i am going to make...sianz lo...
then i forget wat i did le....
dunno why i feeling life is more sianz le....
i got a feeling i am just going to work and study and no more things...
i nv gobb de training for long time als... coach alreadsy scolding me...
haiz....
i feel so sux abt myself.. haiz...
sad sad i damn sad over here..
my tears just drop down...
one of my bro's bro call me just now...
his fathers just died on mondae and todae is thurdaes.. to todae then i know...let me tell u his story...
we call him ah cheong.. tt is not his name u know why we call him tt.. casue he is poor...
he is older thanme 7 years old... i know him when i am 8... we have been through thick and thin with the 12 of us....
ah cheong father is a principal in a sch in malaysia..but he is a gambler,smoker,drinker and a drug addict...
cheong has always been look down but ppl around him even his sch where his father is a principal...
cause his father is always out and back he scold them the sisters and bros of 5....
he hate his father more than anothers...
ppl always say u are just like ur father u can't do anything well...
he is very poor... he live abt 500m away from my house in malaysia...
but every morning at 4 he will wake up and deliver newspaper and milk to all along this road which is around 20km... with his cycle sometime even run...
to him even a egg is pericous...
he dun have money to buy toys so we always wenting fishing running..things tt no need money at all and can get back something for his family to eat...
abt 6 years ago.. his father got a stroke....
was send to hospital....cheong went to hospital with me.. all his family members were sad..
however not cheong... he is so angry tt he scold his father right in his face... u useless shit...
he went back to work tt dae... i cannot see any sadness in him...
he quit his job as a principal cause he can do not but eat shit and slp...
he was back to his small house.. lying there.. the 5 bros and sis got to take turns to take care of this father.....
one day he got no money to buy drugs he took one of his sis money...
cheong mum got so angry tt tt dae she ask all to come back...
and they all agree to kick his dad out..
he live ouside a temple....
they will bring him food and cig everydae..
and every year during chinese new year... cheong will bring his dad back and wash him...
stay at home for 3 daes..and back he goes...
just 3 months ago.. his father is back to hospital cause his ack got a big hole..
cause drug takers got sentitive skin...
bugs attack him and one very big hole in his black...
doc say he lucky got take drugs tt he can withstand the pain....
cheong was so angry....
just on mon his dad passed..but on the second dae then they know...
they bring his back for funnerl...
all relative come...all weep..family weep..but not cheong....
till wed... his father was send to brunt.. he stand at the back..
looking at the coffin brunt..
then the doc call him and say tt his dad left notes for him...
it wrote in chinese" Son i know u hated me..i am sorry..but son.. i love u and always do"
his tears drop...
and when from JB need to take the urn back to ipoh..
when he carried the urn he need to keep calling his dad name and where he is so the soul follow..
when he was toking he weep like a baby....
cause of his dad..even thought he is rich now..
he dun smk,drink and gamble..not to say drugs....
his bro call me jsurt now tt cheong does not eat anything..haiz i worry over here...
u see parents love u.. just tt they dun say....
cause ppl that say those very bad things to u are those that really care abt u...
now u can go to ur loves one and hug them tightly cause u nv know when they will be gone tt u wan to say sorry also cannot.. just like cheong he wan to say sorry to his dad but can't...
haiz....
sianz i injured my foot again...
pain lo.. sianz..
let me see wat to blog....todae morning to afternoon i was slping in my bro rm
cause td nite got alot ppl request me to go pfm.. then i go at 2a.m..
sianz lo..
then just now go play bb lo...
ytd afternnon also go work..12 to 6..
boring lo.. then meet my bro play ghost squad at jp...
fridae nite went to eat at sakura..gathering.. haha quite fun la..
haha.. thanks all.. hee...
fridae morning study sianz.. afternoon go play pool with cy then go afternoon class...
then i forget thursdae dow at liao.. haha... i going to put cream on my leg le... haha..
tml still got 9a.m de class..haha
hahaha.. log long time nv update cause my com return to ppl le..
he going to aifforce sch so need his lap top.. hahah
todae i wake up late le so nv go sch...
actually is lazy la.. hahah..
i got 1 month off work ar 0 degree..hahaa.. finallly...
i will extend my off until after new year i tihnki am the fist to take break..haha
dunno wat to update also..
haha..
sat nite went to MOS..
but sianz la...
haha..
duno wat to write next time ba...
Wa Lao FirSt dae of the year i am so BORED....................
sianz ar sianz.....
boring wake up very early slp very late.. boring ma.. cause ytd nite nth to do
at 209 basketball court toking with yan bin, ming chong and chun yip abt the past.. haha.
funny enough cause we from 1 tok to 3.30 without knowing the time.. lolz..
before i james and chun yip walk around..haha...
before tt were rotting at home lo.. boring......

and the last entry also dunno y become one K.. sianz lo...
eh.. the last entry i also forget wat i write le....
anyway...

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL
MaY AlL UR WiShEs CoMe TrUe

okok.. sianz i go back rush my project le.. cause tonite working.. bye...
K
haiz sianz... just woke up....
but later going to work at marriot...maybe nite goign 0 bar work also... ahiz..
will be damn tired ba....
ytd slp at 4.30 casue doing my sch project...stress ar....
haiz....
ytd i cut ym hair also.. free one.. casue i hepl my bro alex make his com.. then he say wan help me cut hair..
abit stranger but nvm la...
since he like to cut hair....
ytd morning go gym with yan then eat lunch then went home le...
thuesday i think i was at home until nite go co...
i forget wat i wanted to say le...
tired life...byes...
haha so boring..haha...
todae can say boring or smehow quite fun de christmas.. cause mostly i will be working or at home..
but todae i went out..wahahah
morning co sianz jvss de teacher sux lo.. damn sux ok... idiot...
then mdn peng come like reporter like tt take pics...lame lo..
then sch all go off.. we cc practice...
eat lunch at 2.. then continue.. to abt 5.30 ba.. or somewhere there lo...
actually ig ot somethng to do one.... sianz lo.. onli practice the stupid er hu song.. ahiz..
then go out with james yan and chun yip..
go harbour eat...then go vivo walk actually also nth to walk..
we go to the toys"R"us walk.. i play with the hand elmo the whole time lolz.. fun lei..haha...
then they went to arcade to paly some stupid game
and can i say james cannot be a fly a plane?? ahha...
then plahy paly is already 10.30..
haha yan and james went home
but chunyip wan go orchard...
go lo... kena ppl all things.. scold ppl also..
sianz..
then meet nan..
packet mac go home.. lolz..
now i am at home rotting..haha...
haha

MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAFR TO ALL


haha..

