Sunday, July 31, 2005 @ 18:17 | back to the top.
haha..so tired..dunno why...morning go cc de co... boring lei...then after go mac...drink water..then go hm rot loh....hee...then go down buy things one...but see ntuc so many ppl..then nv buy liao..then go jp with chun yip..haha..play 1 game in arcade then go hm le....nth much loh...just the boring life of mine...actually go jp is wan to see lao po one..but no fate ba...cannot see her at all...so many ppl there todae...think she still waiting for her other one...already 146 daes really adrimed her determination..haha...really wished her waiting is worth it... think i am just there to keep her happy ba...haha..nvm if she doesn't wan me...but i will be at her side loh...really really hope she dun have to wait so long...haiz..really wished to help her...but i can do nth..cause i dunno wat is the story....haha..bo bian...she wouldn't tell me one..she have her think is very very bast frenz hwee qi..they shared everything...so gd... how i wished there is such a gd frenz by my side to shared everything...i think dun have by....gods dun help those whu have done so many bad things in just his short life.....of 17 years..... haha...stupid like this also tears drop...lame lei u....ok la..stop this.....tml going to dunno where de k-box to celetbrated xiangli birthday....haiz see they all so gd....think my birdae will be better this year..shuinan think going out with me.... i dun dare to ask my lao po... cause she is still waiting for her other side...haha...dunno.... think better not ask her...really afarid she will just aviod me...hee.... lastly wished her really no need wait le......haha...and take care...gone.....................Saturday, July 30, 2005 @ 11:40 | back to the top.
i just here to say something i just think of.....pls ppl...treat ppl around u gd and know them well..treat them really well...cause u duno when they will leave u..or even change to someone whu u will nv understand...cause it just happen to me not long...cause i diddn't go and understand her well then go with her...now she is gone...feeling damn sad....but i really care abt her...pls take gd care of urself..even u not my lao po anymore but anything happen u can come to me..i will help u de...i still will care abt u..and i will wait for u too be well...even maybe the man is not me...i just wished u to be happy...ty...everyone take notice of ppl around u before they are gone..ty..=( @ 07:48 | back to the top.
haiz...nv able to slp well.... me all nite thinking wat will happen with out her...really die...cause without her i really have nth to do..no aim no goals....haiz...dunno how...she say not really for a relationship...i really wan her...she is my one and onli hope and aim....nvm...me just her to be happy...think i will just take care of her behind...just be frienz with her...but I WILL BE WAITING FOR U!!! i dun care how long....i dun care how other say...i just wan u... <Friday, July 29, 2005 @ 22:11 | back to the top.
broke off
sad..really damn sad....just rain finished...now i know wat is means by heartbroken..cannot be mended backkk...this is the second time my tears dropped for a gal....but both time is for the same gal....wat can i do...haha...nth much...think i sld go rest now and begin a new life tml as her good friend....byeZ good nite... @ 21:10 | back to the top.
haha.....back to a single liao...i am lamer...haha can see ppl still missing others...why i go disturd her...lame me.....stupid me....out of no where this happen...nvm....it onli one side...no harm to her can liao...haha...think i sld get over...i so ugly and she so pretty.....how can she be liking me...chong hwee ar u are thinking too much....WAKE UP!!!!!!!HAHA...gonE @ 18:12 | back to the top.
haha....nth to do...dunno why nowadaes really so down.....even when my birdae coming..haha...so wat!!! think this year will be my best birdae..cause i think i will still buy the $2 cake but go marina to see fireworks...haha go there got so many ppl...wahhaa.....lame ba...bo bian...i am a boring guy...always dunno y nowadaes become so nagging...see my own blog so ugly liao still got so long de words.....haiz...dunno...darlin todae dun wan me send her hm...dunno maybe think i am very fan....i think she will be more happy herself and with frienz...i really think i am going far from my world......i very scared will go back to my own life....do all the bad things....haiz....dunno...dun feel like study...todae got math and d&t one...but nv go.....haiz...dunno la...fuck me man...i sux!!!...haiz nth to do so come here...reach hm so early....mum nv work todae... me so down todae...onli see my darlin 5 mins in the moring...miss her so much..but..haiz..nvm...think i go rot liao...i also got nth to write abt my lame life...GONE!!!!!!!Thursday, July 28, 2005 @ 20:17 | back to the top.
