Wednesday, March 26, 2008 @ 00:09 | back to the top.
todae i ask zombie to accompany me to chinatown to buy a shaker tin.. but no mixing glass..when to ps to see ppl play arcade and meet my buddy at his mom's shop..
then cab back to play ball with cumber, jack and si ping.. zombie is here but nv play..
actually i ask him out is because i really dun wan to stay at home...
last week at malaysia i think of lots of things..
almost landed me and my bros in hospital.. due to driving..
cause when i not really in a gd mood i tend to go out and not think of it..
but many r so busy...
zombie can't always go out due to no $$$?
haha.. bros working..
others got stuffs to do ba.. dun wan to disturb them to..
as u all know my problem...
actually is not so bad also.. but.........
there is this very bad guilty in me....
i actually nv plan to this dae...
dissapointing really in myself and no others..
i blame no one but myself...
ok le.. no use emoing here..haha..
tml see can find whu or i go shopping..wahahha..
shock right choke go shopping lei... bye
Monday, March 24, 2008 @ 09:36 | back to the top.
Now i am really in a stress and depress ++ watever not good mood words...i am really disapointed with myself....
making so many wrong in myself...
haiz...
NS?
wtf.... not scared but...
haiz...
nvm...
bye..
Tuesday, March 04, 2008 @ 03:40 | back to the top.
it have been quite some time since i was here..very firstly is Sorry james and yan.. we were going to meet on sat but i got to work..
very sorry...
tt dae i went for my first dae of work at zouk as a bouncer...
ok la.. tt job...
tok abt it some others daes..
here i am stress abt alot of things..
there are tonnes od tihngs waiting for me to decide and do...
but i can find a answer myself...
as simple as do i continue to go back to my training??
as a 3rd year student in np.. and my coach wanted me to be in his team.. ask me to play in sch team.. kind fo think.. if i am in sch team means i will go back to national training and i will also play in above 21 and outside team...
hwoever my personal doc tok me.. "choke, i knew u are very strong in beliveing tt u can and will do ur best in basketball. However i think ur knee will not agree to tt.. at ur current x -rays ur knee can MOST likely let u go for training for 2 years and just gave off. u will think tt just gif off nth much.. but the pain it will be.. is unbearable"
after listening to wat he told me weeks ago.. i kind of go into a depress mood...
cause now in my life there is onli family, buddies,bros and basketball.
anyone just go off will make a very big diff in my life and i dun wish too..
haiz.. kind of moody... ok got to slp... bye