Thursday, March 30, 2006 @ 01:11 | back to the top.
many dae nv come here le....many things to wrtie..
but
no mood..
dunno why..
haiz..
lots things happen..
going out with the wrong ppl..
i dun mean my bro...
my means my friend which ask me to go pub..
or others...
places which i dun wish to go...haiz..
lots of things wants and need to do
but
nv do..
due to myself...
haiz...when i get better..
then i will write
bye..
Monday, March 27, 2006 @ 11:35 | back to the top.
haiz...back le...from malaysia...go to tomb sweeping but is there to work la... no time to slp....even thought actually got 2 hrs to slp one....but i was coughing so badly tt i can't slp.... then is = 3 dae nv slp loh... alot things happen....tihnk i will write all this at nite....now simply no mood... sad and sad..haiz...to nite then continue....
Thursday, March 23, 2006 @ 03:53 | back to the top.
haiz... it is not early le..but i can't slp...cause of the coughing and flu i having....so i feel like waking up and think abt things....this is my nagging to myself..haha....life....wat is life....many ppl will answer u study work earn money marry children die.. these are stages of life...but to me all these is not life.... to me... life is my very own things...it is something tt i myself passed through no matter happy sad bad good.... all these are my life.... there is this line" heaven send every little things tt u see hear touch feel and taste the 5 senes..but the most important are ppl"...there billions or even more in this world.... but every single one of them are diff..tt wat make us human very diff tt we can conques this very world...we may find a person with a same name or even same look or even same temper..but u can nv find a person with the very same thinking of urs.....so to me i really wan to be in my life knows as many friends as possible...know them understand them and to me they are like my teachers...they teach me... lessons for me in many diff topic chapther..and many more.... i dun wan to have ppl tt dun tok to me even as friends...maybe is me at fault sorry i haven understand the lesson of urs..and u stopped ur class with me...nvm maybe somedae iw ill understand...therefore i wan to know more ppl to teach me in my little life....and i wished to live my life happily..
ok...to here will be my life story...Choke chong hwee simple life.... from young i am a very naughty kids... i remember the first time my father scolded me and ask me to knee other my house is when i am K2... i remember last time there is this family centre on sundae to teach me something...tt very dae i went out the whole dae with ym friend ang teck loong....my mum found me under blk 207 just infont of my blk...she was taking a cane...hah... i know i am dead...i went home..my dad always sitted on a sofa just infront of the door... he will sit there and scolded u... i know my father is very strict..so i stand outside and cry..haha..i know all these years he have tt very fierce infonrt of us but a happy face outside....but i knos he care.... he dun let me anyhow go out cause he worried tt i will do bad things and get caught..but to here i wan to say sorry dad... to this very dae then i know tyhis... i am the trouble in this home... i stole money in my house...fight with my bros...talk back to u...scolded u....even late home or not home... i know u cares....but to me....haiz.. now i know i am idiot..really....i have done lots of bad things in this very world tt most of u dunno...cause no one will come and understand me...nono.. i sld not say this.. is i am not willing to share...nto afraid of throwing face but i think most ppl dun like ppl to be this bad..i can say i am not a good guy at all.... i am not the proud of my family... my bro are all more more cleverer then me really.... i belong to the lazy person....but to those important things in ym life i will be willing to work hard to it.....haha...maybe... siaz dun tok abt me le..haha....next time i will tok to u all abt my bros and those very good friend of mine....haaha..take care everyone..
nowadae many ppl are sick so take care ppl dun fall sick ok..hee..=)
Wednesday, March 22, 2006 @ 13:25 | back to the top.
haha... i felt so "heng".. in one simple wk i get to see both docs.....haha..chinese and english..haha..chinese cause i dislocated my ankle then he said need to be bandage for 3months..but i at nite must take out cause i dun wished my dad to scolded me..or he will not let me go play bb...i losted one important person in my life i dun wan to lost the important habit of mine...then i arpil got bb competition...in boon lay....dunno wan go anot..cause by then my leg will be the same....haha..reach le then say by cause no one to discuss with..last time have..now??? nvm... i am down with cough flu fever and sorethroat..haha..so many things...see doc he say wat weather hot then dislocated leg then nv drink much water..haha... i go eat lunch back later...Monday, March 20, 2006 @ 00:37 | back to the top.
