Sunday, February 26, 2006 @ 04:03 | back to the top.
haiz...4 in the morning..so sianz..todae i nv go work..cause damn sianz..haiz....i lost contact with all ppl....lonely soulz here....realise tt time past can't really heals wounds.....todae go co....haiz..nth much...tml go co...then need to work again...tt my life.....haiz...how.. i dunno wat to do....i am at all lost now....really lost...i felt like crying out.....but there is no one to listen....to say out wat i feel to everything but there is none....in this very middle of the dawn..i am here...siting alone infront of my com...when all is slping...and then tears drop.. it makes my keyboard wet...but is there anyone to hold out one tissiue to lend it to me???? anyone beside me asking me why are u crying??? there is none... my father just saw me todae for a wk..and did he say anything..none....haiz...there goes my life...turning into somewhere there is worst....onli sadness and lonely....where i will be just alone in the darkness where no lights will be there to shone on to the path where i sld walk...i tumple and fall...and i just couldn't pick myself up anymore...how i wished just to end it here.....with all the pains and sufferings.....................................