haiz my family is getting from bad to worst...
haiz.. i am known for being bad in my home but i am not bad to tt extand that i have to steal my dad money..
dunno how or wat he do he found out tt he lost 100 bucks...
and he came back scolding and shouting at me tt i take it..
fuck lo.. y i need ur 100 when i have over 2k as my pay??
fucking lo.. cause morning he call to scold me first i told him i nv take he keep scold..
make my mood damn fuck lo...
todae go old folk home.. no mood alos... fuck sianz..
then when home rot lo.. no mood.. fuck sianz.. no ppl.. mood sux...family sux...
haiz.. so from afternooon 5 i have been doing my math online to now.. fuck sianz..
haiz... ok ba..
say to here i feel bit better.. wish i got someone to hear me nag all this.. nvm ba.. ok le.. i got to go work le.. my friend is downstair le...
tml got to go sch too.. to sell uniform to sec one lo...nvm.. i go le.. bye..
haiz my family is getting from bad to worst...
haiz.. i am known for being bad in my home but i am not bad to tt extand that i have to steal my dad money..
dunno how or wat he do he found out tt he lost 100 bucks...
and he came back scolding and shouting at me tt i take it..
fuck lo.. y i need ur 100 when i have over 2k as my pay??
fucking lo.. cause morning he call to scold me first i told him i nv take he keep scold..
make my mood damn fuck lo...
todae go old folk home.. no mood alos... fuck sianz..
then when home rot lo.. no mood.. fuck sianz.. no ppl.. mood sux...family sux...
haiz.. so from afternooon 5 i have been doing my math online to now.. fuck sianz..
haiz... ok ba..
say to here i feel bit better.. wish i got someone to hear me nag all this.. nvm ba.. ok le.. i got to go work le.. my friend is downstair le...
tml got to go sch too.. to sell uniform to sec one lo...nvm.. i go le.. bye..
haha.. ia m here to blog.. lolz..
i actually got alot to say and i am thnking alot of things cause cucumber(chun yip) tell me abt my bad things...
interm i am thinking it over...somehow i really think is true...
i thought i can just go over by quiting but not..
cause tt is not the problem the problem lies in me
me my char...cause i am a anything person i go along anywhere not idea no thinking...
tt where ppl actually dun like rite...
but i feel really hard on others... sorry ppl...
and i wan to change everyone...
i wan to change for better..
so help me can?
when ever i say anything or dunno plas scold me or hit me a u like.. cause i wan to change better..
and i got any others problem tell me i wan to change really...
maybe just for 'you" or myself...
haiz... I DUN LIKE MYSELF...
and i wan to learn how to communcate with others..
i get scolded over this too...
cause i always haha or hee.. or lol and tt all..
i dunno how to make a consevation better..long and interest..
i onli got tt little trick up my selvee and tt all..
haiz.. i start really hating myself.. ARHHHHH...
Haiz damn sad over this......arhhhhhhhh.....
why u have trouble u nv told me???i will lend my ear and lend even gif u.. to scold tok shout or watever u wan to do to it...casue i dun wan u to suffer anything alone..shared with me pls...thanks...

haiz....

todae mroning..wanted to meet shuinan and chun yip to lunch then see doc cause i got sore eyes.. but int he end i nv meet shuinan cause one lazy go up, one lazy come down.. haiz...
then go seng siong with chun yip cause he buy the absolute vokda ras..for his friend...stupid tt drink sux...then i went over to my workplace de meeting just now..stupid lo so long haven meet finished..haiz.....i dun wan work todae even thought it's ladies nite....no mood there..haiz..
then went home go down basketball court cause see them there...tok cock then went home.. then start to eat my dinner which is mac again..haiz...i am really getting sianz over my life.. so amny trouble that i can't take care of lo...haiz..
then tml got to go old folk home for my IAC project lo...haiz.. i tihnk i go there will be comfort by there de grandpa and grandma then i toking to them....then got to go to my class de steamboat. then after tt i got work think i getting so pay yto buy chirstmas present ba...HAIz.. my life is so trouble without u to speak to..haiz... bye...
haha..todae i am damn happy even thought i am damn tired....
haha.. get to see ppl tt are close with me in my sec life..
cause of shihui and yan.. thanks alot....Hope all ur wishes come ture..
and i am damn happy over someone..haha..get to see and disturb her... haha.. fun fun fun..
got to think of my things liao cause dun feel like going with jeff out... sianz...
haha.. go slp ba.. nite all....
haha.. back from training..wahahha,,
damn tired..
but song.. cause nv work i can really slp..wahaha..
but tml class 10..sianz...
after one more week test liao...
sianz lo...
tml got math quiz..i dunno how to do lei... wtf...
going to failed again...
haiz...
sianz lei.. now i cannot slp dunno do wat..
lazy to do work also..
ahaha.. so lazy.. i go see comics..wahhahaha
bb
haha..sianz ar..
boring lo..
my mum and dad go malaysia..
my 2 bros are out..
here i am at this tim 1.51a.m rotting
damn tired but i just can't fall slp..
missing her here abuit there abit..lolz..


todae went to tamn teach co as usual... before tt actually wan to go sch see ji lao shi one..
but over slept cause i woke ytd from 2-6 then went home slp..
haha.. befroe working went to ger,kelyn,hweeqi,yi xeun.
they all de bbq.. even thought they have so trouble on the way.
but i james and yan tried hard to make them smile..haha..
so ladies dun be sad... smile more be happy ok.. eveything got solutions as long as u think abt it longer and understand it.. haha..

sianz lei..
i am so bored.. i go watch tv le.. bye...
the moffac de Miss u like crazy and i wan to drow old with u by westlife is nice..haha
firstly i am going to talk about YAWNS..
haha.. i found out something human are really amzaming..
i on thurdae nite to fridae whole day working and study..
i counted my yawns...
MORE THAN 300 tijmes... haha.. my mouth is so tired..haha..

haha...todae went co....got meeting....
BTW james the stage ia lso a part need anything me to do must tell me.. i will help u...
i dunno write wat.. haha..

ok i going to talk abt something i think onli james and some of my close friend and bros would understand.....
firsty, james th one u love is still by ur side.. i felt tt u r really better than me in all ways...
maybe sometime u would say u envious me but i really envious u not myself...
i felt i am the most useless man in this world.. all things i do will hurtz someone or anyother..
haiz.... and ur love is still a very gd friend to u.. even tohugh u nv tell her...but she still friend with u eating movie sending her..not me...she drift far far away from this island to anyone where she seem really happy...when i get to see her i really really feel very very happy....but there is this very strange feeling.. even we are standing next to each othere i felt tt not close at all.. talk like friend but..somehow.. i tihnk it my feeling ba..haiz....i really dunno wat to do....james can tell me?? lolz.. haha... c u tml ba.. bb..
sian i am damn tired....
i have been working for 3 nites and studying at the same time.. working at 0 degree bar..
cause got bar man pfm.. damn tired....
work at 9 end at 6... todae i ahven even slp.. in three dae i onli slp for abt 8 hrs or less ba.. cause ytd early end sch so got time to slp...
haiz..
haven do my project.. and i am so tired here..
i better go do ba.. later go problem with it....
bye...
take care...
long time nv come this little blog le....
dunno wat to write.. but to say i really wan to thanks james and yan..
without them my life is really sianz....
hah..
todae together go sim lim see things really fun... laugh and laugh...
haha....
i also injuried my left wirst while out settle something with ast..
ass lo.. suckers...
tt dae sorry nan yan and james i nv go meet u all.. sorry...
suddenly ot problem...
sorry...
sianz.. i dunno wat to write liao.. i onli know i tml got to study while others holidae..
haha.. o lvl finishing le.. how i wished i still at o lvl...
haha....
i go do my things le... got to open my desktop check something...
bye.. take care.. tt finished exam... good luck for ur result...and enjoy life.. ahha
hahaha... long time nv update cause my laptop spoil...
so ytd find one of my b ros take this com.. same model but alot slower.. sux lo...
haha.. but need for sch so no chioces..
haha....todae very sianz day go sch... haha...
i wake yan up early casue thought wan to get safty goggles..
but i find alex on my own to sch so take from him..haha...
ytd go cc de co...
not bad cause the who not there so we no need to practice the er hu songs..so happy..
haha...
then sat nite i went to sgh overnite.. for my bone and muscles check up every 2 months...
haha... muscles no problem cause i dun have any.. lolz.. but bone is worst on knee and ankle.. and wirst.. haha.. nvm...the nite was hard to pass over there..sat afternoon teach lakeside.. but my group onli 1 person come so nv teach also... haha.. play with them onli..haha..
james also sick on tt dae....
others dae i also forget do wat...
i very forgetful liao..
blur like wat...
haiz...

