Friday, December 30, 2005 @ 10:57 | back to the top.
haiz...nowadays dunno why feeling restless....ytd even though my sickness is gone..but i still can't slp....haiz...my life seem busy to others..but i am really free...bored at times...but nv too busy..i felt very uneasily ytd nite...hiaz..dunno why maybe it is cause of her..but not her fault is mine...dunno wat happening to me.....mouth dun like to open..even open liao also no sound come out..haiz...all ppl is busy working or is going back to sch...oooo man...wat is going to happen to me??/?whu the hell know..haiz....Thursday, December 29, 2005 @ 09:59 | back to the top.
haiz...dunno slp for how long think is 3 hrs++..even though is 8 hrs on bed...causze of my nose and cough..make me wake up and unable to slp.....in the mornign and afternoon still ok lei..but once it reached nite time...i am dead...cough like hell..nose blocked...sore throat...wth...painful life....then cannot eat also...throat is really in pain....eat porrige loh..but also the most eat half onli..haiz....me dunno...now daes is like a routine to me...wake up rot...send ppl come baclk rot...nite ly on bed wait for call then cough..haha...my life routine..lolz....nth happen in my life....just a cycle of my routine..haha...byeZ..Tuesday, December 27, 2005 @ 10:57 | back to the top.
hiaz...just wake up...nono..is come up from bed...can't slp at all...keep waking up ..cause of my blocked nose and cough....i feeling tt my throat will be tear apart when i cough...hiaz....dieing soon..ba...arh....pain...my heart too..i mean real pain...dunno wat happing to me...no really happy and not really sad....dunno wat..haiz...ytd whole dae nv eat at all...dun feel like eating with this throat...drink lots of water like water tank..haiz..hhahaa.....at home rot..haha....todae?? still sick..haha....nth more le ba...lazy to play maple also....Sunday, December 25, 2005 @ 15:46 | back to the top.
bored...all alone at hm.. no place to go..cause all is out with others..haha.. i dun really mind as long a they are happy... my motor happy pls..hee... my flu is etting better le but i am getting sore throat le..going to be no sound..haha...haiz..but i am really bored...dunno maybe getting a job....i know is not early but...haiz....my parents is asking me to get a job...see me so sianz and bored at home looking at my own ohone wishing it will ring..message or call also can... haiz..bored..if i get to work i can't do the things i wan...i onli wan to accompany her to anf fro work..but..haiz...dunno...todae is chirstmas le....MERRY CHIRSTMAS TO ALL!!!!!haha...blessed nites too....me?ahah...at home blessed myself ba....wished everyone happy always smile hang on ur face nv drop and smooth sialing in all things in ur life..and last of all....wan u all wan will come to u..if cannot contact me..haha......me like stans...haha..nono cannot haha..is ho ho ho!!! hahahahaha...i am bored..just to miss her..byeZ..Friday, December 23, 2005 @ 21:42 | back to the top.
hiaz... i am sick.. my nose is getting worse...then i getting cough le...haiz..my younger bro come back le..haiz....he got lots of birthdae present form his frenz... me???? haiz...dun tok abt it..it my own fault....haiz...sick sick....haiz...
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haiz..just back from dinner....just a few mouth of rice i am damn full..haiz..moodless is eating less..just now with them la kopi also.. i wanted to call milo ice one then i call until teh ice...wth...dunno got make her angry anot..like i nv care abt her like tt....haiz..me useless..haiz..sad.. @ 17:55 | back to the top.
