Friday, January 27, 2006 @ 05:25 | back to the top.
yoz..early in the morning..i still awake..haiz..wth man..i can't slp..haha..........i find this very nice web...haha...http://www.dumpalink.com/media/1114762677/The_F_word
haha...all abt how to use fuck..haha...lame one..haha..
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haiz..now 3 le..dun feel like slping...last few dae..haha..to enjoy my small little life..haha.....dunno why...i am onli worried abt one person b4 i go..haha..nvm ba...think she will be ok..since i am there or anot makes no diff...haha...dun care le.....since no ppl will rmb me de...onli will be relive..tt i will not be nagging her..haha...cheers.....for chong hwee tro be gone..haha...todae nite i am gone....and sundae moring..i wil be.................................................haha..=P not telling..haha..bye everyone..no need to vist anymore..thanks for all urs care to me....and i have fun in my life..thx.... @ 00:15 | back to the top.
haha..these few dae sick..haha...stay at home....haha..nth much happen just miss lot of things.....sch and friend.....haha.... i also very de blur nowadaes..haha..cuts on my hands..haha...stupid ma..open can also cut myself..haha...sick onli can stay at home eat maggie..so open can oh....haha..haha..this will be my last post....i going back to malaysia...for dunno how long..maybe will not be back le..haha..not going to tell u all the reason..shuinan know..but i tell him not to say dn ask him ok..haha...tml going to sch to help him with pfm..haha..miss lots of ppl...they going to go areana tml..haha..i can't go..cause i will be back at malaysia le...haha..u all must enjoy ar...haha..take care everyone..and dun miss me..hee..forget me..haha...BYE...happy chinese new year....take care everone...bye....=(
Tuesday, January 24, 2006 @ 11:36 | back to the top.
haiz...i am going to live in a shut up world now.....i going to shut up ant tok to anyone in my family....since wat i say is all lies...so wat is the use????? i ytd when to syco..but thry dun belive..so wat....and deletle my messages.....wth....it is my percious message u know...blood hell...she will onli send once and u do this to me...i hate u...fuck off family....i am badly sick todae..so morining nv go wait....having fever and headach.....nvm noone cares...home also no ppl..onli me and myself....lunch????not eating le...no mood + sick...actually wan to go jpb interview with sufyan one...but wth...i sick....haiz...dunnno wat to do...all ppl so busy...i am very worried abt her now...dunno how is she....and just a few more daes before i am gone.....unable to see her....she is now very far from me now....haiz..miss her lot lot..but nth i can do..dunno how to approach her...haiz....shuinan good loh...he like one sec 2 gal in his sch..then she now got reply him le..think he happy like hell....good loh..wished this is something he will treasure....
Monday, January 23, 2006 @ 14:06 | back to the top.
haiz...sianz loh....broke le..now adult fare...got to pay for my travel.....afternoon eat instant noodle...no good de...eeeee...morning same thing...wait for her 1 hr but nv see..haha..nvm..then i walk home..cause bus very exp lei...haha..ok la..is my ez-Link just no money..haven top up...then at home rot loh.....see tv....nth much so bored..think of this fridae night need to go malaysia le..haiz.....can i dun go???? i am off with my family....haiz..nvm...i dun care...later neeed to go find shuinan go syco todae....so sianz also...haiz...i onli wan to see her....arhhhhhhhhhhhhh...damn bored lei...wth...haiz....having very bad headache.....maybe is nv slp well ba..haha..nvm no one cares....Sunday, January 22, 2006 @ 17:21 | back to the top.
haiz...ytd very late slp so play maple with sufyan..to 3..then think todae got co so slp le...then wake up late at 11.30...then rush there l,oh..nth much also...no ppl one...haha..bored then at home all the ways since no ppl at home so good..haha..nth much lei..sorry...bye...miss her lots...haiz.. @ 02:29 | back to the top.