btw...
to those taking o lvl now very gd luck to u all... jia you... wished u all have good result..haha..
take care too.. dun get sick in exam weeks.. haaha
haha....nth to do.. here watching tv and using com at the same time...
haha... todae morning go cc lo.. ok la... nth much to do...
after noon rot.. then at nite play bb with chun yip, alex and xiao ping....
haha.. play at cc....bored lo.. no ppl.....haha....
ytd let see...
morning nth to do.....
afternoon go there teach lo.. damn stress.....
they nv will listen to me.. haiz....
after tt eat with james... then on the way went home... see cc got damn lot ppl playing bb.. so go cc...
then find my friend there....
haha.. 3 is boon lay csc one.. one is national youth one.. then ask me to play awhile....
haha...but tt idiot chunyip ar.. birthdae ask wan to ask me out ar.. but nv...
then i went home at 8+.. then rot at home.. when n o one is at home lo... boring...
fridae i forget do wat le.. haha.. tml got sch...
machine..haiz.. boring lo.. 2 hrs break dunno wat to do...
haha.. late le...
dunno y i look at com my head is so dizzy like com shaking non-stop...
haha..... somemore my dark circles getting worse le..haha...
todae sianz lo....
go jp alone walk.... from 2 to 7...
but 1 hrs at lan shop play dota....
dun feel like going home.. then no ppl free...
alone rot lo...
then nite go colour court play bb..
james say saw me..haha.. nv c him..
but then i strain my right nknee again.. lolz.. now very pain..
must put straight.. haha...

todae chun yip birthdae le.....
haha.. happy birthdae ar....
finally 18 le ar....
haha...
tkae care la...
dun play gals liao...
find one and settle down pls...
i know u handsome.. i ugly...
cause i go out with u all gals c u....
haha... enjoy ur dae......

haha.. dizzy ar.. i go watch tv.. long time nv watch le....
almost forget how does the tv looks like haha..
cause can't slp alsoo..haha...
haha.. feeling much better now...wahahha...
todae busy dae..lolz...
morning nv go sch cause.. lazy lolz..
i am getting from bad to worse...
haha... very bad hor ....
haha... then afternoon meet james and yan out for lunch...
but yan nv go sch also.. lolz..
we take 198 to queenway just to eat the laska... before tt also at queenway there find the chicken rice but nv open...
haha... then go punch james face at the arcade..haha..
then take bus 123 from queenway to orchard to take pay money...
haha...
after tt we take bus again..
bus 7 to tg katong...cause james wan to buy dizi all tt...
in the end i also buy rosin..
and see bass and bows...
not bad... wan to ask shuinana to buy.. cause even thought 120
but really good to hold....
i wished i can buy cello..
but dun think so... haiz...
haha.. then mrt home....
by the time i reached hm is already 7 ++
haha.. from 12 to 7++..
haha.....
tml sch to 11 onli.. sianz...haha.... boring....
bye...
haha.. feeling much better now...wahahha...
todae busy dae..lolz...
morning nv go sch cause.. lazy lolz..
i am getting from bad to worse...
haha... very bad hor ....
haha... then afternoon meet james and yan out for lunch...
but yan nv go sch also.. lolz..
we take 198 to queenway just to eat the laska... before tt also at queenway there find the chicken rice but nv open...
haha... then go punch james face at the arcade..haha..
then take bus 123 from queenway to orchard to take pay money...
haha...
after tt we take bus again..
bus 7 to tg katong...cause james wan to buy dizi all tt...
in the end i also buy rosin..
and see bass and bows...
not bad... wan to ask shuinana to buy.. cause even thought 120
but really good to hold....
i wished i can buy cello..
but dun think so... haiz...
haha.. then mrt home....
by the time i reached hm is already 7 ++
haha.. from 12 to 7++..
haha.....
tml sch to 11 onli.. sianz...haha.... boring....
bye...
haha.. feeling much better now...wahahha...
todae busy dae..lolz...
morning nv go sch cause.. lazy lolz..
i am getting from bad to worse...
haha... very bad hor ....
haha... then afternoon meet james and yan out for lunch...
but yan nv go sch also.. lolz..
we take 198 to queenway just to eat the laska... before tt also at queenway there find the chicken rice but nv open...
haha... then go punch james face at the arcade..haha..
then take bus 123 from queenway to orchard to take pay money...
haha...
after tt we take bus again..
bus 7 to tg katong...cause james wan to buy dizi all tt...
in the end i also buy rosin..
and see bass and bows...
not bad... wan to ask shuinana to buy.. cause even thought 120
but really good to hold....
i wished i can buy cello..
but dun think so... haiz...
haha.. then mrt home....
by the time i reached hm is already 7 ++
haha.. from 12 to 7++..
haha.....
tml sch to 11 onli.. sianz...haha.... boring....
bye...
haiz.. not feeling well..
ear blocked and flu and cough... haiz..... cold also..
nv eat for todae.. feeling so unwell now.. haiz....
very long nv update le..wahhaa...
let see.. we got back daes..haha..
todae..wake up really late... 11..then i go cc co..
very funny.. almost all ppl is er hu one..
then other group like onli one ppl each..
cello -me,drums daryl,blow-james,pipa nic,suona-the malaysia uncle..
other all erhu one..haha...lame rite..
me and james going to be the stage manager tt dae...haiz..
cause there will be over 200 ppl there tt dae.. but i stilll need more ppl to go.. haiz...
james and i decide not to pfm the erhu solo one.. haha.. so diff...
after tt go eat then went home..
then rot untio now.....

ytd... i slp until abt 3 then suddenly my mum say wan to go sakura at science there to eat dinner.. then go lo...
she and my bro eat damn lot.. but i not feeling well so eat little but i drink alot..
i keep drinking their milo...haha nice lei..
i drank abt 12 cups in 2 hrs..haha....
then went home slp....

fridae... i nv go sch cause going to work.. work from 12.. so meet james and shuinan at 10 at jp.. then went to eat breadfast at far east..then go work...
we got 7 ppl go to vivo to work.. cause the ck tangs got things...
damn big man.. i got to walk here and there to cover 6 bars and open 100 bottles of white wine and red wine... so tired..
all vip..haha....
then james and 3 ppl go back at 2... cause they are new no nned to do back up stuffs... then others of us work to 5....
tired man. reached home 6.. then slp lo.... nth much to do.....

thurdae.. i onli rmb go areana to celebrate kelyn birthdae.....sorry lei kelyn and others..sorry i got training on everydae so i cannot stay late.. sorry to all...
think tt is all ba.. tml i got to go sch le.. sinaz....... others pls study hard for ur exam.. dun be like me.. fail so many... bye...
it has been a long time ever since i posted....
cause of working.. and finally my work at the factory stopped..
but now i am sick...- -"....
just seen the doc back... he gaf me a 3 daes mc..
on one reason.. serious throat infections...
pro lei...lolz.. dunno why....nvm ba....
haha... no sch can rest...
got headach and flu also...
wan to eat also diff...
sianz lei....
haiz....
i go eat porrige liao...
bb
haha.. damn long nv come update...
busy with work ba.....
now flu,cough and sore throat.. cause of working and the haze ba...
very hard to slp also..
sianz lo.....
nv go traning also...
sundae also nv go co cause all working....
haiz....
i also dunno wat to update..
so sianz....
most ppl finished their exam le ba...
N lvl also ba...
haha.. 0 lvl coming..
no time go clubbing with bros also..
sorry.....

the aiyo coming back... tuesdae...haha
tihnk he enjoy himself there ba..
heard from him from phone and letter..haha
enjoying life there..haa...
ok le i need to prepared for tml work....
i now having 2 jobs..
1 is the same hotel and other is at a factory box those milk and drink..
haha.. boring lei...
ok bb..
long time nv update le...
haha.....
its going to been 2 weeks of no smking.. felling strange...
cold and fever at times...
haha.. nvm
boring lo.... stay at home... haha.. dunno wat to update also....
haha.....
i know.. haha...
i wan to update abt my 12 die-hard bros....
alex-motor and cars siao..
alfred-handsome gals siao...
xiao xiong-tatto siao and wife siao..
gary-mind siao.....dun look down on him he is a doctoer degree in psychi..
ah ming-games siao and fight siao...
alvin lee- fighting siao...
lernoard- hope i nv spell wrong..lolz....- he another gal siao....
yang gen-money siao rich...
zhi zhang-song siao
Hock kong-the slience smile....haha
Benard-the big bomb...tt tok damn lots...
lasty is me... haha..
this are my 11 bros..
which we have been thought lots of things...
we share and lost together...
some of them are "black belt"..haha
not in any sport.. but is on their right ankle..
haha....dunno ask around will know wat it mean.. haha
ok la i tok to her onli
haha.. bye...
haiz.. bad mood.. dun feel like doing anytihng...
haiz...cause i fought and quarrel with dad....
and i am quiting smking on 15 sept..
haiz...cause i have done so wrongs...
nvm abt tt...
last wed i went to see my bro out of BMT...
i was touched cause they are REALLY happy...
can see theeir faces so happy...
i saw saad ther also.. and a few of my die-hard bro...
haha...
i like whole dae there..casue my die-hard bros are at diff company..
then at diff time...
i still there ..haha...
but see they all so happy.. i am happy too...
okba.. nth much le....

