sian ar sian. dunno why i am more sian then ever.. first my dad keep nagging about the statement tt i am going to gif on thurs. which is why my mouth got 1 scar. sian and another thing which the about 90% tt it makes me feel sian is tt, dunno why i have this very very strong feelings tt i stand nowhere in ur heart, dun say ur heart i think even brain. i will not cross the path of ur thinking. tt is my feelings and this is the very first time i felt. heart just sank. even when bear just call to say hi. i was like so cool to him. even he knows tt i am tihnking about u. but maybe is tt he with me too long le ba.. forget it.. =) bye and my pay rise..which should be happy but i am not....

-=ThE BoRiNg UgLy GuY=- . 00:08 ...................

haha long time since i blogged.. very very long sia. march to now is like 3 months.hahaa opps. dunno wat to write la. haha.

just wan to say i am injuried haha.. my lips is broken now. the doc wanna stich me but i dun wan. i afraid of noodle and stuff la. pain lei.

cause i fight with my neighbour.haha lame story la.. haha.
now mc for 3 daes dunno wan to do wat. cannot even go work.. wtfZZZzzzzzz

-=ThE BoRiNg UgLy GuY=- . 14:14 ...................

now the time is 4.25a.m i am suppose to be slping due to my mum cause she wan me to go and pray later in the morning but i going out at 6a.m..
todae is a special dae for choke cause of this very best friend so call the first best friend he have in his life but then he end he life on this very dae 10 years ago 1998 when both of them was 10 years old.
actually up to now no knows actually knows much about this cuse is very specal to choke. on this very dae 10 years ago choke changes.
choke was a very timid and talk big boy when he was young. this friend he knows from K2 name garren keng plays with him, darren was a running boy run here and there and like tracksand feild and all the camps in pri sch. he si the same calss as choke all the way. choke treat him better then his ow bro. listen to him and everything he says mean alot to choke. choke join basketball and he join track and feild. they talk alot togther shared their dreams. but until this very dae 10 years ago, in corporation pri i was 4.40p.m choke was having his training so is garen and he is trying for javalin. thengarren was so happy he throw the javalin and it fflew quite far without wasiting he run for his javalin tt landed a distance away. and he teacher throw the javalin without notice him. and just as choke look by right infront of his eyes the javalin pierce through his body. choke ran there seeing al blood and garren was not moving at all. tt when choke really cry and feel his heart pain till now.
choke rmb this " when i grow up i wan to be an engineer, i wan to go outwads bound and have lot of camp and advanture i wan to throw javalin like how pro throw so far"
favourite waords of all tme"nomatter wat smile"
Till todae...

-=ThE BoRiNg UgLy GuY=- . 04:25 ...................

after not coming online for so long.. i come to write something..haha..
actually got nth to type also..
just for inspiration u can see this video..
http://www.sgclub.com/singapore/nick_vujicic_105690.html
u will understand.. how ever i don't..
to say really i understanding tt he is trying so hard to stand up and continue walking with limbs...
but y ppl with limbs like ppl is like rotting of their life....
i dun quite understand even after i see the video..
now i have totally no aim in my life..
no goals.. goals have been taken away from me by noone but myself...
cause nth will happen without a cause...tt wat i belives in..
and when there is no pain there will no be no gain..
somemore i feel so strange cause i just wake up and i am here to type this kind of i dunno wat.... haha...

btw i having my driving test on 19 dec haha.. 13-14 zoukout working 16 i wan to change phone to LG KS20 =)..then 19 TP like so busy ar... 20 my younger bro birthdae... haha.. dun care..lolz..

ok i go back to play games le... cya

-=ThE BoRiNg UgLy GuY=- . 14:19 ...................

firstly it have been so long since i am back here...

secondly really alots of things have changed... not to say the worst of all that i haven been thinking really came...

lastly my attitude have gone from worse to worst.. like tt dae.. bear call me got pro at st james there... i was so bad mood tt i go there without thinking i just wack those guys... i didn't even listen which wat i always will do first.. then i just ask bear send me back... even bear is stunt. my 11 bros have been tiring to contact me.. i will answer but with the bad attitude... sorry bros is not i dun wan to share with u.. i i dun even have the courage to face u all.. i know how much u all have done for me and tt why... i really dun even know whu i am le...

even todae.. went to play bb with si ping they all.. there come tong lin if not wrong... i know he always paly rough with elblow all those..todae he was with me the same tteam all tyhe time i also dunno y.. after i seen he eblow si ping in my brain was all fire.. therefore u will see me inside the red circle cause when i am in i dun think he will do things..even time change team i wan to be opp wit hhim but.. dunno la... dun let me have the chance is all i can sae....

haiz really la.. choke is no more choke... i think i can have the same name as bo yan.."zombie"...

-=ThE BoRiNg UgLy GuY=- . 03:10 ...................

it have been ages since i am back here...
but my mood is like on fire due to someone...
i really can help it... what i wan to do is to really kill him..
i was toking to bear and fred ytd to settle on him...
what i can say is both of them ask me to cool down first dun look for him on my own account.. cause they know i really will kill him with my bare arms...
ppl u all nv know my background tt well so u dunno.. i am nto as good as all of u all thinks... i life is like so messy with this and that... haiz
no mod to even eat not to even say go out.... and cumber start his 6 month work le.. i am bored.... fuck la... i am angry again.. bye!@

-=ThE BoRiNg UgLy GuY=- . 13:07 ...................

haha my birthdae pass lo.. i 20 liao so sian..
like tt is my 20 years of my life passed...
hee... thanks those tt actually me for my birthdae as well as wishes me...
hee.. thanks for the very very nice video by ger...

now is exam period le.. everyone seem so busy but y am i so free.. actually i also dunno.. the mood of studying still not here yet.. but i will study cause i dun wan to be depress and stress again but the result...i dun wan to let my life down..

=).... and dunno y nowadae i wan to protect ppl so much..=)
tt all ba i going down to cut my hair... haha

-=ThE BoRiNg UgLy GuY=- . 14:05 ...................