Wednesday, July 27, 2005 @ 19:44 | back to the top.
hi....nth to do at hm....very the damn boring...very sleepy..dunno why....hiaz haven finished ss de hmwork.....stress ar......!!todae must finished then can slp....but dun feel like doing wors....haiz...i am very lazy....very sianz...todae got sch loh....i todae got 3 period d&t but i do nth...haha...walk here walk there...haiz somemore this friday need to hand in foli...haven even touch..think got dust on it liao....boring lei...me think my mood nowadays very bad...also dunno y....maybe too stress ba.....also appear so sianz....can't even laugh....somemore i am always the "thing"...haiz....boring life of mine....dunno la...life sux for me....i very poor...somemore going to my birthdae liao.. think no onewill go out with me liao...haha...think my dream come true...like last year...buy one $2 de cake sing myself again..haha..+(...then i think i poor also nvm liao...haha...if really no one..i think i go work ba......there aleast got someppl to chat.....somemore can earn $....=(...dunno why feeling worst each dae.....haiz....even listening to songs also sianz..haiz...no one to chat...even got also dunno chat abt wat..haiz...fan arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..... haiz....pls pull me out of this feeling..it sux.....life is so stress.....dun feel like going anywhere...not even to sch...haiz......now all teacher rushing things....all rush us to study....nvm they also wan us to get gd result.....sianz...tml is late dae...lucky is aleast morning i can see darlin...if not until 5.30 then can see her.....miss her ba i can do nth....she dun wan ppl to know...so i can do noth...even ppl ask i also say dun have....this nvm...as long as she happy....me really going to become loney puppet liao....haiz i just know i sux....even shuinan can make my darlin laugh until wan to peng...me???? do nth....can't even laugh..haiz...just feeling more and more uselesss liao....somemore dunno wat happen to my health....nowadays always have headache but nv wan to show cause i dun wan ppl to worry...haha...but i think no one will......todae morning is darlin msg wake me up de..haha...last time is i wake her up but now is she wake me up...todae she msg then my radio on cause of the alarm i make...both at the same time...scary...haha...now also dunno wan to do wat...boring sia...sianz everydae..haiz..feeling going out of this world farer everydae.....haiz...i think i go day dream liao...too boring....got ppl also dunno wat to chat....ok la...bYeZ..