for those exam.. good luck... take care...ALL the best...
Best result ok......
bye...
hey hey.. just back not long after a bath and my dinner at this time..
haha.. no wonder i am getter fatter...
haha.. nvm la..
todae training was harsh on me.. i was late for 1 and 1/2 hrs and i got to do three times more workout..
i run a total of 6km todae.. damn tired now my leg are stiff...
because to send james little present and see him before he go to xi an for his guan...
Bro must take care ar...firstt ime out... be careful..

haha...todae see ger qi kelyn and yixuen.. haha long time nv see them..
they are stilll tt nice and pretty ok.. lolz...
haha....
afternoon went to lavender to make amend to my passport.. and i overheard this woamn tt say she wan to end her marrige will she be able to continue her PR..
and i tihnk... when to ppl think this way.. aren't there other ways.. i feel sad...
really.. then went to jp to buy things with mum... think abt tt woman words..
my mum ask me to buy wallet i also dun wan... crazy me... ii go play game le.. tml going to ubin to see my bro ina rmy...wahahah
haiz..sianz.. i can't fall asleep..
tml pfm le.. but nth to scare...
boring somemore..
haiz.. this week all is co things..
todae is pfm at frioner cc...
dunno how to spell la...
haiz..
ok la....
then go lakeside teach but i wasn't teaching..
firstly is shuinan teach..
then is yingying and jol teaches the two little boys..
they have nv been listening to me..
but they were listening to them....
i think i am not to be teacher ba....
haiz..
useless....
then go out with shuinan,james and chunyip..
eat one feast with james.. before our this very bro go xi an...
there to lear his guan zi...
not bad wat...
1 month..
haiz...
boring man.. this week nv go training...
coach calling to scold me liao..
nvm la..
he will understand de...
i got no jobs lei...
i wan to try those weird jobs..haha
but dun have...
nvm la..
go training..
wan to slim duna bit this holidae...
go more national training ba...
haha...
still can't slp.. sianz..
haiz.. nvm la i go watch tv..
bye...
haiz.. sianz lo..
no job..
later to go back work..
go gym with yan..
eat with james...
out clubbing...
at home..
trainning...
and nth else...
bored lo..
poly life sucks..
haiz..
haiz.. sianz lo..
no job..
later to go back work..
go gym with yan..
eat with james...
out clubbing...
at home..
trainning...
and nth else...
bored lo..
poly life sucks..
haiz..
haiz.. sianz lo..
no job..
later to go back work..
go gym with yan..
eat with james...
out clubbing...
at home..
trainning...
and nth else...
bored lo..
poly life sucks..
haiz..
haiz.. sianz lo..
no job..
later to go back work..
go gym with yan..
eat with james...
out clubbing...
at home..
and nth else...
bored lo..
poly life sucks..
haiz..
arh... reallly so long nv come update le... haha..
todae is so boring........
let see when is my last update.. 28 wors.. todae is 2 le.. haha
so long...
28-30 when to chalet my class one..bored lo..
first dae bbq.. still ok ba...then all tt peryln fault..dun bully weesin la..
i know he like u...dun ask him dun everything for u la...
like princesss there like tt...
then tt dae we drink abs vodka.. then the two gals drunk lo...
lame lo...
all of us boys were so busy taking care of two "crazy" gals..
haiz... then nv slp...
second dae nth to do... go arcade and play pool... play until siao.. then at nite play majong...
then we boys but e 33 to the beach to drink cause if the two gal drink and drunk again we are in trouble... then we chat thw whole nite...
lolz.. chat to morning..
then ask them up and went home..we slp in the mrt..haha.. damn long..
then i was slping at home all dae....
thurdaes actually wan to go sch one... but tired overslept...
then afternoon meet james and shuinan....ktv session...
we were so crazy there...wahhaha.. siao one..
then fridae which isytd went out with shuinan to ps there lo..
we saw so many les....
haha...
then ytd nite gang got things.. then went out at 2 then back at 5... then slp..
tired ma..
todae morinng really late for sch de co....
haha.. but nvm la..
then after tt go eat eith shuinan.. then he went aunt house i went home lo...
so bored until now...
got ppl want to go out??? i am bored to death..
arh!!!!!!!! help!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just got home....
ytd fought with father again..
cause he say i tok back to him when i am toking the reasons...
then he come beat me lo...
i not happy fight back lo..
then he fall.. i went out...
ytd was cold....outside my house at the stair case spend my nite...
nvm la.. i going chalet later... 3 daes...
aleast i dun get to see him....
haiz....very low mood now... how to happy???
soemone teach me???
haiz..
dunno wat to write also....
very sianz...
today moring nv go gym with yan cause ytd nite rushed contract until 6 in the morning...
but james call to meet him lo.. then go lo..
went to his house to wait for shuinan...
help him make the blog lo...
then go areana.. paly awhile..
then i went to training le...
tired lei..
todae i go there late.... then i got to run extra 2 rounds..
tired like hell....
but stil ok la.... can tahan...
cause national training starting soon...
haiz... i onli go train ba.. not joining the team....
haiz.. still lloking for jobs lei....
no money lei....
haiz...
haha..
finally exam over...
but i tihnk i failed all..
i tihnk i no need go 2nd sem liao..
can retake all module liao... haiz..
all blame me so lazy...
haiz...
haha.. i cut my hair le.. wahaha..
short lo.. damn short.. haha.. but cooling..haha..
finding job now.. cause dun feel like working as the same old one..
maybe going to work at golden village.. haha...
tml go see how.. wahahah....
dunno wat to write... sianz...haiz..
long time nv update le haha.....
very fan nowadays.....
not feeling welll...
got a fracture tumb...
cause last fri nite play bb made de..
tt time still ok but monday match..
make it worse.. cause i playm for first half then need to pull the score..
then first half all coach and me play..cause is final liao..
then i score 40..haha... cause coach keep scolding me
then i keep scoring lo....haha.. the score after first half is 76-28...
haha.. then i dun wan play le.. go up cc de toliet bath..
haha.. got a little prize.. lame lo.. my coach all damn happy cause frist time in four year get wors... haha
sat went to blss to help in their street parade??
haha.. lame one.. we just go there to play...
then sun go cc co lo..; haha...
still got meeting.. many things are going to change.....
cause this dec concert mostly going to be control by james and me..
so will be diff from all those concert before..haha..
then tues i at nite fight with ym dad.. cause he just tok cock ans scold me as he like....haiz dun tok abt this.. now i dun wan to see him.. he at home i at alfread house.. he not at home i will be at home.. haha...good ba....
ok la.. i going to sch to study le..... bye...
NATIONAL DAY.. lolz....
haha.. bored.. whole dae at home not even a step out..
haha.. boring me...
ytd mornign went to sch..
take test..
then go home..
go out with james yan nan and chunyip..
thanks bro.. acc on my birthdae..
but bring u all to the lousy firework and so many ppl.. sorry
sory lei...
then go lao ba sai...
drink.. there very lame better dun say.. haha..
then went home le..
and i wan to thanks jame for the lighter...
my class for the bb....
THANKS YOU..
and all of u whu wishes me happy birthdae..
thanks.. hee...
i go play game le.. bye...
haha.. sianz now in sch...
boring lei...
just now exam com pro.. i think i fail liao..
die.....
haha.. sianz la.. i go play game...
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haiz.. so sick lei...
really feel like jumping down..
cough until my chest pain..
cold until at home alos wear jacket and long pants...
haiz..
i got 2 dae mc...
so i thurdae and fridae nv go sch... then rot at home..
just finished my cats extra woek and e-mail to teacher..
sad rite sick le still got to do work...
thurdae at home lo..
go to see the doc.. she damn exticed..
the problem is i feel like dieing liao then she so happy it make me worse lei....
haiz..
she gif me 2 dae mc and lots of medi and ask me to rest more..
but i just duin feel liek resting...
fridae whole day i was at home... bored me to death..
then sat..fainally i can go out...
to teach lakeside....i wear my jacket out...
and ppl were looking at me cause.. where got ppl on this kind of hot weather wear jacket..
haha.... lame rite...
those kids i really dunno how to teach.. they just not like it...
i too good they climb over my head..
complain this complain there.. haiz.. lame rite...
then eat with james after tt..
then he saw his ex lei.. the very first one somemore..
haha... not bad man james.. haha...
cause there got the celebra of national dae..
actually is for me la..=X
haha...
then todae actually wan to go cc de.. but just too sick.. cough liek hell..
then alfread come my house..
then complain very sianz...
stupid rite..
then ask me go fishing..
go lo..
go to yacht club there fish.. then onli got 3 of us..
alfread xiao bear and me..
but after 6 hrs of suntaning we onl,i catch 5 fish.
all is they catch one..
then all blame me..
say i cough untill all the fish swim away liao... haha.. lame them.
but they not free on my birthdae...
i dunno wat to do on mybirthdae... think it will be another own celebration?
haha.. i going to slp le.. tml got to go sch.. haha..
bye..
sianz.. down with flu and fever...
haiz.. boring lei...
ytd i too sick to play..
then coach ask me to be their tatiac thinking also coach.
haha
so song u know..
can scodl ppl..
then everyone will listen to u..
can scold the reffeer also..haha
haha..
they play until very rough
my friend eyes bleed
coach fall then bleed also..
then there got one bitch tt shout like she is the coach of them..
then i scodl her.. haha..
song ar..
tt pioneer csc.. fuck u know...
cannot win also no need to play rough ma..
then my palyer fight..
haha.. ig o thrre pushed..
both of them fall..
haha. dunno why.. i nv use str..
haha..
but we win 4 point..
haha.. song ar.
then coach come tell me.. not bad...
haha...
then the national team thr coach ask me to join national team lei
no need study..
play bb everydae.. off on sat sun
in sinpore team.. no need army..
then one month.. 3k..
if play good can up more.. like captain.
or the main 5.. 5k plus lei..
rich lei..
but i wan to study first..
maybe if can.. after i finished poly..
then go there.. since no goal in life..
haha..
ok la.. i going to slp le..
tml going tout.. haha...
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CurrentsCurrent mood: Bored lame idiot sick
Colour: Black and white
FooD: Bread and ice cream..hee..
FirstBest friend : Ang teck loong just saw him ytd haha..
Crush: onli one to me...haha...
Music : Fixing A Broken Heart
Last
Cigarrete : Now smoking
Drink : Cold Plain Water
Crush : One onli lo..haha.
Movie : Pirates... my self.. no ppl acc me to watch
Vcd : No VCD... download one can??? is Too fast to furious 2
Theatre : GV... lo where else?
Cd : pan wei bo de turn the world??haha
Song : Story of love-by westlife
Have u ever :
Dated your best friends :Dated best friend??wat it means?? dunno..haha
Been on tv : haha.. i so fat where can be on tv haha...
Kissed someone u duno : got la..paly games with bro tt times... lost ma..
Broken the law : Everytime....haha..
Arrested : for???arrested by father to boys home count? have..
5 things u are wearing : undergarment la.. bb pants..skin..skin and skin. i dun wear shirt at home haha...
4 things done today : Eat slp smk bath
3 things can hear right now : Songs, typing and my own voice...
1 thing u do when Bored : Sleep la... wat else???

