Thursday, July 28, 2005 @ 20:17 | back to the top.
haiz...feeling damn sad now...dunno la...dunno why tears drop when walking hm....haiz...i really feel isloated liao....haiz...feel there i am always a burden to my darlin....cause without me she always laughing with frenz...but when with me she looked so sianz....i really sasd.....but nvm..at least i get to see her...me also dunno...maybe is my own brain think too much...i can understand her...i know tt i am really a oring guy...it ok....i knew myself best....i know i have alot of others side of myself not know to others....but i can do nothing..cause all those sides are all bad...as i know i am nv a good one....haiz...i think i really going to go off this world....i think no one care too..i know i am a kid...nv listen,nv study...do all the bad things...haha...nth gd i can do...haiz...feeling get far from my darlin....haha..i think i dun even have the rite to tok abt her.... haha...maybe i dun even have the rite to call her darlin....nvm i just wished to be with her...think this is my onli way.....think i would leave this blog for a long time...really sasd...dun feel like writing...feel like crying..think i go hide myself and cry...byEZ............