haiz..bored..can't slp again....todae mornign meet shuinan go sch de co...ji nv come...morning de time waiting for shuinan come down saw kelyn and geraldine they going to work..haha..both of them look so tired...then with shuinan go eat breadfast....then go sch...then got 2 new come one come to our grp..haha..then i teach the 5 lines scores..ok la...they got the basic le...easy for me also...then after tt help ger take things from her house to her workplace..then go jp..sae audrey doing flag day..lame....then we went home le.... i at home damn bored loh....nth to do de..watch tv.... then 7 went to cc de dinner...but wet..cause suddenly rain..i wet..haiz..go there also nth de...waste my 10 dollar..cause most of them nv go..i at there so bored then ai lian come entertain me..haha..her husband also..lolz.....then they all sing chinese new year de songs....i dun like sings song de..so rot loh..after tt 10 finish..dunn feel like going hm..went to bb court saw andrew then play awhile loh..reached home at 11..then come my bill...now is this..cause i quarrel with my whole family...espically my fucking older bro....act big onli...fuck u la...bro so wat... i dun wan fight with u onli...u think i will lose u..go die la....my bill is damn high..cause i go malaysia last time i still use..$440++..i see liao also shocked...nvm la....scolded liao..also like tt...haiz..the problem is me la...dun liek like toking anymore...damn sianz,,haiz,,life change suddenly.....Saturday, January 21, 2006 @ 01:16 | back to the top.
haiz..i can't fall asleep...haha..dunno why la..todae ok la..morning meet shuinan he nv go sch...say sick..lolz....then we send ger to work...then i accompany him go see doc...nth much..then we go arcade..he playy i see loh..haha..i cononel liao he still knight..haha..so i let him play loh..i also no money play..poor..no job...haha..nvm la..new year coming....then come my house ..then go his house..lolz....then meeet james..go syco..haha...we tok abt lots of thing..haha...bros ma...syco damn boring ar....after tt we walk to cityhall..have a drink then go home...we walk home loh..haha..then i tok to shuinan abt how life is meant to be..lolz..i onli know how to tok...like i always like to say.....heaven gif u ppl not to change u..but be part of your life...to make u learn things..so behind everything there is a reason of it to be there...haha...then now at home..can't fall aslp..dun feel like playing game..then todae saw her finger the skin shredded cause of her working there carry things..heart pain u know...but i dunno wat to do...she seem ignore to me...to here ba...tml got cc de dinner...omg i forget tell mom..nvm la..they dun care de..Friday, January 20, 2006 @ 00:24 | back to the top.
haiz..i felt tt i have change or ppl around me had change...i felt really diff todae...dunno why...morining is ok..i do back wat i do..but nv will i have thought..she came down..haha..really happy to send her to work even thought nv tok not even eyes contact..lolz..think is me la..dunno lei..i got alot of things wan to ask her and tell her one..but i see her so tired and i open my mouth no words come out..dunno why i dun even dare to look at her straight...me ar me..dunno lei haiz....wat had happen??? then after tt go home rot...then meet shuinan.. he ask me to meet him one..then we go eat luch loh...then he got call for work..haha..then i accompany him go to work..then i one person take bus from orchard to boon lay..1 hrs++..haha...nvm la....then go home rot...then at nite got friendly match...we won.. 98 to 64..haha..but my leg is getting worse... my coach tell me to go see doc.....haha...or will be like him...walk also damn pain...haha..nvm i got wear ankle support and spray the deep heating le..but still very de pain...dunno how..quit bb??? i dunno from young this is the leg i make it myself.....all because of bb..haha..nvm i like wat.. like the gal i like i put in lots of effort..haha..then after the match my leg very pain..so i go jurng east there find my medi..but cannot find lei..then is 10+ le..i go to take bus 99 wished can see her there but no..my leg is really pain..then i go back le..sorry..haha..not at home still pain.. my bro wan use com for his project le..cya..Wednesday, January 18, 2006 @ 11:07 | back to the top.
haiz..back from waiting for abt 1hrs and 30 mins.. cause i thought she working 10 ma..then she go out at 8+ de..but nv see her...haiz..nvm is i nv ask her...i dunno why...i really wan to message her..but i got a force tt is pulling me back...i know i am not important to u ..but u are the most important things in my life....all the things u say i rmb..and when u say to me like up to u or anything..it hurts...but it's ok... i nv put the blame on u...cause as i have said u had say clearly...so i just wished i could glance at u from far..to see u fine..btw..sorry ppl..ur gathering on 27 of jan..icannot go...is not i dun wan go..sorry..i going back to malaysia..i tell my mom i late one dae go in can..she say cannot..sorry..i dun wished too...but hope u all enjoy ba.....
haiz...going back to malaysia...from 27 jan nite to 4 fed....haiz...going to miss lot of things...haiz...but is her the most...