Finished.. who shall be next !!! :
1) dunno
2) dun feel like given this to another one
3) ppl whu are bored like me
4) ppl who are unlucky to be call by bros to to this..
5) Anyone who wan to waste time like me..ok can i start typing about myself??
....

haha... todae nv go sch...
sick lei...
flu and running nose...
cannot stop...
then nv go sch lo..haha..
the bin beside is already full thrice liao...
haha.. tuissue wan to be used off by me le.. haha..
bored lei...haiz dunno wat to type la... ahha...
bye..
dunno why i am feeling not good at all..
not feeling well down by fever and cough but i still goes to sch cause
exam comign in 2 weeks time and alots of projects is to be hand in. haiz
then i also have a very bad feeling.. it is a sense of remoseful...
can't smile and laugh..
everyday just the same sad face..
so tired everydae..

times flies..
it had been a year after i broke up..
haha.. now i see her so happy also good..
haha...

projects prjects...
exam.. i am going crazy...
go do project liao.. bb
haha.. many dae nv update le.. really no time..
i seem so busy...
dunno wat happening..
todae so sianz lo... go sch from 8 to 12..
then go home.. go jp meet shuinan..
he tml going hong kong...
haha.. good luck.. take cae..
then go back sch for exam.. 6-7.30
then go cc.. got boon lay cup..
need to help out... so sianz rite..
ytd wed.. go sch lo.. 12 to5 so sianz..
then suddenly got ppl sms scold me.. haha..
but better then nv sms me.. haha...
thuesdae...
sch damn early end...
then meet shuinan then he suddenly say wan go play bb..
then play lo.. i play relaxed like hell..
then i late for my boon aly cup.. gif coach scolded like hell
haiz..then kena box out by ppl in amtch..
he purposely step on my leg u know..
fuck tub lo.. make my leg pain again..
stupid....
haiz..
nth much le ba....
going to slp soon..
tml still got class from8 to 3..
bye..
so sianz.. just finished doing compro...
so tired....


fridae....go sch..
then go home with yan.. yan seemed so tired.. worried abt him..
he go sch... but i go home cause nite got to go out with bros...
fridae nite went out to mdn wong bar again...spent about $80 each..
we have abt 18 person...
we drink a lot...
go home at 5 again.. haha....

then sat... slp to abt 12.. haha...
then go to lakeside to teach cello..
there de student....cannot make it..
all complain tired tired..onli practice awhile...
they still dunno how to even hold de bow..
then the teacher wan them to combine next week....
crazy rite..
haiz... jame got angry with his student cause they say
he is wasting their time...
so bad..
then after tt..when home..
then go to eat steamboat with alex,chun yip,ah ki.. and xiao bai..
the bugis one.. $15..with water... we eat until very happy.. very long nv eat steamboat until so happy le..
haha...
alex make de suace damn nice lei.. but he dun wan to teach me...
nvm...
then after tt alex go watch movie with his gal..
then meet ah ki de galfriend.,..
his gal fdriend is blcc de lion dance de..haha..
kind of know her...
nvm..haha...
then ah ki send her home... the rest of us went to taman jurong play pool and billard...alex come to meet us..then ahgki also... after come xiao bear adn alferd..
but chunyip and xiao bai went home...
then the four of us play all nite.. to 5..then go to race car..
drift around for fun..
then went home abt 10...
mr ng call me...
then go co lo..
there damn sianz u kjnow..
onli 6 ppl come todae...
fuck lo...
i might as well dun go..
damn sianz..
then i went home to slp.. and i just woke up..
haha.. dunno how to go back to slp...
tml still study at 10 meanz 8 got to wake up/...so sianz...
nvm.. bye...
haha.. late in the nite liao..
i am here still doing my project for tml....
very tired wor...
wan to slp also cannot.. still got lots to do....
going to exam soon also.. august is my major exam le..
cannot fail lei..
fail le next year still need to retakw the same course...
will die de.. so now i got to studty real hard to passed all..
then stemp got camp then oct free.. nov going back to sch again.. haiz..
ppl holidae i study...
then my birthdae also dunno how...
somemore i still got exam on my birthdae lei.. i damn sianz liao..
dunno wat to do liao..
fuk up u know..
stress up..
i faster go do..
tml i study 8 means 6 i got to wake up..
but i think i not slping todae le... hee..
bye..
haiz.. now in sch.. so sianz..
this week exam again.. so sianz.. i nv even syudy at all...
haiz....
fridae nite went to mdn wong bar....
i spent 800+++ on them..
they onli let me go home after 6..
damn tired... haiz... but nvm..; haha...
then sat went to teach the lakesiade pri...
dunno wat to teach also... haiz...
then after tt go out with shuinan and james...
wan to go watch movie one but all full...
so we went to suntec to rot...
then go back at abt 11..
then walk with shuinan home..
then saw ger and ric..
haha.. and it is abot 12 + and they are still dating under block
haha... so good ar.. haha...
then went home le...
sundae morning went to play basketball 3 on3.. jeff nv go... then we got one dunno how to play one in our team..
then we onli got 4th.. haiz...
somemore my leg is injury again.. haiz..
haha...
nvm i am not going to be in the boon lay cup..
i onli go for the friendly..
cause coach wan me to make their team look stronger in friendly..
lame rite... haha...
then afternoon go work..
work to 3a.m..
then went home..reach home abot 4 liao..
so todae i nv go elTech test cause late....
haha.. ok i go do my work le.. bye...
todae i realised a smile is really
and REALLY very useful...
it just simply make everything around seem fine
eventhough it is not....
and gif in to others...
somethings around me happen that makes me felt this..
haha.. so smile...


