Tuesday, November 22, 2005 @ 10:35 | back to the top.
my bro is rite.... my father hope had become sad over the years and now to angry to me..haha..i understanding just like me getting worse and worse each year....he scoded me ytd..late homw money spender....he is going to cut my money again ba..i think...hee...think i am going to a road of depress.....i finally understand wat he hope for in me..but it is too late le...me have just killed myself..with no furture liao...my 2 most important for my ME course in poly is not going to do well...where am i going??? dover??? Bukit batok???lolZ..or even not studying anymore go out to work??? as sweeper???rubbish collecter???dish washer???lolZ...whu know??? I just know tt i am going down a dead road..now i reached the end.... i am just like murder whu had killed myself and running away..now came to a dead end of the road....i had no place to go....no way of my choice...i am sad...really sad...tears dropped...haiz...i am rally sad...going to be in depression liao...even though todae is the last o lvl paper..i dunno wat to say...simply i am sad...ytd i am unable to slp....i cried...not because of others...but for myself...why do i killed myself leaving no heart beat at all....i am lazy,like to play, do bad things,etc...all this cause my life...i dunno...confused..sad..depress now really...haiZ..I know tt i am going to be dead....think is a very gd new to all of u...i know i have been fan and always disturb u all....i am sorry..i will br gone for soon...and u all will not be able to find me to disturd u again.....i doubt ppl will care abot me...if there is tell me and i will sincerly say sorry to u..really...byeZ...-={[DePrEsSIoN]}=-