Wednesday, August 03, 2005 @ 23:27 | back to the top.
haiz...my feeling get abit better....but also like tt.....lucky got my really good bro...shuinan...even though he is always toking cocks..but always making ppl happy like a clown..but really gratefull to him......really..he a really got listener...anyone need ppl to listen to trouble can find him.... of course me also can la...even though my own problem haven sloved...but i think it can nv be solved..haha..it ok.. i willing to be like this...but need to buck up on my feeling...and make ppl around me buck up feeling also.....especially someone whu is very important to me...really....i wan ppl around me to be laughing...if can..every min....really.....i wan ppl in this world to be happy... there is no such thing as angry,sad,blue,feeling low,down,etc,all with not happy one to be GONE....i wan music too.....haiz..feeling down after reading blog.... she is abit like me...can act out a happy face for ppla round..but if alone or will the so call buddies...then will broken down.... feeling sad for her...but i can do nth..i just dun wan her to live in this world alone...i may not be importance to her...but dun wan her to be down.....if wan pls be infront of me..so i can really comfort her...dunno how to help her...think my brain bursting.......i have try alot of tings i can do to make her happy...but i failed.....wan to fan her also she wouldn't reply me....dunno...she say wan fan si wo...find me before sch,during recess and after sch. but nth of tt happen....haiz..dunno..maybe i am just an extra....Too sad so GONE..