Monday, February 20, 2012 @ 00:57 | back to the top.
my nose sucks now...running like fuck..
i think is because from fri till now nv slp much or well ba..
due to traveling too much ba..
haven been through woodlands checkpoint and tuas checkpoint 4 times..
can't stay there cause sat afternoon i got a meeting to attend cannot run.
went there to have a nite chat with bros..
check out the hotels..
and talk to those gang head there for so little help ba....
then left 3 of they there to enjoy then i need to be back..
nth much happen ba.. just in and out to ensure things runs..
nth to hide here ba.. this is my personal space..haha
whu cares la...
like wat my bros told me...
y not just be there..
my answer is simply..
not my status and right to be there..
simply ask back the qns to urself ba..
which friend will go ba..
all human r selfish ba..
i nv fail in wat pl ask me to do..
cause i am very objective person...
but in relationship.. i can't...
i wanted too.. but i can't...
ok the relationship is not just boy girl la..
include my bros and my group..
as much as i can help i will..
is because i seen too many of the sad cases happened before..
i just dun wish anyone around me to leave before i leave ba...
sometime whether i happy or wat doesn't matters..
cause right now.. i just wan those ppl around me to smile..
tt is my onli aim.. even i am tied in my time or money..
i will squeeze out from where ever i can..
this idea come long ago but i nv act as i think...
till the dae my own godfather whu teach me so much in my life tt i treat him better than my own father.. got cancer..
then is when i saw my dad and mum break down..
until now i still rmb tt very scence very clearly now..
is just tt heart wrecking.. even thought from young i always hate my dad..
then is one is my sis-in-law good sis went missing and found dead...
u see a lively person just look like zombie for weeks..
all this just teach me.. money is the worst thing on earth..
life and happiness is the most important things one can have..
i nv wanted ppl to know how rich i am...
i always bring just enough...
or sometimes not enough.. hee..
cause simply when u r rich u can nv find any true friend..
u all may say tt is untrue..
but i experience this before or even now...
with my bros.. is ok cause i know them for a long time..
next is with my group of course i'm happy..
cause they r my good friend listen to each others and gave advice no matter wat it is.they r my bros too.. just tt they nv go through the blood dripping and praying..
haha..
then there r times tt when i go out with my bros to meet someone of tt kind of cases..
or even in dragonfly..
i hate it..
after all.. wat i want is ppl around me to be healthy and smiling.. =)
Monday, February 06, 2012 @ 01:11 | back to the top.
i am here to rattle again...i just feel like i pass my whole life too fast...
which make my own mindset becoming very strange or stupid to ppl...
but i really feel tt woman r scary... without knowing they can feel...
let talk about my life..
from young... i was in basketball team which make me learn alot...
ok tt like everyone know...
let say something most ppl know.. which i was trying to hide as much as possible.
i was normal back then.. till i was sec 1..
i knew bear which is my bro now..by the way i got a total of 11 bro..
total we are 12 bros... haha.. must say.. later CHEE TAU say i nv say him again..
haha sorry la... most of the time bear, fred, gamer, ite and physco meet most of the time..
haha.. can blame him for all this, HE CHANGE MY LIFE TOTALLY... haha
cause he start my life to go into secret society!!! KNN. haha
too lazy to type how i got in.. but simply word.. through fighting.
was once a fighter.. but i wasn't in the secret society at all. is tt i just follow him around..
cause we r bros.. not i am under him.. haha..
is till i get to know boss..
boss wanted me to be there..
he treat me very good.. teach me damn lot of stuff...
about life , understanding ppl , how to handle tons of stuffs..
but nv teach me how to jio girl!!!! haha..
but he heng.. this kind of ah beng got so nice de wife.. fuck...
haha..
he teach me how to do trade, how to do trade, how to look at ppl how to handle ppl...
this is how i earn my money...
get back to wat i say woman r scary.. u know y...
most of my guys friend.. other then bros, ping and cum.. cause they know..
Btw my family know nothing of this..
other then them most guys think tt i am poor.. and it is la... i dun like to bring alot of money...
but girls always feel tt i got money...
simply example is cum gf bel..
cum told me.. bel say if her wedding.. she wan a BMW as her wedding car..
cum say.. he got no money to buy..
she say borrow lo.. cum say whu..
she say choke lo...
when cum told me i was like stunt... y me???
he did ask her.. she say dunno just feels..
scary rite???
i am rich.. and can say filthy rich..if u all still wonder wat rich ppl have..
simply... ask for 2 things.. one is american express black card..
it the onli card in the word tt got no credit limits.. u can buy an areoplane if u wan..
next is swiss bank acc book.. the content need to be view under a UV light..
i got both of them..
i know u all will wonder but i look so poor...
to me is tt i dun use the money i earn there..
i wan to stand on my own foot..
tt y i dun use the money..
i got lot of credit card but i bring none out..
tt y i am so poor but i like it..
i also dun wan to use tt money to make my life easier or to jio gal..
i push back how much stuffs from boss...
i dun go for brands alot...
continue tml or wat ba.. tired.. slack too much todae.. keep slping...