Sunday, September 25, 2005 @ 19:06 | back to the top.
sorry....i cannot blog for abt a week cause com hard disk crash...i use frenz com....sorry... somemore cough anf flu getting worst...sorry...sorry...byeZThursday, September 22, 2005 @ 14:26 | back to the top.
MOODLESS...............Dunno why so moodless todae.......damn sux........................dunno why...haiz...todae physics....i think quite easy ba....but i keep wanting to slp...so i bite my own hand to wake up.........then the mark is still there....haiz.. then go jp with they all.... they eat loh..cause i have no habbit to eat in the morining so nv eat....then see geraldinn headache..then suylfan vomit...lolzz...haiz now more and more ppl getting sick le...haiz...all must take good care... exam started...haiz..dunno how u all take o lvl...nvm me also...lolzz..nthing to update sorry...think lster go jp rot before going to study...ok...byeZWednesday, September 21, 2005 @ 14:22 | back to the top.
hi all.....me just doing sometihng just now....now find time to blog le...soory lei...last few daes exam..now also la...but got study de ok....! just now got chem exam... i slp half way through my work..then mr bong come step on my leg....pain le...he think he skinny ar!!! haha jkjk..then go jp... thinking of eating but dun feel like cause everytime morning nv eat de..haha...then go frenz gal frenz de house.... cause they quarrel then i middle man loh... then i tok her something she shocked...she though i still have stead then she just now suddenly ask me 'i am jealous of u lei,choke, u still care so much for ur gal,then him lei? onli frenz" then i gif her bird face..she ask my why then i tok her.... she throw me away on 28 july le.... then she shocked..haha..see the face wan to laugh out loud...haha...she ask me then why u still care so much abt her things? i say dunno..u say my heart..lolzz..she then laugh..luckly after an hr of toking she realise that she is much better then me...maybe..haha..then got patch back with my frenz...haha... felt so jealous when see them together...haha..nvm..i am just waiting...cause i love her but she love others... it's ok...i will still be waiting...hahahahahaa...ok la not much...ya something... dunno i felt tt shuinan is changing alot...since he had been going out with 2 gal and 1 guy from his class..he changed alot... wan to tell him sometihng... just go for wat u wan anyhthing thing just find me..hee.....take care... ok la nthing much le............................................................if anyone feeling low or wat....
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Sunday, September 18, 2005 @ 19:51 | back to the top.
wa..............help me......boring!!!!damn boring.....haiz...todae wake up late for cc de co..then faster wash up then go loh.....then not much ppl.... then see ger she tan until quite dark la..really..haha..then also red red..haha... not bad...lolz... then go eat after tt... me eat like eating alone like tt.....cause sit with ppl which like not toking my laugage...dunno wat topic to tok with them..haha..after tt...wan go cut hair de but many ppl....then go hm first loh....then rot...lolzz... then after tt abt 4.30 my small bro say he meet his frenz in jp..so i go with him out loh....print photo...so nice...hee...cause is "her" photo...sorry nv ask ur permission to print.....then go rot in arcade..complete my time crisis 2, and three counties... then play spul cailer 2..win ppl like hell cause too bored...with the win if 46 ppl... i am crazy..... then lose to one pro... crazy ba..wahaha..then walk walk loh...alone le...really damn bored.. then go back boon lay cut hair.... very ugly....nvm..i am always ugly...hee..then come back le...just reach hm not long... cook maggie mee..eating alone infront of the com..cause no ppl at hm...boring ba....wahaha...actually tonite wan to go out one..but shuinan not free...haiz..this is the borest year of atuman festival...lolzz...nv play with fire..not like last year..use fire make a heart for my frenz gal....damnn nice..but kena police scold..lolzz..but he and she damn gd now.... todae they going chinese to see those things....ask me go but dun wan to be light bulb..hee....alone loh...haiz...maybe burnt my own house..lolzz...hee...ok la boring like hell...i go play game....but it hink no game.. go window shopping ba...but no $$..haha..CyAzSaturday, September 17, 2005 @ 10:50 | back to the top.