haiz....life just pass as it goes..haha..or wat else...haiz...really dunno wat is happening to me getting more and more groomy....even when i when to prctice my bb.... everytime my frenz got gal i will go disturb one....or when new gal come i will go act act wan court her like tt..but no more...dunno why no mood le....think this is childish...even when they say i gay..no comment...me stupid??? idiots??? no goals in life.....simply..I AM JUST A USELESS PERSON...haiz..dunno why...todae go sch sell uniform...ok la..not really tired...fun at times... then we go jp eat..no mood eat rice..so eat carrot cake loh...dunno way also..haiz..me and my brain..haiz...useless...then accompany ger to see doc..she sick le...awhile hot awhile cold..cough and flu.....GET WELL SOON ok????u still got to work..take care ar...then go shuinan house play majong awhile loh...no mood also..then even the flow of direction also wrong..wth..haiz...as the sky get darker my mood drop....by the time i reached the bus stop to go home...can't even smile out to shuinan to say bye....haiz..he still sak me at happen..but there is no answer..haiz..dunno why..no mood..come here rot rot..to scold myself to make me feel abit better..but sadly it does not ok..haiz...byez...no mood...................Tuesday, December 20, 2005 @ 22:09 | back to the top.
haha..daes pass just like tt...todae many ppl birthdae...haha....happy birthdae to all haha... got sharon..my younger bro..kelvin...alfred..haah......but all away or not tt close ..haha...no persent for u all cause i am broke ...lolZ....dunno wat is lacking in my life...i getting bored and bored...dun feel like toking anymore.....haiz....dunno why.....nvm...Monday, December 19, 2005 @ 19:52 | back to the top.
back from malaysia..sorry for those tt find me...sorry...go back also nth to do..haha..come back also....haha..all ppl working liao...or going aboard...haiz..think i am going to be bored le...haiz..nth to worite...byeZSaturday, December 10, 2005 @ 15:17 | back to the top.
boring dae...practice and practice...haiz...bored...injury my right little finger tt dae during bb trainning then dunno how i slash my finger it got blood..haha...small cut onli la..haha... todae is my pfm liao...haha...useless one ba..hhaaha... i onli got 2 songs other then the encore ba...not cfm..haha...bored...need to go early... to practice abit more on my own..haha...last pfm le....for sy...haha..good luck...lolZ...not for myself.....haha..to others...=PPPPPppp...nth to write .....bored.... long time....haiz..nvm..forget wat i wan to write le.....me become assitant coach for jerffery tt team..haha...so nice can be coach..haha....go rest awhile then going out to pfm soon...byeZ...Wednesday, December 07, 2005 @ 15:41 | back to the top.
just got back...tired....too long nv go gym liao....hands damn tired....legs too..now bady very stiff...haven cold down fromthe excerise...haha..tired....nth much haha..now alone at hm...wa...damn sianz......ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..bored... @ 10:42 | back to the top.
haha...ytd go watch chicken little..haha...boring la...really....=X...the show ok la...but too short loh... i just wake up not long....haha....ytd after watching chicken little with them i went to play frendly and trainning...until 10....tired..now whole body very tired lei....wth..haiz....muscles in pain..haha...nvm...like tt go down the road i am going to slim down..wahahahah..kidding la...where got so easy????haha... ok la...me going to meet rhino to go gym..he crazy ytd trainning liao todae go gym wth...wan me to die????haiz..nvm...cause maybe need to work at his place there...haha....hard labour...haha.....ok la me nth to write also..haha...miss her..hee...byeZ..Sunday, December 04, 2005 @ 17:03 | back to the top.
haiz..boring..miss her lots....but can do nth....ok another boring daes of mine is going to past..dae by dae....my life rots...haha...ytd nv slp at all..rot and rot...then todae morning go cc de co...then shuinan and ger nv go...haha..i go there rot..forget to bring my scores then photocopy machine spoiled..then i become no scores..then i go to help daryl...bored...take out bass then nv touch...haha..then go luch with ai lian and others...haha..then come back rot... nothing much to write..cause i nth to do except to miss her.. llok at her photo and nth more...
