Thursday, December 21, 2006 @ 02:59 | back to the top.
haha.. ia m here to blog.. lolz..i actually got alot to say and i am thnking alot of things cause cucumber(chun yip) tell me abt my bad things...
interm i am thinking it over...somehow i really think is true...
i thought i can just go over by quiting but not..
cause tt is not the problem the problem lies in me
me my char...cause i am a anything person i go along anywhere not idea no thinking...
tt where ppl actually dun like rite...
but i feel really hard on others... sorry ppl...
and i wan to change everyone...
i wan to change for better..
so help me can?
when ever i say anything or dunno plas scold me or hit me a u like.. cause i wan to change better..
and i got any others problem tell me i wan to change really...
maybe just for 'you" or myself...
haiz... I DUN LIKE MYSELF...
and i wan to learn how to communcate with others..
i get scolded over this too...
cause i always haha or hee.. or lol and tt all..
i dunno how to make a consevation better..long and interest..
i onli got tt little trick up my selvee and tt all..
haiz.. i start really hating myself.. ARHHHHH...
Haiz damn sad over this......arhhhhhhhh.....
why u have trouble u nv told me???i will lend my ear and lend even gif u.. to scold tok shout or watever u wan to do to it...casue i dun wan u to suffer anything alone..shared with me pls...thanks...
haiz....
todae mroning..wanted to meet shuinan and chun yip to lunch then see doc cause i got sore eyes.. but int he end i nv meet shuinan cause one lazy go up, one lazy come down.. haiz...
then go seng siong with chun yip cause he buy the absolute vokda ras..for his friend...stupid tt drink sux...then i went over to my workplace de meeting just now..stupid lo so long haven meet finished..haiz.....i dun wan work todae even thought it's ladies nite....no mood there..haiz..
then went home go down basketball court cause see them there...tok cock then went home.. then start to eat my dinner which is mac again..haiz...i am really getting sianz over my life.. so amny trouble that i can't take care of lo...haiz..
then tml got to go old folk home for my IAC project lo...haiz.. i tihnk i go there will be comfort by there de grandpa and grandma then i toking to them....then got to go to my class de steamboat. then after tt i got work think i getting so pay yto buy chirstmas present ba...HAIz.. my life is so trouble without u to speak to..haiz... bye...