yawnz..just woek up not long.....pig ba..haha...also nv slp much..though d&t finally finished can slp longer but no mood...haha...dunno why at the time i hand in my foilo, inside my mind is onli to msg her to tell her...lolz....lame ba...dunno why...nth much ba.... this few daes normal normal ba...better then my lonely life....exam also....haha...shuinan fininshed his perlim le.. then i just started...wtf... ytd go play pool loh... dunno why all miss skill...maybe i am really lousy....haha.. lousy le la...not like last time everytime go there play myself...then go nite studies...i think nv study one..haha... onli sometime...alone then study one..haha...nth much le ba..later then update ba...haha..to be continue........................Monday, September 12, 2005 @ 22:58 | back to the top.
yoz....just reached hm not long ago...actually long le la...just fininshed eating my dinner haha...actually is small bro one...but he slping so i eat loh..lolz....but still pain..cause nv eat b4 eating medicine..wahaha..naughty ba..lolzz..todae nth much go sch...damn stress loh...haha...hand in d&t de thing...but i still got alot to do..this fridae is the last dae le....need to hand in to moe le...haiz...after sch go d&t rm do my artifact but until 3 onli cause mr foo not free...haha...he saw go meet his gal...dun wan tell us whu..ahhaa....then go with shuinan to arena..cause ger,qi they all there ma...then go down i poor he broke haha...after tt still got to borrow money from ger to pay...so pai seh...OMG...ahaha...nvm la...so close frenz le...haha...then go hm...my bro use the bathroom so long tt i amost felt asleep on the sofa....haha...but nv if not nv go for the nite class le....haha..after tt go to nite class..... quite boring actually cause i study my own they study their...felt so lonely...nvm la....i getting used to it...after tt walk to Pm with ger and surfan...ger meet her sis jes to eat...after tt surfan walk with me difference ways....hahha...then my bro come fethc me with my dad lorry..haha..cause it is time my mum off work too..hahaa.....ok la...me abt to go to rest le....ByeZ..Sunday, September 11, 2005 @ 19:49 | back to the top.
hi....i finallly find so time to blog...haha... busy and moodless the whole dae....cause todae no cc de co...so slp until very late 10....dunno why...maybr last few dae nv slp much ba....sick too... then wake up by father go down eat....eat alot todae...rice, roti prata, pinapple and a glass of grss jelly...haha...full like pig...somemore still eat ice-cream...so gd long time nv eat le... eventhough cannot eat cold de..=X...sorry sorry...then go hm rot rot.....boring like hell missing her but can onli look at her photo...lolzz..haha...this is the first time i even miss a gal like this...die liao...cause i know nothing gd will happen to this relationship..haha..nvm ba...let it be as it is....ok la then go brush my leather shoe....haha..shining le... sweat loh...gd feeling...then go down buy dinner...nth much le....OMG i forget to do my foilo...omg this the the stupid things i have been stressing for a very long time...tml got to fininshed to stick my whole artifact or i will fail my d&t..then my O lvl = gonE...haiz..stress like hell...no time... so sorry to anyone if going to find me after sch...me got to stay back in sch to finished my D&t cause foilo also need to hand in and i left alot more....damn it... i have been too lazy... the first 7 month of my life this yeear tis still ok..but just before my birddae 10 dae somthing really bad affect me....ahhaa...ok la...me got to rush my foilo le..sorry sorry....take care guys..and gd luck to alll having exam and...most important is to take really good care of ur health...ByeZSaturday, September 10, 2005 @ 03:52 | back to the top.
still unable to slp after doing all those things below....arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....haiz...tml need to go to sch de co..then nite go pfm....haiz...STRESSSSS...HIAZ HAIZ................ @ 03:24 | back to the top.
| How You Life Your Life |
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How Do You Live Your Life?
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| Your Kissing Purity Score: 83% Pure |
 You've hardly ever been kissed But the kisses you've given are very missed |
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| How You Are In Love |
 In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily. You bounce from romance to romance. |
How Are You In Love?