Tuesday, January 17, 2006 @ 23:12 | back to the top.
haiz....wth...now suay things come to me ar...wtf.....firstly the bloodly job...wth...sale of the bloodly kompang senga card....tok to 200+ ppl onli sale of 15 cards...wat.. at lavender for the whole dae....i go training also dun have so tired....leg pain like hell..so both of us dun wan work le..haha....then ppl see u holding the card they will run .. like i am a monster...wth..now i understand why i dun like to see those ppl to..like my leader damn sux..not sux to me..but to the ppl he selling to..it seem tt must buy dde...damn fuck...he push the card to ur hand u hold and there it goes...ur 10 dollar...omg..if i see him outside..i cfm run 2km then i stopped...scary lei...nv stop...ok la i learn alot of things...and some of u know i am the "inside' person..dun tok much one...no topic..this is the first time in my life i tok to soooooo many stranger..wth....nvm nvm...this si sad..but the second one is worst to me..haiz...then the lastly is hor...her attitude suddenly change...damn sad loh....dunno why...maybe cause i cannot pick her from work?? dunno..haiz..nvm..she had told me before le...she is not my girlfriend...haha...so no link..onli friend..haha...i am tired..but free back..no work le...haiz..dunno how to tell her...think ba..then she also sick le...no comment...cause she dun reply me one..ahahahahahahahahahahahhahahah...byeZ..
Sunday, January 15, 2006 @ 20:21 | back to the top.
haiz....just finished my dinner....bored loh..dun feel like eating....need to buy myself somemore..haiz...i like a maid....father call me to go down packet....then he come bacl eat le going out..but then before he go out..he is nagging at me again.....say me is a making him worried at all time..wth...as if ok....then tell my small bro to study and not be like me..haha.. the biggest joke of my life..haha...my small bro..wahaha..big joke lei..haha...funny....u think he is still the small boy tt u play with him 5 yrs ago..wahaha..wake up..father...he is worst then me..not tt he had done bad things more then me..is tt he attuitlde..aiya..i know spell wrong dun care la...he is damn pretty....he wouldn't treat u anything one...and then u go out.. u must treat him some how...he is oppsite of me interm of handling of money..haha..he safe like hell like there is an bank onli for him to full it..haha..then me???haha...spend money like there is no tomorrow..haha..to me there is no plan at all.. this is true...me had no plan one...dae pass like tt loh..haha..then my bro can talk back to him u know..and me??? tok back i get rewarded..haha..slap on my face..haha..my father is a very old feeling man..he dun go with fashion..maybe this is the onli point i can tell he is my father..haha..but his thinking..haiz..old like ancient???worst then tt ok...tt is the small like my big bro..haha..he had went out to pick my mum..haha...feel so quiet..haha...but he dun let me go out....haiz...how????? i am going to be worried again....haiz...the uneasiness is here already...nth much ba..all this is abt my father..how much i "like" him..haha..tml course le....hee... @ 14:37 | back to the top.
haha..dunno how many daes nv update le...wahaha....nth much...got back my sim card le..hee... then found a job..mondae need to go for the course....haha...2p.m..haha...nth much ba...still sending ppl to and from work...but ytd nv..wth...then i damn worried sia....can do nth...wth....at last got her message then..phew...nth much le ba...life pass....father keep scolding me...haiz...i say before and many times le ok... i nv smk le...u dun belive go ask ppl la...wth...everydae say i smk smk smk...wth...hate u ....i go where also must tell u... the other two bro go where u also dun care one... late come back got nth..me???? every now and then u will have somthing to scold me...wth.. i buy the spary leg one u also wan scold me..... wth..it is for the old injures of my ankle then ask wat... me play basketball...wth..scold me... u blood ass....u think i like to be in this home meh??? u think i like u meh??? so wat u are my father....so???? just cause of stupid sperm???...=PP so??? i must listen to ur everything??? so wat i am naughty..so wat??? i haven go kill ok....i wan i would have kill a dozen...so wat??? i simply HATE U......ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHgoing crazy over this blood thing.....Thursday, January 12, 2006 @ 11:32 | back to the top.
haiz..at home loh....nth to do..i everydae do my daily job..haha...mornign and nte onli...afternoon is like rotting at home...slp during afternoon...cause at nite cannot slp properly..scare will be late....haha..nth much happen in my life..but i am abit more happy..ahaha...dun tell u all lei..=p.. me still jobless lei...yan say wan to go find job todae... i waiting for his call onli..haha..bored lei...haha....byeZ..Monday, January 09, 2006 @ 01:42 | back to the top.