haiz...feeling damn sad now...dunno la...dunno why tears drop when walking hm....haiz...i really feel isloated liao....haiz...feel there i am always a burden to my darlin....cause without me she always laughing with frenz...but when with me she looked so sianz....i really sasd.....but nvm..at least i get to see her...me also dunno...maybe is my own brain think too much...i can understand her...i know tt i am really a oring guy...it ok....i knew myself best....i know i have alot of others side of myself not know to others....but i can do nothing..cause all those sides are all bad...as i know i am nv a good one....haiz...i think i really going to go off this world....i think no one care too..i know i am a kid...nv listen,nv study...do all the bad things...haha...nth gd i can do...haiz...feeling get far from my darlin....haha..i think i dun even have the rite to tok abt her.... haha...maybe i dun even have the rite to call her darlin....nvm i just wished to be with her...think this is my onli way.....think i would leave this blog for a long time...really sasd...dun feel like writing...feel like crying..think i go hide myself and cry...byEZ............ @ 06:27 | back to the top.
haiz...ytd after darlin slp...i can't slp at all....dunno wat happen to her i damn worry....me also dunno wat to do..useless me..then ine the midnite i went to see her blog...it makes me feel so sad...i am very heart broken.....hiaz...it make my feelings even worst...dunno wat the hell am i for..!!! when my darlin is sad i can do nothing...wtf la.....u sux ma...useless freak...hiaz...still damn worry abt darlin..i better faster go out and meet her liao...Wednesday, July 27, 2005 @ 19:44 | back to the top.
hi....nth to do at hm....very the damn boring...very sleepy..dunno why....hiaz haven finished ss de hmwork.....stress ar......!!todae must finished then can slp....but dun feel like doing wors....haiz...i am very lazy....very sianz...todae got sch loh....i todae got 3 period d&t but i do nth...haha...walk here walk there...haiz somemore this friday need to hand in foli...haven even touch..think got dust on it liao....boring lei...me think my mood nowadays very bad...also dunno y....maybe too stress ba.....also appear so sianz....can't even laugh....somemore i am always the "thing"...haiz....boring life of mine....dunno la...life sux for me....i very poor...somemore going to my birthdae liao.. think no onewill go out with me liao...haha...think my dream come true...like last year...buy one $2 de cake sing myself again..haha..+(...then i think i poor also nvm liao...haha...if really no one..i think i go work ba......there aleast got someppl to chat.....somemore can earn $....=(...dunno why feeling worst each dae.....haiz....even listening to songs also sianz..haiz...no one to chat...even got also dunno chat abt wat..haiz...fan arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..... haiz....pls pull me out of this feeling..it sux.....life is so stress.....dun feel like going anywhere...not even to sch...haiz......now all teacher rushing things....all rush us to study....nvm they also wan us to get gd result.....sianz...tml is late dae...lucky is aleast morning i can see darlin...if not until 5.30 then can see her.....miss her ba i can do nth....she dun wan ppl to know...so i can do noth...even ppl ask i also say dun have....this nvm...as long as she happy....me really going to become loney puppet liao....haiz i just know i sux....even shuinan can make my darlin laugh until wan to peng...me???? do nth....can't even laugh..haiz...just feeling more and more uselesss liao....somemore dunno wat happen to my health....nowadays always have headache but nv wan to show cause i dun wan ppl to worry...haha...but i think no one will......todae morning is darlin msg wake me up de..haha...last time is i wake her up but now is she wake me up...todae she msg then my radio on cause of the alarm i make...both at the same time...scary...haha...now also dunno wan to do wat...boring sia...sianz everydae..haiz..feeling going out of this world farer everydae.....haiz...i think i go day dream liao...too boring....got ppl also dunno wat to chat....ok la...bYeZ..Tuesday, July 26, 2005 @ 18:52 | back to the top.
Ar..ThIs CuTiE Is JuSt SiAnZ LiKe Me NoW At hM..