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| The Keys to Your Heart |
 In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
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hiaz...just smk finished...stress like hell...think of alot of things..abt study abt life and abt her..wat can i do? nth...just misses her damn lot onli can look at her pic and blog..and nth else....haha...think i will go back to my ols life le ba...go to happy go lucky life.... no mood everydae...sick le...todae cough and flu better but fever come and headache is worst like dunno wat.....just now go see doc cause of my leg..it still hurts okies.....pain like myself stepping on it..haiz...nth much ba but dun moodless.....haiz...dun care...exam coming...but dun care...now think of my d&t and her....nth else le...think i no chance le ba...lolzz....nono..is cfm no chance le...haha..just making myself more and more sad...angry with myself...she said will fan me will care abt me...dun i dun see any...nvm since she is tt busy..i sld keep away from her ba..haiz..stress and stress....how i wished i can just click deletle button in my brain and forget abt her.... but it simply write error not able to dele....haiz..sad like hell...cannot get to slp... like tt how to study?....fuking off....i go watch tv le la...stress..think todae unable to slp le..nvm i dun tihnk anyone will care or come to see this blog......byEz..SuXersFriday, September 09, 2005 @ 08:30 | back to the top.
hiaz.....sick like hell...ytd finishsd writing blog...then see whether got ever anot then is 38.3...high...but still go to d&t...cause need to do...but i haven fininshed...my classmates see my like so stress there all come ask me..haha....but i is sick but also stress la.... think whole class i am the last one...haven come out with the look of the whole artifact....haiz...problems here and there......haiz...wan to cry le la....if crying help and if onli i can.......all sickness is still here but i am not going to gif in to it...i will not see the doc and still at hm..lolzz...haiz...todae wake up at 8..whole body pain like hell..haiz....now tihnking wher to go later...cause no programme..no ppl to accompany me..haiz...i lonely......haiz...think is ytd to late slp ba.... lie on bed thinking a lot of things...think of shuinan advice of "her"..but i cannot do it...oh yeah...ytd saw her... when i first go ther nv see her...think cause i ouside buy milk but she inside ba...then jega call me wan me to help them to buy water then i go back loh...then go to the drink there saw her...ok la...i sick ma so nv tok to her..Sorry...then walk back to sch thinking how to do my artifact....then nv tok to her....felt so bad...but hear she and her frenz toking happily i am relived....ok la i really sick le la... go wash up..later go find shuian see he can come out anot....GonEThursday, September 08, 2005 @ 08:55 | back to the top.
just woke up.....damn tired....having flu pro,cough and BIG heacdache....nv go geo..sorry ms yip...but will go to D&T later...cause need to finished by todae le.....haiz...4 daes le..nv see her... she seen very sianz at hm...but dun think so...lolzz..lame la...nvm la...shuinan tell me just go for her... but i dun wan cause she has ppl whu she love le....dun wan to disturd just be her frenz can le...but i am worst then her frenz.....msn she would not reply..msg also... and sadly i dun call..haiz...now hand also pain..wrist....haiz...dunno why.....now writing on one hand..haiz...GoneWednesday, September 07, 2005 @ 20:46 | back to the top.
this is the gift from audrey..thanks...
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the front of the card...
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wat is in the card...
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gif for co de jounior...cute ba..
