Thursday, March 23, 2006 @ 03:53 | back to the top.
haiz... it is not early le..but i can't slp...cause of the coughing and flu i having....so i feel like waking up and think abt things....this is my nagging to myself..haha....life....wat is life....many ppl will answer u study work earn money marry children die.. these are stages of life...but to me all these is not life.... to me... life is my very own things...it is something tt i myself passed through no matter happy sad bad good.... all these are my life.... there is this line" heaven send every little things tt u see hear touch feel and taste the 5 senes..but the most important are ppl"...there billions or even more in this world.... but every single one of them are diff..tt wat make us human very diff tt we can conques this very world...we may find a person with a same name or even same look or even same temper..but u can nv find a person with the very same thinking of urs.....so to me i really wan to be in my life knows as many friends as possible...know them understand them and to me they are like my teachers...they teach me... lessons for me in many diff topic chapther..and many more.... i dun wan to have ppl tt dun tok to me even as friends...maybe is me at fault sorry i haven understand the lesson of urs..and u stopped ur class with me...nvm maybe somedae iw ill understand...therefore i wan to know more ppl to teach me in my little life....and i wished to live my life happily..
ok...to here will be my life story...Choke chong hwee simple life.... from young i am a very naughty kids... i remember the first time my father scolded me and ask me to knee other my house is when i am K2... i remember last time there is this family centre on sundae to teach me something...tt very dae i went out the whole dae with ym friend ang teck loong....my mum found me under blk 207 just infont of my blk...she was taking a cane...hah... i know i am dead...i went home..my dad always sitted on a sofa just infront of the door... he will sit there and scolded u... i know my father is very strict..so i stand outside and cry..haha..i know all these years he have tt very fierce infonrt of us but a happy face outside....but i knos he care.... he dun let me anyhow go out cause he worried tt i will do bad things and get caught..but to here i wan to say sorry dad... to this very dae then i know tyhis... i am the trouble in this home... i stole money in my house...fight with my bros...talk back to u...scolded u....even late home or not home... i know u cares....but to me....haiz.. now i know i am idiot..really....i have done lots of bad things in this very world tt most of u dunno...cause no one will come and understand me...nono.. i sld not say this.. is i am not willing to share...nto afraid of throwing face but i think most ppl dun like ppl to be this bad..i can say i am not a good guy at all.... i am not the proud of my family... my bro are all more more cleverer then me really.... i belong to the lazy person....but to those important things in ym life i will be willing to work hard to it.....haha...maybe... siaz dun tok abt me le..haha....next time i will tok to u all abt my bros and those very good friend of mine....haaha..take care everyone..
nowadae many ppl are sick so take care ppl dun fall sick ok..hee..=)