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yOz!!!!!me just hm at 5 todae..no ppl at hm...haha..so boring..nvm they not at hm i more happier...but quite boring too....todae moring no mood...haha cause something bad happen...haha i think i dun wan to write abt bad things....i wan write abt happy things in the blog....me now seeing ppl aronund me is happy..i felt so happy....hee......todae hand in the class tshirt $$...$16 lei very exp...dunno y they wan so much for wat....i gif my onli $10 todae..then i no money liao..haha...hungry alos cannot eat...haha nvm.....boring lei at hm...play wat maple story... haha.....for nth i lvl 11 liao...just play not long..stupid game...just go in cc the grapic onli...cute ma... me dunno my birthdae wan go where lei..i wan to go out...but shuinan like dun wan go out...and darlin dunno free anot....haha...if really they not free.. i think i will be like last year..where shuinan and tiong is not free...then i go shop buy 1 $2 de cake sing myself eat myself smoke myself.....haha..in simple.....onli myself..haha...think of this i really feel like crying....dunno why..haha...nv have a "decent" birthdae b4 ba....haha stupid lei..just say dun wan put sad things then here i write sad things..haha...dun tok abt me liao la......todae i 1st one reached chem lab...haha ms wai saw me she shocked..haha..i always last de then todae first....i think this time de chem ca not gd ba...she nv say la...i noe..cause she ask wat i aim for o lvl....i say b3 she say gd..haha lame..then say for u i am now shock to hear b3 or a2...i noe u can do it de is just tt u are not putting in effort to study...haha..nvm i think i really very lazy de....haha...she ask me to do intensive study liao..haha..i also noe...=X..but ar..really stress lei...everyone nagging...very stress de lei....even though i always have a smiling face but really stress inside....hee.....i sld one dae print in newspaper..."pls dun stress ppl" haha...lucky got this blog thing for me to tok myself...so gd.....haha i think no one wan to read one la..haha...me really dunno lei...very stress...wan to study also dunno wan study wat subject.....see bk read 2 lines den wan to walk around liao...haha...dunno how i study in n lvl last year rite!!!? haha..cause got tiong and alvin tan always ask me go down my house here de mac to study....me really think i cannot be alone de....even though i have been alone for very long..haha....nvm..try ba..hee...me think i really going to quit smking liao...cause darlin really dun like.....haha say very easy rite...haha..really la...i really very very long nv go buy liao.....the aunt just now saw me come back ask me y so long nv go buy..haha i say no $$...haha..but is true....hee...me now really wished got ppl to tok to....cause too boring..haha....tok to myself....dun wan play game...ok la write so long liao.....me go see msn got ppl wan to tok to me anot....haha.....take care...workhard every1......dun be lazzy!!!..hee...ByEz..muack..Monday, July 25, 2005 @ 21:30 | back to the top.
haha...hi..long time nv blog...no chance.....no time..cannot use com...now also cannot de...but dun care..wahaha...todae wake up late....7 then wake up..=X...then rush to sch....after sch wait for shuinan to finished his N lvl MT oral...haha...i think no kick to him la...his MT is gd de..not like me...lousy!!!!boooooo..haha...then say go his house rot awhile before he go for syco...but when reached his house his mum at hm...haha...very farnie...he face so shocked...think he at hm quarrel with his mum but dun dare to tell us....say until him...he todae dunno wat happen....always stared at me...scolded me....dunno him la......hiaz...dunno la.... after i have lao po liao he dunno like changed..or maybe i have change......if really is me....sorries shuinan....me really dunno..but i dun think i change..the things change is the fone bill...haha...high until scary... i shocked when i see my bill...dun care la...now always counting my own money see when can go to pay the bill...haha..me just now went to central eat..cause my house here de market close for cleaning...dunno they clean for wat...clean liao like nv clean like tt....me todae pe got to "plump"80 times...all bong fault....haha....i nv so syco todae....cause too lazy...=X...hee..dunno why todae got so many things to write.......haha..now tok abt the past the sch nite....got 2 pfm on friday and sat..haha...the pfm really very nice.....even though tt time alot of things happen...i even got terrible headache...very pain.....haha...really nowmiss those daes....and now i am no more of sch co members..haha...happy but sad too...happy cause no need time for practice liao....sad cause i got to know many frenz there...buddies and wife...... many memories.....miss them...really..even though got alot of things happen during...but really fun...nvm i think when i free i will go back vist them..haha....now is time to study liao....cannot play liao...feel so sad..and stress...all ppl wan me to study....but ppl around me dun like the subject i like...math and science...i wished i could help them.. really i wished all ppl this year can passed with flying colours...next year come back take result can all be laughing happy and go out happy together....no sad faces tt i see the last year patch coming back this year in march to take their result.....really sad for them....REALLY ANYONE NEED HELP IN MATH AND SCIENCE PLS I SAY PLS COME TO ME I REALLY WAN U ALL TO PASS>>I DUN CARE HOW MUCH TIME I SPENT>>I CAN EVEN FAILED MYSELF TO HELP U ALL>>>OK...pls...ty....ok la..me also wan to go study my own weak subject liao..pls work hard.....all the best...gone..._______Saturday, July 23, 2005 @ 10:57 | back to the top.