HIHI...haha..dunno wat to write lei..alot things happen..but can't really rmb..haha...i know my phone lost but find back by ways....by sim cards lose..haha...erm..lazy to write...i findind ways to slp..haha..can't slp la....bored..next time then write ba...lazy lei....Friday, January 06, 2006 @ 11:17 | back to the top.
haiz...everydae cannot slp well....blocked nose and cough...wth..damn long le lei...haiz...then now whole body pain...especially stomach cough also pain..wth...must be ytd de trainning.. i go train ppl then i also train with them..then feeling down then i train double...then forget to drink salt water..haiz...pain ar.....haiz...let see.... ytd SHUINAN BIRTHDAE.....haha...HAPPY BIRTHDAY LA BRO......haha...i promise wat i will buy for u..sorry lei...late present....wahaha...sorry agfain..nv plan anything for u..cause i know ur family cfm will go out with u de...wahaha..unlike mine..haha...ytd moring rot at home loh...then afternoon go find shuinan..haha..his birthdae ma..accompany him loh...haha..then we go eat and buy my slippers..haha...exp lei...3.50..haha..bo bian my slipper very easily spoil one cause i got elephant leg...haha..then we go play arcade..wahha...lucky i still win shuinan..haha..nvm.i also let him win..let him happy..or he say i bully him..haha...then he went home at 5 cause he going out with family...so jealous...haha.. then i go back home rest awhile..at 7 go down with little bro to have dinner...then i go trainning...i at there coach still wan to do with them haha...see where u find so goos de coach...whahaha...nth much ba.... waiting for sufyan de friend seng kiat for job...haha..then we two work together tok cock together..haha....ar muscles damn pain...later still meeting shuinan..cause he need to go make his ez-link card ma.. since i nv do anything for his birthdae so accompany him ba...since i going to back malaysia soon liao..haha..chinese new year la..and tyhen need to go cc do things..haha...still ok la...i am just bored....haiz..not feeling really good... down at times..haha..ok la so nagging ..=P..byeZ..Wednesday, January 04, 2006 @ 21:05 | back to the top.
arh..my face..got many pimples coming out..haha...i dun mind it make me ugly as i am ugly already..noones wan....haha..but itcy and pain when touch tt is the problem..haiz....bored lei..nth to do one....todae morning wake up late..then meet ppl late loh..cause ppl to late for work also..haiz..useless me..then alone go jp..play myself as meeting shuinan after his sch end to go jurong est to buy his uniform loh... then he late also..i from 11 to 3 in arcade...omg damn bored..in order to save money i play those i game for 1.5hrs one..haha..cheat one ma...then finally he reached...when we chinese garden there we went to eat first loh...then rainning..my slipper very the f**k one...i keep wanting to fall..haiz....then got one very wierd boy think abt our age also...like to stare at me..as if i have kick his ass..then walk like wat like tt...ganster lei.."i scared" lame loh...onli infont of us..and i dun even know him...haiz..nth much le ba..my dae is roting roting and rot....haiz....dunno wat to say..life getting worse...relationship even worse dunno wat have i done wrong....haiz....Tuesday, January 03, 2006 @ 14:51 | back to the top.
now really bored at home..nth to do...all go to sch liao..and to work for those..me still need to wait for call...haiz...dunno la...me feeling down..dunno why..amybe her blog???no ba..not because she is writing the blog for others...but is to see her sad and sianz make me really down...haiz..i can do nth to make her happy the onli thing i can do is to be not around her..cause think she see me wouldn/t be happy or even more sianz ba... i am a boring guy to be truth...brain thinks of lame things tt no conerns to ppl...haiz...dunno la...at home no ppl...tidy my things then i find this paper...."26 Things That A PERFECT Guy Would Do"..haha... write out ba...haha..1. Know how to make her SMILE when she is down........i can help if i can't rite???guys???
2.Try to secretly SMELL HER HAIR, but she always notice...she dun let u go close her u also can do nth rite guy???or she may slapped u....
3.Stick up to her,but still respects hers INDEPENDENCE....normal guys would do this except for some...but i will respect..haha..
4.GIVE her the remote control during the GAME..surly ba....we are gentlemen..=X..
5.Come up behind her and put your arms around her...we wished we could..but think ok...wat if she dun like????gals are complicateed....haha..
6.PLAY with her hair....later we put until her hair???she will scolded u for sure...
7.Your hands always find HERS...dunno how to say this..erm..guys are shy too????
8.Be CUTE When she really wants somethings...can we guy really ast cute???
9.Offer you plenty of MASSAGES...again..can really get close to her??
10.DANCE with her,even if we feel like a dork....can we surly would....really!!
11.Never run out of love...we will love u no matter wat ok..just wat can we do to love u to make u happy???tell us pls...