todae is not a good dae for me...or u can say i am very suay.. i dislocated my ritght ankle..now is bandage......but some idiots...pain like hell....waste my money go see the chinese doc..damn exp and damn pain....can see the bone when dislocated....dunno how yo passed life now...sianz...todae morning go co as usually lo...then next wk got pfm but i can't go neec to go back malaysia for tomb sweeping...important dae....then daryl got angry... ppl go out.....see ppl paly bb and i sit there looking at my bandage..haiz....then just now ger ask me got stay at her chalet anot i say nvm.... but i tell my mum i will be out and not coming back on tt dae....think i can onli throw myself somewhere to passed the nite ba...just now with the bandage i still go find the watch haha... th person see me say will help me check other stord for stock and call me..haha...hope they will find it.. pls...ty....todae is not a very good dae..think i faster go slp to end this dae....byeZ...Sunday, March 19, 2006 @ 03:15 | back to the top.
haha..just out of bath..just now go for morning run..lolz...run until very far..run until shuinan house there...haha...tired now..but running in the nite is so cool...i got sunburn at my shoudler..pain lei..haha..nite got no ppl also....but haven cough and flu..haha..taking the sea coconut drink like plain water..haha..then scolded by lots of ppl by doing tyhis...why lei??? cannot meh??haha..nvm la.. i am used to it..dunno why..missing important person in my very lousyt life makes a lots of different... i felt so uneasy.... haiz... see my bro around me so concern abt me in someways.... sorry bros i let u all down....not tt i dun wan to follow wat u told me but.... not everything is so easy like u all think... to this stage of my life i haven nv treated a gal so good like i treated her...nv u know not even my mum....this is where i know wat is call sweet talks, where i know how to love someone...listen to her is so nice...not able to see her make u feel so worried...her smell which makes u so happy....lastly her smiles...let u throw everything away then jsut her....to todae i still can't let go sorry.....maybe u all will say this is ur thinking onli....but this is where i know wat is call heartbroken and wat is really a promise..this word is very the powerful...not just to her..but to everything u do and everyone... so i decided to rot..so bros stop pushing me to new gal force me to taek phone no..use my phone msg ppl...say wat i like to be ur friend...look for a galfriend.... i dun wan...not tt they are not good..not u all are not helping me is tt..this is not the way.. i tried very hard to go along u all de wishes....get ppl nos..but..wat is the use??? u think i like u all so handsome meh??i am not ok... i tried my best to smiles infornt of u all...and i will continue to be not letting u all realise.. i wrting this out cause i know u all cares abt me..even thought not many of u are my bros...and u all come from different part of my life.. i am very grateful of ur all....accompany me to find wat i wan...helping me think of many diff ideas for many others things help out in my really small life... i belive tt heaven send u all here is to help me... make me learns and go along with life..i wan to thanks god really... i choke chong hwee have not done any good deed to this point of my life....but all is crime and things tt ppl will dislikes.... i really wan to help my friends bros to be happy too.. i know this may be very hard but u all just need to tell me ur problem and i choke chong hwee use wat ever skill or wat to help u....i know i may make ur things worst but i like to lend u my small ears to listen ti ur big things...ok...thanks....to everyone and to her..Friday, March 17, 2006 @ 20:05 | back to the top.
just finished my dinner..haha...now online awhile..going out soon again...haha,,again to search for the watch..haha...bros..thanks for helping me...i tihnk i will find it myself....haha..todae go sentosa with james and nan..got call yan but he sick..get well soon......then now like so dark..haha...ok no time..faster go out find..update later ba...cya..Wednesday, March 15, 2006 @ 22:04 | back to the top.
haiz bored....just now alfred come my house watch show de concert dvd...he got one alone house watch dun wan come find me...lame lei u...haha..he is a very good bro of mine..damn good...handsome ok..haha...the conert good nice...show is handsome..dance and sings really well..haha..alfred still wan copy him..haha..think cannot la..haha....sianz lei me... no aim in my life...damn sianz...haiz..... @ 18:45 | back to the top.