hiaz...sorry to myself for not writing for so many daes..happy for ytd pfm...haha...but damn sad over something..darlin hurt but the screw crew with chair.....then she cried...heart broken u know...really pain....after tt u become sick..have fever....then headache.....then dizzy..then tired....haiz by the end of the dae...my heart from 0 to _..... from circle to broken onto the floor.....lucky she today morning wake up no more sick liao...but still in pain...u may think i am crazy....y is my blog abt her.....then let me tell u ma answer....cause i love her more then i love myself....hee...its true.....nth to do so GONE!!!!!!!BYeZ...Thursday, July 21, 2005 @ 10:35 | back to the top.
arrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BORING LA...NOW GEO LESSON..COM DO WORKSHEET....TODAE GOT THE NITE PRACTICE...TILL 10...BUT I THINK ALSO VERY LATE DE LA....ABT 11 THEN REAChED SCH DE.....NOW NOTH TO DO...DUN WAN TO DO THE WOrksheet....sorry abt the cap....press wrong.....ytd nv slp much cause i make my darlin angry then she dunno y nv reply me....then i couldn't slp loh.....me haven go make the skin of this blog...cause i lazy to find..and i dun wished to disturd my dar to hellp me make...me also dunno wan put wat skin...i wan the puppet skin from my bro frenz...but he dun wan gif....idiots....EeEEEEE...boring lei...really lazy...........dun wan to do.....i miss my dar alot...=(........ok la....i go do my ws liao.....be a good boy....byeZ...take care@! and be happy always....hEEE=)...=P....ByEz....@_@Monday, July 18, 2005 @ 22:20 | back to the top.
todae go sch loh.... sick ar...down with cough and running...nvm hiaz sick also like tt...no one cares...haha...now i writing for myself onli...cause no ppl knows this web...lame rite..haha...dun care la....come here just to tok to myself....abt my life....dunno why darlin sad todae....dunno wat to do....todae got geo ca4 haha....1 qns 3 parts 25 marks...haha...i write very long..like nagging......haha...todae got see movie...see F4.... come out they all say i look like "the thing"haha.. do i really look like it....?.. even i am big in size..haha..nvm.....ok la... my bro wan use com liao...BYEZ..Sunday, July 17, 2005 @ 23:34 | back to the top.
this is choke.....cause my blog dunno wat happen...then create agin loh.....haha...lame rite me??? know how to hack ppl but dun hack by whu..haha......todae nth much...go co in the morning...then see the "unseen" there bootlicking her godfather...haiz...i should not go to co...haiz...then go hm loh...but mum and big bro go to qweenway....NV ASK ME GO.....got ppl go there also haiz......then buy the three strip shoe...liht blue one...like cc...somemore still too small... then buy one slipper from me also...like grandfather shoe.... and one more bag...dunno how they see the bag.....so ugly...say nice...haiz......ok..this is my first post....hoooraaaaaayy......haha...byeZ