12.Be FUNNY,but know how to be serious....we are always trying to make u smile..and we are serious in love with u...
13.Realize we are being Funny when we need to be serious..i dunno wat this mean?????haha
14.Be PATIENT when she take forever to get ready..ya..we will surly wait for u no matter how long....
15.React So cutely when she hit us and it actually hurts...we may not act cute..but we surly wouldn't hit u back...or scolded we...ok?
16.SMILE a lot...we will and is onli when u are..we can't smile while u are sad ba...
17.Plans a ROMANTIC date full of cheesy things, we wouldn't normsilly like to do' just because he knows it means alot to her....we will on some specials dae..but usually u gals are not free for us as u all have sisters gand..ok...we can't do anything
18.APPRECIATE her....we are ok..if not wat for to be with you making so much efforts???
19.Help others out..i dunno wat this means..but when we help others u all will say why u nv treat this to me???so...
20. Drive 5 just to see you for 1....we will..cause u all dun have time for us....we really need to see u...
21. ALWAYS gives her a PECK ON THE CHEEK when she depart from each other company' even when HIS friends are watching....this problems doesn't lies on us is u gal..u dun let us gif it to u infront of ur frens....
22.SING,even if we can't.... i can onli say this...UR WISH IS MY COMMAND...hee if u dun mind ur ear drum to break...
23.Hve a creative SENSE OF HUMOR.....dun worry we are always trying to makw u happy and laugh no matter wat time wat dae....and wat happens...
24.Call for NO reason....hey..ur bills need money too ok....
25.STARE AT YOU..we will look at u and not stare or u will say wat!? stare wat stare...
26.QUIT smoking,chewing,drinking,drugs-just because we LOVES YOU that much to quit it.... this is true la..not to others maybe but to me...i really quit smoking and cut down my drinking even though she nv say..but guys will..as long as u say u dun like it....ok..?
So u may think tt i am giff u reason...u think gals i am not biase here..i tihnking from a guy brain gif me ur thinking if u are not happy..since i have nth to do....
Monday, January 02, 2006 @ 23:10 | back to the top.
OMG!!! tml ppl is going to sch le..wished all ppl studying happy...hee...not like me...haha...take care all... i am going to work tml also....9a.m to 6p.m lei...got 1 hr break la... at warehouse...hmmm... a month 900 then o.t 1 hrs 7...haiz.. my dad wan me to work one..ok la..but just now he suddenly gif me 50 dollar ask me to slowly use...hahha..think is dun wan me get from the money box myself..cause i everytime take extra..haha...my parents nagging me to go slp le..but i can't seem to slp all this time..ytd also slp at 5 then wake up at 8..but i ly on bed loh....then nth much...went to ger house play majong..lolz....i bored ma..haha....ok la i offline liao..go act act slp..=P...take care everyone..dun be like me sick for so long..hahhaa..byeZ.. @ 00:32 | back to the top.
hiaz...now 2006 le...wahaha..dunno wat to expect in this new year... new sch...o lvl de result..wat to do...wat ppl will i meet..wat happen to those old frenz..haiz...i getter less social nowadays... not going out..or out for something then will bbe back home le...let say ytd..haha..bored loh...alone walked home from central..feeling low..damn low...then reached boon lay..over 12 liao..ppl spary and spary those things... i kena lots..cause many frenz in this area...haiz..they so happy...but i just can happy up...haiz...then go 209 there sit...bored loh...then reached home at 2..bath le go online....then see sufyan online both of us chat loh....both cannot slp de ppl... then we chat until bored le..find out hwee qi online then yan intive her...then we find something to do le..haha..we bully her....lolz...then 5 o'clock morning i go make my things... nv slp le..haha...then todae..nth loh...afternoon eat with father and bro....then go play cs at downstair de shopping centre...but i lose until siao..long time nv play...no mood also...then go home le loh..bored..then watch tv and ly on my bed miss her...nth to do le..dun wan see books or words....haiz..sometime i dun even wan to see ppl...lolz..haha...now dunno wat to do also..new year le..bored lei.. i miss last year de time...haiz... i go back rot le...Sunday, January 01, 2006 @ 02:45 | back to the top.
happy new year to all...a new year began...happy yet sad..i dun wan to leave those times i have last year..happy year of my life...really...nv been so happy...love it..haha...haoz..me can't slp...feeling very the uneasy..haiz..not sick ar..is somethings is bothering me...me dun tihnk i will say it out..but really all this got to do with love..haiz..me ar me....haiz..new hyear dun even have the mood to passed..haiz..bored...