haha long time nv come update..
on wed after sch i got back my com..
then thurdae rush projects..
my eecad ,cats and compro...
so many...
todae found sometime so go back blss to see the co
i see tt the co eventhought have more ppl
but the feeling like last time ia not there anymore
it is so different....haha.. nvm la...

ytd got call from outward bound..
told me tt in my september de holidae
i got a 30dae and 29 nites de camp
at the out island and maybe to malaysia..
sianz u know...haiz..
somemore this things i am going to be the corrinater...
SOOOOOOO long... haha...
btw ANYONE KEEN TO GO??
i need ppl...
hee..

ok la... i go rest abit..cause my leg pain from ytd de trainning
and going to be out at 12..
to thanks my bros at mdn wong bar..
cause they help me to fing the vodka..
eventhought they nv found it.. haha..
ok... BYE...
haiz...
i now keep getting scolded...
haiz...
cause fatter le...
haiz..
always on car drving here and there to look for thing..
then eat and eat..
haiz..
todae go train also kena scold..
cause my knee strain...
then damn pain...
then run until fall..
but kena scolded..
haiz..
i think le..
i this year is really suay..
cause of the wat chinese wat...
dunno wat year one.. will suay...
haiz...
so i am not going to play in the competition
in july end and august end..
i onli play in 16/july de 3 on 3... then this year tt it..
next year then see how ba..
maybe not playing anymore cause i also cannot go to national lvl
i am a PR..
if not i now willl be in national youth team le..
they send me letter ask me to change.. and it free for me..
cause they need me..
haiz... i dun wan to think so much very fan ar..
haiz...
haiz..
dunno wat the hell am i doing these few daes
eat slp play and run
nv go sch somemore
all teachers looking for me liao
dunno wat the hell
so lazy even sch also dun wan go...
onli know how to slp
wake up
eat
go out
find things
bets
eat
slp
all i do u know
i felt so bad
haiz
maybe i am just born to be uselesss and lazy ba
toddae my dad say me
getting fatter and fatter
haiz..
i also know
i am plain lazy...
tml i MUST GO SCH
cause is IS class
dun go will debarred from module
need to retake..
haiz...
dunnno wat to write..
i go slp le.. tml got to wake up at 6...
bye.. wan an....
very sick here..
ytd nite when to hospital in the middle of the nite
cause i having a very bad headache..
doc say is low blood pressure
and have gastric pain .... haiz
wat the hell..
so suay now adays.....
nv slp at all..
morning when to co
but there is so little ppl..
so boring....then when home
rot and rot
head still very pain...but nth i can do abt it...
haiz..
this few weeks..
manage to win money in world cup..
but it nth much.. haiz.. my head vertp pain le..
sorry
tok next time...
haiz..
long time nv up date liao.. now in sch..
cause my com go repair le
so no com
no play also...
my leg bone got cracked and middle finger also
when to hospital so amny time
then x ray also alot of time...
i failed lots of subject..
cause no mood to study.. haiz...
i going to gif back ppl com le..
bb
sorry lao da..
just now saw u but cannot call u..
sorry.. i am with my grandma... sorry..


haiz... i am so loney..
no place to go
no ppl to accompany me
nth to do..
all day at home
haiz..
smal bro go OBS camp
and tt camp i am not in as leader
then just drive big bro back to his camp..
nth to do..
haiz.. sianz
rotting..
todae sat..
pfm dae..
xiao brng and ah ki
ok le... happy for they...
hope todae pfm
i wouldn't blur off...hee...
ok le i go practice le..bb
todaewent to cut my hair
maybe to change my feeling ba
so cut lo.
feeling better abit
todae went for syco
but shuinan changed alot
he now think he damn big lo
haiz.. dunno how la... he think got money big deal..
dunno wat to say alot.. things all happen so fast
before u can think and react and it is past
so now..
i think i will not plan forward anmore
i will take one step think one step..
haiz...
tml exam gagin.. bye..
haiz...
really no mood
later exam somemore..
nv study..
no mood to go for exam
but must go..
haiz..
can really get into slp this daes
trying to get other it
but however...
it seem to tie there..
cause they have been very nice to me..
we once were not good at all..
when i first get into the gang
he was at a higher ranked then me..
but less then a month i rished to a high ranked..
he complain.. and fight with me..
then we fight and fight for years
and to last years....
he told me he got cancer..
he told me not to fight anymore..
i agree with him and i quit the rank
of fighter..and changed to admin..
he will call us out even thought he know he cannot stay out long..
he will call us go hospital to play
have fun.. really fun..
but now.. he is gone..
i will refill ur wish
which is to stop fighting in gang
i maight as well quit it soon
but i scared they wouldn't let me go so easily
cause i am at the 3rd higher now...
haiz...
i will try to get out....
cause i can't help you to take O lvl
haiz....

By the way ppl whu see this post..
dun tell pppl tt i am in gang
cause i have been putting this as my secert
with sch frenz..
sorry.. and thanks..


Bye.. going to sch for exam..
haiz..
many daes nv come update le..
very unlucky this wk..
one frenz die
one frenz fall from bike and is in hospital
haiz...
why like tt
haiz...
u all must be careful and take care of urself
i cannot take it anymore...
i am going to die too....
u know it hurts so much in me
to see u all injuried...
haiz...




ok la... tt dae sat
celebrate james birthdae
then go arena with co de ppl
fun la..
but i now no mood to write..
sorry...
haiz..
now in sch
no mood
haiz...
now eltech
so damn sianz..
todae my bro mgo army le..
no chance to send him cause got sch..
i not feeling well at all now..
leg damn pain..
ytd training fall down lots of time
leg cramp no mood play
then kena hit by ppl..
pain lo.. haiz... next wk exma le and pofm... not feeling well
haiz... noone to tok to..haiz..
bye..
haiz..
todae i am sad
but not onli me..
my friend too..
xiao beng..
dun sad.. i know ur bro
beng beng is dead..
he got cancer
but he have passed away todae
u got to go on with life
pls bro..
i know is hard but got me..
afred xiao xiong they all..
we have lots time with u..
take care pls..
we bros are worried for u
really
sorry bro
i can't do anytihng
i'm really sorry...