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haiz...sick like hell...sianz ar....still need to go d&t..todae is from 9 to 12 de extended to 5...haiz..long le....but haven finished..tml still got start from 10 cause b4 tt got geo but i not going to geo....too tired...todae when during te 12 to 1 de break went to co rm...then shuinan practice his bass..then i fall asleep.haha lame ba..then he come call me wake up...cause phone rings....lolzz... nth loh...no movie todae also...first is shuinan say dun wished to watch but after tt i also cannot go..haiz.. say tml morning go but i got class...sorry shuinan...my hoildae is not like holidae is a d7t week for me...damn tired...cough ,flu headache..and very dizzy..dunno why...leg start to pain again..cause no medicine le...hhaa..then start to smk more le...haiz..alot of things..haiz...dunno la...one step at a time ba...see how loh...ok since i now using com tok abt the past... on my co de bbq my junior in co gif me something..very nice of them..hee..the photo will be up soon..hee...thanks you....yi zhi, melissa,xiangli,shi hui and li juan..thanks alot...u all work hard too...time really past fast.....ok next is audrey le....u seen changed..sorry i nv go syco de practice very long le...u seen so weak....but aleast u smile during class.. so relived....take care wors.... hear something bad happen to u..take gd care of urself and all the best for ur paino de test as well as ur sch exam...thanks for ur gif..thanks... some more yesterdae go syco..jia lin come late then come le sudden as me got miss her ma!..i shocked...lolzz...she have nv said tt infront of me...wierd..maybe too long nv see her ba.....then practice loh...mr ji also crazy...keep asking me to jio my sch de one girl....haiz....i nv tell him onli.. i also like her..but no chance de la....nvm le just dun care abt him la....haha..todae go d&t...whole dae nv eat..no time..haiz...someone run here and there...smelly like hell....now also haven eat.. no appt..no mood....haiz...dun care la... noone cares too....=0...nth le ba...i go bath le...damn smelly....Tuesday, September 06, 2005 @ 23:43 | back to the top.
hiaz....dunno why not in mood todae....damn down....todae moring went for d&t loh... 8 to 12..then extended to 3....haiz...7 hrs le...damn tired loh....then also nv went movie again..think tml will go....dun care le...even alone also go le...cause no programme at all...haiz.... then nite go syco..practice loh...very tired..still sick..haiz....getting worse le...haiz...now and then got headache and dizzy loh...dunno why...duncare la...care for much for wat...no one care too... shuinan todae mood also not gd...bro not happy together...lolz...haiz...so much pressure..haiz... 2 daes nv see "her" le...miss her so much...=(....nth i can do...sorry...for those stupid msg....not send by me de...sorry... sorry to cause i also tok abt this to shuinan..then he do it...sorry..did not mean to fan u... u can c my name le deletle de.....nvm..nth important all just same things ever now and then.... haiz....haiz....tired le... go off le...Monday, September 05, 2005 @ 07:25 | back to the top.
early in the moring....dunno wat to do..later got to go sch for class....haiz....not feeling well at all...cough, flu,headache,sore throat and etc..alot of illness come to me..dunnno why...however feeling low....so things tt happen i haven update...so maybe be later ba...hiaz....think going to be off from this world le ba.....cause from young already got heart problem...haiz.....fortune teller also say will not left long....haha...nvm....todae is the start of shuinan n lvl exam...haha...wished him gd luck.....hhaa......thinking of her now....wat can i do...she like others not me...lolzz.....haha..nvm be frenz ba....since wan to exam le.....after exam got to work somemore...haha...haiyo...no need think le la...I so ugly whu wan....haha...nvm..i have brought something for her....but...dun dare to gif her.....nvm...keep it ba....till somes dae it may have some use....and advice for her....'Go ahead with whu u wan...dun be sad...' and"choke advice...must do 4 things a dae...1st smile...2nd smile always....3rd laugh out....and lastly...take care of urself"...hee...i noe i have no rite to ask u do or stop u from doing anything...cause i know u dun love me...nvm...think it is abt time for me to stop irrating u le....sorry for fanning u for so long....thanks you for tourated me.....thanks for aleast a time where we are happy....Thanks......................................................................................................................................
Saturday, September 03, 2005 @ 01:30 | back to the top.
sorry for nv updste blog for long time..no chsnce to use com......now having headache haha...leg pain also...think todae late eat medicine so pain loh...hahaha.....todae...nothing much la...haha..go sch..then when wan to go d&t but wear slipper...scolded by leow..then nv go le..haha... then nite go co de bbq..hee..nth much also...the sad things is co is changing to gu zheng but i and shuinan going to tok abt this with ms ho on mondae ba...really sad le...4 years in co...work so hard le then wan to change...haiz...then go la kopi...haha...chat loh...then there got 1 like cc sell drinks de..haha..then play with his voice laugh until peng.....haha....head very pain...think go slp le ba...or tml cannot wake up for co...haha...Good Nite....