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haiz...boring life...haha..really bored...headach continues...life seem so bored at times.... and so times u wan times to past fast and some u wished the time could just stop...haiz...human ar human...always like tt.... thinking is just not rite when it is time..is just after tt then ur thinking come back...wth man...human most powerful animal in the world..so???? happy animal?? i dun agree...we may life gd bbut dun u think simple life like sniamls will be much better???? i am not toking abt working or studying.....is the thinkings of human changes as we grow by generration.. u knows...human thinks differently at diff ages.... this is so complaited tt we can get the hell answer out ourselves...oh man...u may thinks tt i am toking rubbish but u thinks... thinks abt the sad things tt happen to u.... wat is the source???? do u have fault??? or not??? u may tthinks not...but if u are not at fault....then how would it happen on u.. u say heaven or even god is making fun of u...but why dun u be yourself and dun be control by heaven or god??? be yourself tt wat makes ur life not god or heaven... u got to make ur own path out.... heaven or gods is good enough to send in many diff types of ppl into ur path....not to harm u...but to make u learn something good or bad. u learned...ok..i dunno wat happen to me...i just suddenly thinks of this when i see someone so sianz so boed and maybe sad...dunno..i know myself tt i am not feeling gd when someone around me is like tt...i may be fan at times..but i am thinking on u sides not on mine...ok...things can be told out...not to be kept...sercets are nth...someone know...so let it out..dun keep in yourself pls...haiz...enough..i feeling down too now...Friday, December 02, 2005 @ 23:59 | back to the top.
haiz...another boring dae of mine past... no job avalible for me..haiz....no money= no play=no outings...haiz...boring..... todae went to play pool with shuinannth to do ba..haha..then pool i win 5:0 then 9-Balss 5:3..haha..bored la..dunno why...cannot concentrate in playing pool also..all tyco win him one..by 1 ball or just black ball...haiz...boring daes...seem so long...haiz....then after tt he went hm at abt 6...he cannot late go hm one de ma..his mom will scolded him....i understand..last time i am like this or worst then this....then now after exam...alot better just say when i am and i can go out....then i went to my house downstair de bb court...got ppl play..but i dun wan play team...leg pain come back le..haiz..then shoot shoot onli...then they play full court for trainning..then i become the tatics planner for them wth...waste my time onli...haiz...then come jeffery my vice-captain in my primary sch bb team..haha long time ago..he live just above me..haha...but he went to army le...haha...then now oc le...every week can come out..haha.. he ar...funny loh....but nv studies one..haha...but bb very pro....remember last time we train together so happy...haha...everydae together...haha...basketball is not to be play rough and not meant to be always winning... i may be pro or not...but when i play serious i very bad by myself while others say pro...but i long long time nv play serious...i think tt basketball is a very fun game where many joys and laughter comes.....good ma..play play onli... haha..thinks of my primary sch bb life is so fun everydae bb..haha..so lame...now?? cannot le...old le...play liao here pain there pain..haiz....old le la...haha...then i play until very late dad call from hm... i say at my house below de bb court... he belived but he say i am with those smking frenz....i can say nth....some of them are smking but i am not smking with them... they are human too...can tok one rite??? we speak human laugues and we play bb together..so???? wth...... to everyone... I HAVE QUIT SMOKING OK!!!!!!!!!!UNDERSTAND......haiz...nvm i know i have been i have been very bad...haha...nvm la...let him scolded ba..no comment whu tell he is my dad....haiz... blame myself for being naughty not others...haha...ok enough.... tml is going to be another boring daes for me....pls someone ask me out man...i dun wan to rot...anywhere anytime..pls just ask me...i dunno whu to go to..haiz.......ok it is late i going to be infront of the tv and rot le...i can't slp...byeZ @ 11:17 | back to the top.
haiz...just wake up...dunno why slp so long... cannot fall aslp one..but eyes very de tired so closed eyes and ly there..haha..until now.....haha...boring day ytd....actually got go out one...then all throw me away... one cannot go out.....then the other say no need ma fa me to go out..haha..then rot all day at hm...damn bored man...i am going to go out todae...lolZ..but dunno where and with whu...maybe i am not liked by ppl ba...haha...go out myself ba...since i am a loner...boring...nth much happen..just tt i am rotting at hm or somewhere nearby all by myself....byeZ...