Monday, February 13, 2006 @ 02:11 | back to the top.
haiz...haven been feeling well at all...dunno why...and i am sick..damn sick..wat i eat come out....haiz..onnli plain things...therfore i seem like not eating everything....todae i saw a father pushing his baby in a baby chair and taking pics...both of they laugh and smile so happily..and i realsie i haven been doing this since a long time..i even forget how to laugh out...something is bothering me...but i dunno how to solve it...ppl just say things tt wouldn't works...just plain toking...so i can onli reply yes yes...and nth more...i have been trying very hard to smile and laugh it out.. i feel so strange and wierd when i smile or laugh....something really bad is putting me away from my past....maybe things change..i dunno..now my time pass like a min=a year.. so long..so pain...so..watever...dunno.... tml going poly with yan..he wan ask his corse..me? dunno..actually nth to ask..nvm..go ba...since no ppl need me..i am a loner...haiz...i can't speak myself out to ppl....even thought they may be the best ppl around i just can't pass myself this lvl..sorry ppl...maybe sch start i will be busy with myself to make me feel nth?? maybe i will go find one nite shift job..where i work at nite when ppl slp and morning slp when ppl is around...finding in process ba....nth much le..dunno wat to write....bye