todae i got ur phone call i am so shocked
i just visited him last wk
and he seem fine
how come todae?
haiz.. bro.. ned any help call me ok...
haiz..sorry
sorry

and
beng beng
take care on ur way down u onli 15
dun bully ppl liao
next life be a good person
dun be another beng liao
u take care on ur road..
sorry i can't help u
but u have made our life very happy though u have cancer
i am very grateful
i will help u take care of ur bro..and ur mum
ok... bye
nv to be seem again..
take care..=(
BYE!
haiz.. is morning liao
sianz..
my bro slping so good
u all holidae liao
me going to sch.. but going to be late
cause my class is at 10..
wahaaha
got test later
wahaha
but nv study one...
fridae nite went to drink with my working frenz cause is my bro last dae of work
before he went for NS..wahaha..
I AM FREE..
ok la.. same after all...
then went home at 3.. haha..
then sat nite went to ALEX birthdae bbq
actually not bbq la
is drinking session
got a little bbq onli
i go drink with him..
we have 7 bottles of chivas
2 box of chang beer and 1 box of ABC
and one big bomb of martell
u noe..the big bomb was finished by me and alex
i nv eat much but drink to full
alex was drunk tt nite
haha.. so funny
ut i can,t seem to get drunk by hard liqour
sianz.. cause i find beer not good to drink le...
haha.. ok la... i going to sch le... or really very late liao.. bb
haiz sianz lei...
so early in class
i so more very blur...
cause last 2 wks i slping.. so i nv do..now so blur
haiz... todae to 3...
so tired..
i slp on bus just now..
somemore injuried finger
coach ask me to chack X-rays cause feel likke a bone went off palce
but i feel noth lei
not pain.. haiz..
wait ba until my pfm and exam finished.. haha
i go do work le... bye..
haiz
so sianz
todae so free cause calss to 12 onli..
but still so sianz.. haiz so many days nv updayte le
but i still dunno wat to updatte also..
everydae just sch sch and sch...
now is my test daes..
so sianz.. haiz...
tired me..
got flu liao..haiz .sianz...
haiz..
i felt so useless..
i LOST MY KEYS AGAIN
and just for a walk down stair..haiz..
idiot me..haiz..
very tired todae.. go lakeside again
but not spending my time teaching
is helping the pipa to tune..
tired u know cause no ppl teaching them
ger is sick hwee qi not free then i dunno got whu le
but james got go
he went off early cause he have something after tt..
haiz.. i am so tired...
ytd at sch to 8++
cause the bloody coach ask me to help him test the year1
new bb player
then got one person play so rough then he wan to fight with me..
haiz.. lame hor
but coach come out scold him
cause i am not in wrong
so he is out
i am not playing for this year one
cause very tired with sch
i tihnk i next year then join
but coach really wan me to be in
he say no good ppl will call me in
see how ba.. better not...
haiz.. tired le.. i go bath le..bye...
now is ELTECH class
is u all so call de physics
hauz...
all about circuit one
so damn sianz...
all math...
so many ppl play game
haiz...
i dun feel like playing with them..
sianz..
shuinan change alot le..
i felt wierd
haiz..nvm
tired life...
got lots of project.. haiz.. i go study le...
haiz
busy life of mine
ppl all exam finished
playing le going out
me at home do project
damn tired lo
todae wake up so early tml also
everytime slp at bus
haiz
i really need so entertaiinment
or i will go crazy really really SOON
haiz...HELP ME
i dun think there is anyone whu can help me..
lolz
me going slp soon
tml got to wake up at 6 again
bye..
haiz... just back from training
knee and ankle damn pain
play againt tong whye todae
fun lei
i almost fight wit h one person
cause he is so rough elbow me
then i rough back
he make until his ankle
then he wan to fight
but i nv
i so happy
haha
i am tired man
really tired
busy with sch and there is this bitch tt dun listen
thinks she is so big with her OWN com and hp
haiz i dun wan to care abt her....
i got a new hp
VS6
ok la
quite nice
haha...
tml i am free
can slp late
so good....hee...
u all take care...
haiz now in my math class
wth
damn sianz lo
teacher sit there i sit here
he also nv tok
onli online math ques
and i dunno how to do
wth
ll wrong
need to redo
haiz
sianz lei
i to 5
later another 3 hr math again
haiz
..............
"TIME"
this is a very strange thing
time can do lots of things...
and really i belive time can make ppl change
for me
i nv know i will be so good even to go training when i am sick
even my coach scold me
but i still play
now i am so pale
time make me wan to study le
i now dun wan to jump classes le
i wan to study
eventhough my class is not tt gd..
haiz
now i am so busy
with sch
haiz
lots of projects coming out
haiz.. i better go rest le
or tml i cannot wake up...
feeling much much much better now
haha...
ytd go see doc
doc still ask me wan to go hospital anot
haha
i dun wan
cause he measure is 39.9
then i go back home rest lo
todae much better
now onli 38.3
HAHA
better le
just now go queenway with mum to buy my shoe
buy le my bb shoe and sch shoe
and knee quard strap and ankle wrap for my bb training tml
haha..
tml i will go sch le
hee...
got 2 dae mc le
haha....
i go rest so more le..bye...
haiz...
i sick le again?
high fever this time
now is 39.6
haha
0.4 more i will go hospital liao.. lolz
haiz.. this few dae feeling not well at all
but i stil go out...
from thurdae i feel not well after my bb trainning
then fridae go sch...
then go cmpb
then sat go lakeside pri sch help the co
tgot one gal like cello very much..
haha...
then sundae go to see my coach match
at kallang..
so far..
but they won..
new match
then reach home abt 12
then mondae fever got worst
but i still accompany my friend go jp to buy things
then reach home at 7
then todae
wake up
damn unwell
fever to 39.6
haiz...
haiz..
just back home
after training
cramp lei
sianz
now walk walk abit also cramp...
haiz.. useless me....
haiz...
sch is so sianz..haiz..
todae take the army letter to cmpb
at redhill
but damn fuck lo..
i reach there 5 sharp
and the bloody guard tell me
we close at 5 sharp
fuck lo.....
haiz...tired and tired..
my basketball shoe spolit liao..
no money buy..haiz..
sianz....
sianz.. now in class...
this class actually to 11 de..
but we all finished early
now can go le
but staying here to blog lo..
later de class is at 12.. so sianz..
still very long dunno go where lei...
haiz..
now my whoel body very de tired lei
cause ytd have bb trainning...
somemore play until my shoe spolit..
haiz..
todae wake up still cramp..
haiz.. later then continue ba...
haiz sch
u think poly life gd meh?
i think sec better
haiz
i long time study
no frenz
sianz
no time yo play
so busy
haiz
sick again
todae nv go scg
cause sick
haiz
wth
first wk opnli
haiz..
my finger haven recover
it is so pain when u move it
haiz..
but i dun wan banaged le
very ugly lei..=X
haiz
somemore tml is trainning
haha
nvm still go ba..
hopefully finger dun broke can le..
wahaha.. tml is morning de 8 o'clock
going to slp le
or tml i will not wake up for sch..
bye...
haiz..
haven eat dinner
haven bath
wat also haven do..
but my finger is very pain
got water bubble
cause i burnt my finger during work
then got this ubble on my finger
pain lei...
to go co..
ok la... very tired..
sianz lo
tml is my first day of sch le..
sianz i dunno is go for all the class or lecture...
haiz.. my class dun wan to tok
sux lo...
haiz... how i wished all the people i know is in my blk..
like secindary sch.. haiz
nvm.. tahan one year
next wk wait for shuiinan and acc to come
then i got someone to disturb le..wahaha..
ok la.. i go bath le...
then eat dinner
then slp
tml class start at 8A.m got to go out by 6.30..so early..
bye
back from work..
haiz actually work to 4 de..
but no enough ppl so work to 11
haha..
but until 9 i go down paly com..haha
too free le..
haha...
work and work
so tired.. tml go co..haha
fun.. sch is too boring for me..haiz.
how to spend my 3 yrs..haiz..
nvm.. i go play game le..
bye
todae haiz
another tired dae
haiz..
wake up at 7..
cause need to reach sch at 9
50 mins de bus then
20 mins from the gate to my blk
DAMN FAR
all this alone
sianz
then stupid ice breaker
briefing
the most stupid is the sch tour
still got games
along the way
so sianz
got one game is shoot bb
then my class can't even get in one ball in 2 mins
then onli got 3 mins
then i shoot lo
save them...
haiz simply sianz
the tour takes 4 hrs...
walk until leg tired
then they say is to 5 o'clock finished
but they pull to 7.. wth
tml will be even eariler
is 8.30 but i meeting yan
so even eariler...
wa...will die
like secondary sch
no ar
worst then tt
haiz..
then i see my timetable
mon wed all the way from 8 to 4
tues fri to 2
thur to 12
haiz..sianz liao....i am tired bye....
cause somemore after todae sch i still go
boon aly csc trainnig
now is nth but pain and tired...
wa.. todae very suay ar
damn it... damn suay
go out
forget bring money
fall down
raining
bow broke when practiceing cello in syco
dunno how to play
come home kena said
ez-link no money
wallet no money
wa..todae i really a very suay day lo
dunno why lei..haiz