haiz...long time nv update...dunno is not free or wat..think is no chance use com ba... very tired now..damn tired...ytd nv slp at all..not cause i dun wan slp is can't slp + got trouble..from12 i went to bed then wan slp but just turn here and there..then 3a.m got call say got trouble in company..then i take cab to tuas checkpoint..alone lei...wth..then faster drive all the way back...idiot..have meeting at 6....wth.....big trouble..haiz...then went home..see the big big pic of u hung on the wall....really missed u lots....haiz.... then slowly drive back...very suay lo....scolded by cousin..say i dunno how to see gals...haiz..dun tok abt it...then dad say go make passport since back le...then waited damn long lo...damn it...so tired....alot trouble..haiz..then dunno why malaysia lamp post got this stivk come out..dunno for flag or wat...the problem is it is too low ok...wth...haiz...i hit 3 times...suay rite..haiz....then back lo...tired like hell...haha..many daes nv update since sundae...sundae nth la go co as usually..robert got go..ger also...nth happen ba..haha..then mondae go out with robert and shuinan..haha...cause no sy ma..haha....go suntec city..rmd tt time i siad will accompany u go there shop one....haha...we ate ice-cream..haha..tuesdae morning go shuinan gouse paly majong with yan and robert...then after tt go jp then to arena..then home....
i have been looking for thw watch damn long...mondae see 2 guys on mrt have lei..wth...nvm i will find it....now almost every nite go out look for it..later also..hee.....i go bath then go out look for it lo...cause JB also dun have....maybe really cannot find then i import le....byE
Saturday, March 11, 2006 @ 23:18 | back to the top.
haiz... this few daes just doesn't wished to move at all....sianz...haiz..todae morning nv go co...cause lazy then shuinan and james meet me for luch..then go lo..then shuinan go orchard gif things james go home i went home too...sianz...until 6 went shuiann come back...find me for dinner..damn sianz ar...then go bb..but i sit there rot..haiz...just felt so sianz... @ 00:06 | back to the top.
haiz..just missed her...a sudden plash of her slping cute face...it make it worst... todae is a bored dae.. i stayed at jp from 2 to 11...damn long.....haiz...sianz....dunno wat to do..wth....i am tired..but missed her lots...Friday, March 10, 2006 @ 09:52 | back to the top.
haiz...tired...wake up ba shuinan..dunno him ytd nv go sch todae also..wth...he hor..later gif me scold....i dun wished him to be like me.....i wan him to study....haiz....todae later going to bring yan and james to interview...then i do my booking also then we 4 bros can work together..haha..even when sch start....haha...then i think i go find the watch somemore...i really wan to find it....no matter the price..ty bros for accompany me to find or u helping me find..ty alot....ytd the bloody shuinan nv go sch...call me at 7.30..wth ask me go his house cause he no keys..his keys with me...cause before tt dae he come my house....then we went to eat breadfast..then meet james..he go cut and dye his hair..nice lei....haha..i no money to dye one...haha..then we went to sing k at central..haha..it makes me think of lots of things before...haha....then go syco i rot there..haha....my dad dun let me buy cello even i have the money...haiz.....i think i will spend the money on ppl birthdae coming...so ppl those whu birthdae coming can tell me wat u wan then i will help u...haha...Thursday, March 09, 2006 @ 00:43 | back to the top.
haiz haiz...nth to do... i dunno wat happen to me..sometimes..dun even wan to move a inch of my body...then sometime purposely busy like hell here and there...i dunno why...todae half dae at home..then shuinan come find me eat lunch...suddenly one....then go play bb..he and si ping bully me....haiz.. i lousy ma...saw teck loong too...long time no see..haha..so handsome..where got like me so ugly..haha....then went home rot again....damn sianz..wat have happen to me??haiz..unable to cheer up at all..happy for wei long..break with gal friend but problem solve 6 hrs later..haha..so lame....then my daughter broke off with her stead....haiz...dunno why alos...make her so sad...nth i can do also..sorry.....Wednesday, March 08, 2006 @ 12:15 | back to the top.
yoz....not early le...haha..nth to do so blog loh....ytd ar....morning and afternoon stay at home rot...the remote wan gif me press until spoiled liao la..haha..then meet james and yan say wan go out..then meet at jp saw ger kelyn and shuinan they just after sch....then go arena loh..no place le..haha....then shuinan come at 8.30..we play until 10..haha...crazy....then all go home...i and shuinan go drink...haha..awhile onli la...then go home loh..whereelse....nth much...then todae still thinking wan to go trainning anot... my old injuries still pain...haiz...i wan to blog abt something one...but i forget wat is it...haha.. next time ba...Tuesday, March 07, 2006 @ 00:45 | back to the top.
just bath and ate my dinner..haha...todae out...haha.morning go to sp with james and yan..then meet irfan and hwee qi..haha....then go np...saw many ppl....all appealing to their course..then went to qeenway shopping centre with yan and james....eat the katong laksa..haha very the nice....haha then went back to sch..meet shuinan and yan packet for shi hui..haha so good..then meet shuinan and james again at 4.30 go out lo..haha.. play at jp to abt 6...then go marchie at HMV there...haha.. also help friend find watch..but all the other colour have but she wan de is white..dun have..haiz..nvm will keep finding ba...haha..then james go pick his gf..haha...at bugis...there also dun have white colour de le....his gf not bad....haha...with him very gd ma....haha....jealous...=X..haha.... then he send her home i and shuinan search the watch again but no news...haha..then we went home together....haha...then my leg damn pain...old injuries come out..haha..manyu cause todae out...haha...Sunday, March 05, 2006 @ 06:22 | back to the top.
wahaha.. i slp for more then 14 hrs....haha..the longest i ever slp.....ytd afternoon take slping pills then now then i wake up..haha...damn sianz....twice each dae once need to take 14pills of medi....sianz...ytd morning went co...then after ttt go eat..then went home...nth to go slp loh...since need to eat 14 pills then i eat 2 more slping pill to slp loh..haha..nth much le ba...later go cc de co need to go early cause kneed to make scpres again..haha..cyaSaturday, March 04, 2006 @ 06:36 | back to the top.
haiz..can anyone tell me how to slp??? i can't slp..maybe should go see doc..haiz...dunno why....sianz loh... i see her also dunno how to face her....haiz...she seem like a book which i will not understand even though i used time...a mountain tt i will nv reach the summit...dunno la..haiz....collect pay le...vur also wan money for wat....got things also no mood use...i injure my left ankle again while playing bb...cannot see doc or he will kill me..ask me dun play bb le...bujt i cannot... how can i just simply throw away something i like so much... like her...haiz... maybe times will heal...actually i dun mind her not with me...but tt dae i sae her aleast she smile even though not to me..but i felt a better lots......i have no job now...at home rot..dunno wat to do... my mum very happy now.... cause my bill from$200++ to just $38 this month...wa big drop rite...wahaha....crazy..phone nv ring de..like useless...haiz...lot time nv see lots of ppl....especially aflred..haha.. i very gd bro of mine...went to usa to help in his father business...rich guy ar....todae he come back..wahhaa...i still need to go pick him..using his car..later i kena caught how??haha.....see ba..catch le then say la...before tt i still need to go scg de co later....9 but meeting shuinan for breadfast.....sld be ba.... now i am worried abt xiao xiong....a very big bro of mine and aflerd..he injurie..haiz...fight la fight so more......haha...hope u dun see this..nth le ba...Wednesday, March 01, 2006 @ 21:20 | back to the top.
haiz..back le... sianz..more and more medicine le.....there is so sianz...no ppl...onli me and the tv....my life totally drop to the worst point..where i get to 40.3...so cold...where my body hot...even whet to the ice rm...torture is all i get....headache is everything..... rmd tt time tt i went to hospital the chair u sit...where i call u mummy..u were angry....but ytd tt very chair in the very same place were very empty....i could felt nth but cold and tohughts of onli tt chair..tt playing mood tt i used to have....maybe tt is the past...ok dun wished to sadded my blog anymore... i am just down....