tml i got to go sch le..
dunno wat briefing which is so long
from 9-5
damn long
haiz....
new sch...no friend
one person take bus then bus is so long
45 mins.. haiz..
think tml i go there rot
halfway will be gone
then tml nite still got boon lay csc bb training
then just now fall down my waist got black blue...
pain lei..haiz
i go pack my things then
try to slp early ba.. for tml sch...
bye
haiz so late le...
i jsut finished my dinner
which is a slice of cake
haha....
todae nth much
went sch with yan to taek o lvl cer lo
then saw mt teachers
all ask me to work hard
hope so ba
haha
todae when to taek my pay so little onli 46
haiz
work until so tired onli get half dae pay
haiz
then go co too early so go eat lo
then after co go home
rot
watch tv
nth le lo..



i heard tt she have found the him
hee
happy for her
not jealous cause
she will got someone to take care of her le
very de good
hope they will be happy and to him
DUN U DARE TO MIS TREAT HER
OR U KNOW WAT WIL HAPPEN TO U
CAUSE U DUNNO MY BSCKGROUND
BE CAREFUL HOR..
i will not let anyone bully her
anyway hope both of u will be happy and sweet




haha.. like tt 264 daes le
say long not long
say short not short
haha
nvm...i will continue on
and on and on...............................................
haiz.. tired
but dun feel like slping
ytd work to 4
so tired from 3 to 4
is not 1 hr
but 13 hrs
tired..
ppl drink like crazy
they clear our 240 l of beer in just 4 hrs
crazy man....
todae go co..
wan to pluck string use wrong finger
my middle finger is so pain...
nvm.... then play bb awhile to 2
then go home rot
now use com
going to slp soon
bro wan to use com
bye
haha... tt is is injuried finger
haha lame ba..
fucking lame lo
todae wake up phone spolit again
off le cannot on.. fuk lo
cannot tahan liao la... dulan
feel like dun wan use hp liao ar
fuk lo
now typing also so diff
sianz lo
du lan........
haiz......
later still need to go work... with my injuried finger.....haiz....
quite happy todae
cause i got back my phone
with everything still inside
if not i tihnk i wil cry
haha
happy lo things inside
hee..
i injuried my fingers and wrist again
damn it..haiz...old injuries...
like old man everything got injuries..
wahohoho..haha
old man le..todae nite at cc play bb with all those coaches
damn pro
elbow me also
haha
body and hands got black blue..haha
let see tml do wat..
iS good fridae ok..
haha
good rite those no need to go sch
haha
tml morning i got trainning again
haha
i got damn lots trainning
taman jurong csc
boon lay csc
both as player
grizzy
team with jeffery
to coach as well as play
so busy rite
haha
ok la
learning to cope with new surrounding
learning how to left go of things
to see this world in a nice way
haha..
i go see anime le
bb..take care all ok??..haha
todae is geraldine birthdae
wish her tt all her wishes come true
happy birthdae!!!!


me so sianz.. everydae go play bb
haiz
cause i dun wan to be in this home with "him"
then everydae i eat dinner at 1a.m
slp at 6a.m wake up at 10
everydae is just like tt
then go out in the afternoon
my home is just a place where i slp and eat dinner
use com
no more
no more family
life is so sianz
haiz
haiz
very bad news here
my father break ties with me
dunno wat happen
maybe i have nv been listening to him
now is like i have no father at home but someone else
this aopplied to him to less one child one idiot
nvm ba
then i no need to call him anymore
my middle fingers swollen le
big
haha
bb cause one lo
nvm
my mood is down
wake up le
from 10 to now
just wake up
but damn happy
hee..cause i got to see her
and hear her
hee....there was sianz but hear her voice make me so happy
hee...there majong all nite
lose money liao siao
lolz
nvm la
as long as i get to see her can le
hee..
now still bad term with family
dunno how la
they want to get me out of the house liao ba
haha
nvm i also dun like them
find other place lo.....hee..
happy happy to see her...bye
haiz
late in the nite
angry with my father
bro
mum
all family
haiz
i cfm tml not coming home...
maybe not back here anymore
this is not my home
wth i go trainning also cannot
kena lock outside
wth
fuck off lo
haiz
angry lo
why can't i
then u all can go out whole dae
me out for 4 hrs then got to be lock outside?
haiz..
i really cannot understand them anymore
haiz
my foot now likt tt wth..haiz.
nvm tml is a happy dae
cause i get to see her
it is just like a dream to me..
haha..thinking of her..
few daes nv log in le
phone spolit
fuck lo.. i love this phone
casue tt alot of things inseide tt is important to me
i think i will go repair it
no matter price..
but now no phone use...
sianz lo...
haiz..
dunno wat to write
next time then write ba..
byeZ
relived
cause know her hand not tt serious
cause she still can plsy..=X
ok la
but my ankle
dunno how lei..
can someone tell me??
really stop basketball??
or just rest for moment??
but it ankle takes years and money to heal lei..
haiz really confused
just like when i saw her
i dunno how to react
aviod her eye sight
but wan to notice her
onli to look from side
or mrrior lo
but saw smiling and laughting
i am gald..
hee..
todae go bugis with yan
buy bag and present
for ger birthdae coming
but tt nite
i tell her i not staying
but i told my mum i will not be back
and she say i better not come on tt nite
so thinking where to go..and ideas??
sms tell me ok...haha...ty
take care wors....to injured gal..
pain
slpless
tired
wat i have todae
morning use com
afternoon rot at jp myself
at coffenbean
finished my first story
buy tissue from one grandma
no change so gif her 2 dollar
then shuinan meet me 4
eat lo
buy present
he say damn exp
then went home
then trainning
run here and there
and one again
my ankle hurtz
bandage
scolded by coach
friend
family
dunno wat to say
btu i know wat doc going to say when i see him
u better stop playing basketball and running about
but i simply can't
cause if not i do wat?
phone going to spolit also
haiz
com no game
msn no ppl
phone nv ring
no ppl find me
so i find wat ever time i could to training
haiz
dunno see how lo
no one to consult
coach ask me to rest somemore
haiz
i am already getting fatter le lei
haiz
can't slp
saw ppl hand injurie also
haiz
dunno how cannot say anything also
haiz
bye
rot
daes passed
time fly
haiz
just like tt another dae passed
sick
coughing like couging out my lung
nv go co
think there also damn little ppl
all gone
dunno how
haiz
i sick i still go jogging
so lame
cause everydae at home
eat paly slp
nthing else
haiz
fatter n fatter
no choice
or i will die of boredness
haiz
damn sianz
haiz
haiz and nth else
still HAIIZ
haiz....
Alone
noone
loney
missed
is wat i have todae
todae simply alone
noone to tok
noone to accompany me eat
one person alone at home
handphone nv ring
onli music is all i have
no activity
began thinking of a person
wat ever i do
whereever i am
wat ever time
wat mood
wat person beside
i will think of this person
maybe i sld b e doing this for lifetime
i am happy thinking of her
alone...bye

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